I was coquettish and bumped into his arms. He held my shoulder and laughed out loud, "that boy didn't rob you in those years, can you do it now? Don't worry, I'm just angry, but he went to you all of a sudden. It's also a reminder to him. Pay attention in the future. Now that we are all married and have a daughter, if our family is so happy and he is willing to split up, don't blame me for being cruel. "

I burst out laughing, "you can do it. Why can't I see how cruel you are?"

Zhuo Feng gave me a playful smile and rubbed my face without saying a word.

After we were together, the expression on his face increased a lot. At first, he was not used to it. Now he feels very satisfied. This is my husband, the man I have loved for ten years. Every moment when he is by my side will make me feel at ease. What else can we not face?

Lu Shao came out very late inside. He came out alone. He didn't see Jiajia.

He opened the door, sat in the corner, drooping his head, like a breathing bag, and said for a long time, "drive, go to your place, drink with me."

Jiajia says that she won't do anything with him, and her children won't let him know each other, and are ready to leave long ago. If Lu Shao is in a hurry, she will leave at any time and can't find Lu Shao. Jiajia doesn't want to destroy Lu Shao's marriage. She also doesn't want to make Lu shaoben's life calm because of the impulse at that time.

Lu Shao said a lot when he was drinking. At last, he cried on the table and said, "I feel sad. The woman I love, the woman who loves me, is not better."

Yes, Lu Shao is eager for love, but he doesn't know how to grasp it. At the beginning, he went abroad to have fun regardless of everything. He was interrupted by Zhang Boyuan's people. Afterwards, he said he didn't regret it. After that, he came back happy. They finally got together. Today, they have been together for the next few years. Their peaceful life is like a mirror, illuminating their appearance We can see each other.

Love and do not love, because life has long been trivial collapse, even now grasp each other is not necessarily happiness.

Lu Shao said, "I don't love anyone. I don't love myself. I deserve to die alone."

Zhuo Feng sighs and doesn't speak all the time, but also frowns tightly. Looking at Lu Shao's appearance, he is distressed. But who can intervene in the emotional affairs? He can't know until he has experienced it?

The next day, Lu Shao left early in the morning, saying that he was dealing with his children's school affairs. After that, he disappeared for several days.

My side is calm, Gu Chengfeng suddenly appeared and disappeared. I thought he was busy forgetting something. Unexpectedly, he suddenly appeared again at noon on Wednesday.

What I fear most is his sudden attack, which I can't refuse.

He stood in front of me, handed me a paper bag and told me, "she must like the little things she bought for meow Yu. By the way, she can have dinner with me."

Things are sent, or to meow language, I refused, there is no way, can only reluctantly nod, followed.

He used to like to eat the food from the snack bar in the West. Now the owner of the shop has changed to his daughter. The taste has not changed, but the decoration inside has changed a lot. Sitting inside has a more profound taste.

Gu Chengfeng was very happy when he ate. He wiped his stomach and rinsed his mouth after drinking. Then he looked up and said, "zhuo'er, are you out of touch with me?"

I was stunned and looked at the food I didn't eat. I was embarrassed to smile, "I'm not hungry. I don't like to eat very much recently. The doctor said that I just had a baby. There will be some changes in my appetite soon. I..."

"Drow."

I was seen through, even in business for so many years, I still can't learn to lie, easy to see my lies, I squeezed chopsticks, weak sigh, "Gu Chengfeng, I, I don't know what to say, we haven't seen each other, it seems that there is no common topic."

He chuckled, his laughter was bright, and he was white. With his delicate facial features, he was even more handsome and eye-catching. "Zhuo Er, you're still the same. I thought you're different from me in the past, and your former friends won't be close to you. I didn't expect that you're still the same. Thanks to drogo's protection, right? If it's me, I'm afraid I can't do it. "

I shook my head, "Gu Chengfeng, don't say that. Zhuo Feng is also very tired. You know how bad we have been for so many years."

"Yes, I know, so before I came back, I was thinking, do I still have the face to see you? I was not in the worst years of your life. Now that you have a good life, I come back. Am I not a bad person?"

His slender fingers beat on the table, and the sound was like my heart beating. He knew what he was doing, but he couldn't stop. He knew that it would be doomed, and he still couldn't go back.

Feelings, how tormenting, so that such a rational person has become a jerk, and even at the expense of their relatives and friends.

"Zhuo Er, I know what you are doing for so many years, even better than brother Lu. I've been paying attention to it. I've been thinking about why we can't get together. Gao coco told me on the day of divorce that you didn't love me because I didn't have the means like brother Lu. I didn't know what competition was, but I always thought of love It's not snatched, it needs to be cultivated, ha ha, but I've neglected one point. You've been with Zhuo for ten years. How can I? I'm not reconciledA word of unwillingness breaks all his reasons. Because of unwillingness, he will not let go. He would rather continue to torture each other than himself.

But what can I do?

I've hurt him countless times, and I don't want to hurt him any more.

Can't hurt, we can only also can't how, I don't love him.

"Gu Chengfeng, you know me better than anyone else, but you can't get any good by sticking to it like this."

"Yes, I can't. from the moment I found that I couldn't forget you, I didn't think about any benefits. That's what feelings are like."

He said it excitedly for a long time, and the forgotten memory of his early years was also opened little by little, as if it had been filled with water, waiting for the mandarin ducks who didn't belong together.

It's not early. I don't want to listen any more. I get up and go.

Gu Chengfeng chased me out and pressed my hand to open the door.

Brother Li jumped all over, growled and came down from inside and asked Gu Chengfeng, "what do you do?"

I shook my head to brother Li, turned to Gu Chengfeng and said, "you're tired. You've drunk a lot. You don't know what you're talking about. I'll talk to brother Lu about money. Don't be angry. I know it's hard to use money. He's too busy with things. You can contact my husband directly. I'm busy with my graduation thesis recently. I don't have time. I'm gone."

I give Gu Chengfeng a step down. I don't want to ask Zhuo Feng to break up with him because of his sudden excitement. I stare at him and hold the hand of the door, standing still.

Little by little, Gu Chengfeng didn't get out of the way.

Brother Li, of course, is not a fool. It seems that he is not right. He gets out of the car and walks over.

Listening to the footsteps approaching, Gu Chengfeng released his hand and said in a low voice, "I know, you go back to rest early, thank you."