I met Gu Chengfeng at noon. He came here in a hurry with a pen in his hand.
When I sat across the table drinking coffee, I looked up again and again.
I said, "Gu Chengfeng, I came to you to solve the problem between us."
"There seems to be no problem between us."
Gu Chengfeng is pretending to be calm. I can see his panic, but he doesn't want to admit it.
I continued, "you should know what I'm doing now. We've had a good time since I gave birth to meow language. Of course, even without meow language, we're fine. The past is over. We just want to have a good life now, you know?"
He knows, he knows everything, but he doesn't want to face it head on.
He sneered and said, "drow, I think you misunderstood me. I have no relationship with you. It seems unnecessary for you to say that."
How heartless these words are, but compared with what he did, I am more heartless. I know that he is sulking and obstinately wants to find something that belongs to us between us. But those things are gone, and I can't force them. What I want is his calmness. Even if he can't stop, don't make trouble for us.
I interrupted him, "Gu Chengfeng, I repeat for the last time what I said before. You are good to me. I know that there are few good people for me over the years, but you have always been very important in my heart. You are friends and family, but not love. I understand your dissatisfaction, and I know more about your not letting go, but it's really impossible between us. Why are you Why don't you let it go? "
He didn't speak, but there was a strange light in his eyes, which was painful.
I know that some words can't be said without saying, "Gu Chengfeng, you are not young. Why do you act like a child who doesn't understand? I hope you can have a better time. Please let me go, OK? If you let me go, you'll let yourself go. You should know what you've done. Do you know Dukang for a long time? Do you know what he's done? If you go on like this, are you happy to see that I'm having a hard time? If so, Zhuofeng and I can leave with meow without anything? "
In the morning, when my cousin Sean told me this, I was really angry, but Zhuo Feng told me that he had already noticed it, but he was not sure. What's more, he was also ashamed of Gu Chengfeng. He told me not to say it before he came here. Maybe Gu Chengfeng would turn back by himself, but I can't see everything that Zhuo Feng made by himself is gone.
Gu Chengfeng is good. He is good everywhere, but he always has the same character as before. When I was taught that the director was frivolous, this matter could be solved through the normal channels of the school, but he used the most extreme way. At that time, Zhuo Feng told me to stay away from him. Once he offended me, he would never want to leave his whole body and die I'm not going to let go.
But Gu Chengfeng hasn't done anything that I'm sorry for, and I've never paid attention to it. Recently, I learned that he not only hooked up with Du Kang, but also took the opportunity to find Li Xiangxiang to come back. I was really sad and scared.
I don't know if I can bear it if I find that the person I always believe suddenly turns back to hurt me.
"Gu Chengfeng, you can hate me and you can love me, but we can't have a good ending. I forgive you for the things you did. It's me and Zhuo Feng who didn't go first. But after so many years, why can't you let go? What do you want me to do? I've come to the point today. Would it be better if I told you? Then you think about us, even if we are together, we will not be happy. I've had two unhappy and intriguing marriages. Even if it looks good, am I still divorced? You should know what it's like for two people who don't love each other to be together? Don't you give up after a while? Have you ever thought about Xie Jingjing and Gao coco who were hurt by you? Gu Chengfeng, I'm selfish. I admit that it was wrong for me to forget Zhuo Feng and be with you. As a victim, you shouldn't bring such pain to others. Xie Jingjing has found happiness and doesn't care. What about Gao Keke? Have you thought about her? Did you not move at all about the two children she miscarried for you? "
After Gao Keke and Gu Chengfeng got married, they had a happy marriage for half a year. Gao Keke even miscarried two children. I don't know the specific reason. However, Gao Keke left to find Feng Ke after the second child was gone. She preferred to follow a man who didn't love her, and even Feng Ke had a tendency of domestic violence. Later, Gao Keke left her children to leave I haven't heard from you until now. Is it all my fault?
Gu Chengfeng stares at my eyes tightly, the light inside gradually goes out, and what climbs up gradually turns into fire light. He is very angry, and his anger is about to burn up and devour me.
But even so, I still have to say, "Gu Chengfeng, you are really good, you are no worse than anyone, even you are more natural and smart than Zhuofeng now and Zhuofeng in the past, but emotion is not important in front of these things, do you understand? You always say how nice it would be if the first man I met was you. But I want to say that even if the first man I met in my life was you, I still won't fall in love with you. Gu Chengfeng, some people are not suitable to be husband and wife together. Do you understandI have said all my good words and all my cruel words. I just want him to know that I don't love him. He has a better life and goes to find everything that belongs to him. However, Gu Chengfeng keeps silent all the time. He only has rising anger on his face, even if he shows endless hatred for me.
I don't know what he's thinking, and I can't understand what he's thinking. He's no longer Gu Chengfeng. I don't know him, so I can't guess what he thinks. The distance between us has long been so far away.
I drank up the coffee, ate up the cake on the table, and then added two cups of coffee. The gradually cool coffee had no previous taste, and it seemed that there was no sugar. It was bitter and hard to swallow.
After a long time, Gu Chengfeng said, "Zhuo Er..."
I nodded, looked at him and waited for him to give me the answer.
He laughed so desolately that he told me with a heavy tone, "what Dukang wants is not only your company, but also Zhuofeng's and Feng Fei's domestic assets. You should know why. I didn't take part in it because I hate you for being outstanding, but because the family business involves my family and I have to join in. As for the means, I can tell you that you are not sure to win even if you practice. I appeared on the wine table that day just to tell you to be more careful, I may give you another way out. "
I nodded in amazement. I didn't know the intention of what he said, but I also had a feeling of powerlessness. I was afraid that I had already decided whether it was good or bad.
"Drow, I love you. I've loved you for so many years and never changed. You're right. It's my fault that I hurt Xie Jingjing and Gao Keke. But now I still want to look back. I know it's too late. I also know it's impossible all the time. Lovely, you hate you. It's nothing to do with business. I hope you don't mix up. You don't know how Gu Chengfeng has changed. I'm still a rational businessman. I'm afraid it's impossible for you to get some business secrets from me by taking advantage of these impassioned words. "