In the past, I had a secret affair with Zhuo Feng after my marriage with Feng Ke. During that time, I enjoyed it all the time and never considered other people's feelings.

But in fact, as my husband, no matter whether his love is true or not, it is a kind of harm to him that I do that.

Now, I feel it.

Zhuo Feng didn't say how far he was with that woman. He just told me, "leave it to me."

I think it's up to him to deal with it. We've been together for more than ten years. Over the past ten years, we've gone through so much. I should know how to do it and know more about how he will choose when life and death are at stake.

I don't worry that he will leave me. I just watch him go in and out every day and never mention that woman. I know that Zhuofeng is no longer the former Zhuofeng.

People say that feelings will change, there will not be a one-stop, I used not to believe, but now I know.

Feelings, even if cast into steel, will become what we don't want to see and fall apart.

For three days in a row, Zhuo Feng didn't come back. I was alone with meow language, looking at the phone without any movement, imagining what Zhuo Feng was doing at this time.

Lu Shao told me before that Zhuo Feng would come back to me directly after he came back, but he didn't see me at home, so he followed the road and finally found me two miles away.

At that time, he was crazy and knocked Wang Luo to the ground. After kicking out, he bumped into a speeding car by the side of the road. After that, his fists and kicks were nothing but to vent his hatred. However, Wang Luo was so lucky that he didn't die.

He was sent to the famous orthopedic hospital in the city. None of his bones were good, but his internal organs were OK, so he still saved his life.

Lu Shaofang puts Wang Wei in contact with Wang Chuang in Switzerland. Wang Chuang hasn't come yet after receiving the notice, but he has already talked to me on the phone. He will pick up the ashes of Wang Quan, but he will meet me before he leaves. It's just that the people haven't arrived yet and the things here haven't been dealt with completely.

That night, Du Hong called me. She told me, "Zhuo Feng is very lucky. What should you do afterwards? Do you know how to do it? Zhuo Feng's life was saved by that woman. If Zhuo Feng chooses to divorce you, will you let it go? "

Du Hong's words are questions, but in the middle of every word, he gave me the final answer, and told me that Zhuo Feng was really going to leave me this time.

I think it's good for him to leave if he's going to save his life.

How many times did I save Zhuo Fenghe and how many times did he save me? I'm afraid it's not clear who we owe.

He wants to go, I will not stay, he stays, I still treat him as before, but can we go back to the past?

I stared at the phone for a while, and didn't get up and go out until meow was hungry.

Zhuo Feng didn't come back for three days, and there was no phone call. If brother Li hadn't come back to tell me every day, I would have thought that Zhuo Feng had an accident again and I couldn't find it.

I just listen silently, think of that woman's tearful eyes whirling kneeling in front of me and praying for me to give Zhuo Feng to him, my heart is like a knife.

It's not because Zhuo Feng brought a woman back in just over a month, but in that case, Zhuo Feng agreed to the woman's request, saying that she could consider divorce.

I once thought I heard it wrong, but I didn't want to. The next day, Zhuo Feng packed up and left.

For three days, I have been suffering every minute. Thinking about the way he left that day, I

"Bang!" I threw the milk bottle in my hand, and the whole body trembled with fear.

I bent down to pick it up, meow language stretched out a small hand to help me, I Leng for a while, tears finally turbulent flow down.

I thought I would be strong, but I don't know that, like many women, I am a weak fool.

"Mom, mom, Dad, Dad."

Meow, eery, I hold her, squat on the ground, crying.

Such a small she, I really did not do well in the case of no father to raise her.

But love a person, isn't it complete? If I really want to leave, I really will not stay, never again.

I've bound him for so many years, and our good days are rare. Maybe after we are separated from each other, he will start a new and beautiful life, and I will never appear in his life again to make trouble for him.

When I had enough crying, I had the strength to pick up the milk bottle on the ground, cook it clean again, put it in the basin and clean it. While holding meow language, I reopened the milk powder can. However, meow language was very noisy, and my little hand slapped my face hard. I couldn't dodge. I could only hear the loud sound, which hurt my eyes.

"Ah, mom, mom, Dad, Dad."

I said helplessly, "Dad is very busy. Just wait a moment. Meow, be good. When mom opens this, you will have grandma to eat.". Meow language, ouch, meow language, pain, don't drag mom's hair. "

"Mom, Dad, Dad, want dad, want dad."

Before meow language, Zhuo Feng was always with me, including getting up at night. At that time, I was sleepy and weak after giving birth, and I couldn't get up when I heard meow language crying. Before meow language was one year old, I acquiesced that meow language followed Zhuo Feng. I knew it was not easy for Zhuo Feng, but I didn't know it was not easy.Meow language's small hand strength is particularly big, pulling my hair not to let go, I tilted my head in the past, hand also broke off the milk powder cover, said she did not listen, a hard pull, I eat pain, milk powder cover snapped up, milk powder box a crooked, fell on the ground, fly out of the milk powder spilled on the ground, milk fragrance, will I just change the color of the slippers.

Meow language but Gaga laugh, in my arms jump.

"Ha ha, mom, ha ha, mom..."

I am helpless squatting on the ground, looking at the milk powder in a daze.

Meow is happy, and I?

I couldn't help it. I still called Jiajia, but Jiajia had to call Xie Jingjing again because she was looking at the supermarket decoration and went to other places to buy materials. But I forgot that Xie Jingjing was abroad now. There was something wrong with the project, and she, the Accounting Director, had to go to settle the accounts. She left two days ago, and the phone was always turned off.

I have no hope of looking at the name on the phone, already don't know who to call.

My mother went to the countryside with my grandmother. Crazy brother returned home. My second uncle took my second aunt to play in a nearby scenic spot. Lu Shao was busy with a recent program in the club. Xiao went back to work in the rehabilitation center.

All the people are busy, only me.

I look at the meow language, weak sigh, in the end or call Zhuo Feng.

But I don't want to, refuse to answer.

I have no tears, just staring at Zhuo Feng's name, feel very cold.

Late at night, I finally coax to sleep, meow language, I have some time to eat.

But there were few things left in the kitchen. I could only smile at the bag of instant noodles in the cupboard.

It takes time to boil water. I watched the water open and unconsciously reached in, "ah..."