Chapter 1076

The warmth of a table seems to have nothing to do with me. I just think about my own affairs quietly, and my mind keeps running. I feel that the food in front of me has become a terrible appearance, and it will never bring me any warmth and happiness.

I was so surprised that I threw the chopsticks in my hand, got up and said sorry to my mother and sister-in-law, so I quickly went upstairs.

Close the door, and then Zhuo Feng knocks on the door. His voice is dull and anxious across the door, "Zhuo Er, open the door, Zhuo Er Listen, drow

I wrapped the quilt tightly, shrunk into a ball, wanted to get an invisible security shelter, wrapped myself up and never wanted to go out again.

Zhuo Feng doesn't know where to get the key to open the door, push the door to come in that moment, I directly rushed into his arms, crying out bitterly.

"I hate that man, hate..."

What I hate is my father. His appearance is deeply engraved into my brain like a devil. I want to throw my brain away for a moment to see what is stored in it and why his appearance is always in my memory.

Zhuo Feng hugged me tightly and kept comforting me in my ear. Until I finally calmed down, he released me and looked down at my face, wiping away the tears on my face.

I took a deep breath, as if the uncontrollable fear disappeared in an instant.

"Shall we see the doctor tomorrow?" Zhuo Feng asked me tentatively.

I was stunned and looked up, "Zhuo Feng, am I ill?"

Zhuo Feng shook his head and said, "No." He definitely said to me, "I want to find someone to help you relax. I'm worried about you, but I don't know how to persuade you. As long as you tell the doctor, I'll feel better, you know?"

I don't, I don't want to say these things to anyone. The vulnerability in my heart is indescribable. I've repressed such hatred in my heart again and again. I don't want to say it again. The bloody fact is like a knife. I'm afraid I can't bear it.

I shook my head, flustered together to occupy the whole body, praying that Zhuo Feng would not send me to the doctor, then I gradually calmed down.

Late at night.

Finally, I sit on the balcony and watch the sky in the distance. Zhuo Feng is playing with three children downstairs. The noise is like a beautiful music. I drink up the wine in the glass again and again. I want to fall asleep when I get drunk. I will never dream of my father's terrible face again.

My sister-in-law picked up something and sat down beside me. She laughed at me, then snatched the wine glass from my hand and said to me, "when my husband died, I was just like you. I drowned my worries all day. I thought I could fall asleep when I was drunk. But later, I thought, no, I can't fall down. What should I do if I fall down? I have to raise my children I still have decades to go. I can't fall down because of this. Drow, there are too many setbacks in life. We are all experiencing setbacks. These bad things are actually good things. "

Is it a good thing that Dad's face appears repeatedly in my nightmare?

I take a deep breath, shake my head, tears also shake down, "sister-in-law, you don't understand, this matter is very complicated."

"Fool, there are solutions to complicated things. You should know that you are not only facing yourself now. Look downstairs, meow is still so small. She needs you. Do you think it's good for children to have other children to accompany them? She just understands that you need to rest now, so she won't disturb you. In fact, a child still needs a mother. "

When I was shocked, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I couldn't understand the sadness. I knew that meow needed a mother, and I knew that Zhuo Feng needed a wife, and the family also needed me. But I really couldn't make myself forget those unbearable past events. I really couldn't forget them.

I couldn't listen to what my sister-in-law said. Once again, I fell into a deep memory and couldn't extricate myself. It wasn't until I was drunk and fell on the couch that I quickly forgot about it.

Zhuo Feng took me back to the bed, I feel confused that this man's sad eyebrows are tied, but I don't know what to do, I can only look at his pain.

He looked down at me for a while, then turned around, leaned on the bedside and fiddled with the phone. Occasionally, he received wechat, which said something about Shen zhiang's family. That family was already dilapidated. Shen zhiang's birth was destined to be peaceful in his life, but now he has to face the situation of being divided up, and he wants to come to the future It's harder to go.

I took a deep breath, reached for Zhuo Feng's back and wanted to listen to him. As soon as he turned around, he suddenly said, "if you hide him, you don't have to face it. Shen zhiang won't give up. After more than ten years of forbearance, he can use his marriage to sit with you and me as the chairman of the Shen family again, which is enough to show that this person's ambition is very important It's very big. Now he's dealing with us just to annex my company, but he's eager for success. We found it early, and the counterattack is still timely. But you know, now I'm also the target of public criticism. The head office is in Switzerland, but we are in China. How much chance do you think we have to win? It's good that Shen zhiang's family is extremely divided, but it doesn't mean that Shen's family won't stand idly by when he buys our company. "My heart once again painful contraction several times, I cover the chest, powerless hide in the quilt, these all I know, even if I am drunk at this time can't open my eyes, I still know all this, Zhuo Feng worry about things I don't worry about, I also do.

I hide Qin ang, but it doesn't mean I can't face the past and those unbearable things. I want to give myself a time to adapt.

What happened that day didn't hurt me. Qin ang stopped in time, but it still reminds me of many years. My father hurt me all my life. I can't forget the scene when he pulled me and my cousin in the corn field after he was drunk. The shrill cry was like a wolf howling in my ear. It made me all over my body, my hair was puffing, my sweat was standing up, and I was crying The strong barrier I have erected for many years collapsed in an instant.

But there are not many people who know this. Qin ang, Zhuo Feng and Shen zhiang know it.

But the key person is Qin ang, who reminds me of my past. I hide him, not to protect, but to use.

Qin ang thought that if he was sorry for me, he would do what I meant and listen to my orders. Shen zhiang knew more about the threat to Shen zhiang than anyone else.

But Qin ang just wants to see Qin Shuang marry Shen zhiang. I just push the boat along the river to make it happen. As long as the time is ripe, I will push Qin ang out. Whether it's open or pressed, Shen zhiang is faced with a deadlock. On the one hand, he has to marry Qin Shuang, and on the other hand, he won't give up the company in the face of little pressure from the Shen family. The key to this step is Qin Shuang The evidence in Ang's hands.

Zhuo Feng doesn't understand. I'm just wasting my time, waiting for the day when Shen zhiang really marries Qin Shuang

But in Zhuo Feng's opinion, it's not worth it.

He always thought that my drow's ability was not enough and my heart was not cruel, so this incident hurt me in the end, but in fact it hurt him the most.

I burst into tears and rushed to him. Zhuofeng, Zhuofeng, if he knew that I used him and hurt him, would he hate me?