I did not take the initiative to ask, understand his temper, even if asked, he may not tell me.
I'm also a little dizzy because of Li Yan's busy work. She told me that the stock market is not very good recently, because I'm listed, and many places need funds, but I can get too little funds. Feng Fei has already transferred the funds to do other things.
This morning, I saw off Zhuo Feng early. He said that he would not come back at night. He told me to have a rest early. I wanted to ask him where he was going, what he was doing and how he was doing. But Zhuo Feng only gave me a resolute figure, which made me unable to ask.
Standing on the street corner, watching the car he left, gradually disappearing in the field of vision, my heart began to rise and fall, often like this, thinking, whether to come back again, I will smell the strange smell on him, or see the person standing beside him is not me, but Du Hong.
Every time I think of these, I will jump out of my mind and tell me not to think too much. Zhuo Feng is working hard and struggling for our family. I don't know how many grievances he has suffered outside and how much suffering he shouldn't have. I should support him instead of such petty suspicions.
But people always torture each other because of this breath.
When I got to the company, I met Feng Ke. He gave me the money that Zhuo Feng lent him and said he would support my work. Before I left, he left a gift on the seat. Before I could open it, Du Hong called.
Du Hong asked me out for dinner, the place is in the restaurant downstairs of our company, the time is now.
I didn't want to see her, but Du Hong said something that made me care about, "Zhuo Feng's clothes are left here. I said I would take them with me when I come here again today, but I changed my mind temporarily. We don't make an appointment in the old place. Just passing by here, I brought them to you. If I don't want to, I'll throw them away?"
A dress, throw away, Zhuo Feng also won't care, can care about is not that dress, but this tone.
What does Du Hongyao preach to me? Indirectly, she tells me what she has done with Zhuo Feng.
Although it's not stated clearly, any woman will think wildly.
But I know that if Zhuo Feng wants to cross the border, he won't come back several times to pester me and refuse to ask me to get out of bed.
It can be seen whether a man's body is derailed. If he can't feed his wife when he goes home, he will naturally go out and sow his own seeds. Zhuo Feng has always been obsessed with my body. How can he still have the energy to fool around outside, especially Du Hong.
It can be seen that Zhuo Feng likes someone. He only hates Du Hong, not to mention likes, let alone loves.
But Du Hong came to me, how can I not give her face and ask her to give me a bad impression?
It's not a waste of the previous generous help.
Before I went downstairs, I took a special look at myself in the mirror. I was almost 30 years old, and I didn't look like a person of that age. I had a child, and I walked several times on the edge of death. I still keep my beautiful appearance. No matter what, I didn't lose to Du Hong, but it was only my spiritual world that lost to her.
I always have no self-confidence, will think more, will worry more, to have no sense of security.
But at least, I have Zhuofeng, I have meow language, as long as our family is still together, what else do I fear?
Today, Du Hong is wearing a relaxed white cotton and linen coat, sitting lazily in the sofa, just like a carved female Bodhisattva, but her new factory is not Bodhisattva's heart.
I sat down and the food broke. I didn't have much appetite recently. I didn't get sick because of some things. I don't know why I always feel that I can't eat anything. I want to vomit when I see oily things.
I covered the corner of my mouth, took a deep breath, drank the cold juice, and then reluctantly calmed myself down.
Du Hong chuckled and said, "what's the matter? It's not good for your appetite? Or is it uncomfortable to see me? "
I polite action smile, "no, just recently sleep is not good, Zhuo Feng back late, must pester me, I sleep is not very solid."
Du Hong's face changed slightly. I believe she knows more about Zhuo Feng's determination than I do. She hasn't been married with her for so many years. Does she have to break ties after divorce? Who would believe that?
"Ha ha, pay attention to your health."
I nodded, holding chopsticks, a look at the food on the table, I really do not like to eat, simply do not eat directly, continue to drink with a cup.
Du Hong ate quietly. She had a good appetite all the time. As she grew older, her body also changed. She ate more and grew more meat.
After eating two bowls of rice, she put down her chopsticks, wiped her mouth and talked about her son.
"My son is six years old."
It's so fast. In a flash, those days of intrigue have passed for six years, but I don't know. In the past six years, we have never stopped intrigue, but great changes have taken place between us. Looking at the past, we always feel childish and ridiculous.
Compared with what we are doing now, what we are doing now is life-threatening."Mr. Du, if you have anything to say, you and I have limited time. I know you are also busy. I have to go to a meeting at 10 o'clock."
"Oh, good."
Du Hong drank water, looked at me, staring at my face to see a hole, and then laughed, "Zhuo Er, you have changed a lot."
I know that I used to be a little girl who didn't know what to say when she was bullied. Now I am also a cruel person, but why did she suddenly express such feelings?
"Just say it." I said.
"Well, Zhuo Feng has been looking for me all this time for only one purpose. He told me to let go. I know he can't fight with me. I know clearly that we have no fate and no relationship. What I use is Zhuo Feng's guilt about my previous marriage. But this guilt has a limit. Once time goes on, he will be tired of it. If he starts to fight, he will lose both sides, but I can't help him I don't want to do that. As I said just now, my son is six years old. In fact, I don't get much. I'm satisfied that he can grow up healthily and have a good family, so I foster him in another family, which is very helpful for his life. Now the Shen family is gone. I'm the only one who can support me. The Du family can't accommodate him. Now it's OK. I can cheat him by making up some lies. But when I grow up? What would my son think of me if he knew that I was such a mother? You don't have to look at me like that. I know better than anyone how miserable my future will be, so you should know what I'm talking about. "
What is it? Are you trying to do something for the sake of children?
After all, what Du Hong wants is the jade key in my hand, but doesn't she know that even if she gives the jade key to her, it won't help?