Chapter 1120

I don't know whether I should be sad or happy. I'm pregnant at this time. What should I do? I'm going to divorce soon, but I have to take two children with me. Meow can't live and take care of myself. Now, I'm busy with my work, and I've been neglected in my family. I don't want to give another child an incomplete family.

The doctor looked at me and his face changed. He said with some apologies, "I'm sorry. I thought I should be happy. You always want to have another one."

Yes, but the child didn't come at the right time. What's more, it was quite unexpected.

I remember the last time I said when it was. In front of him, he said that if I could be pregnant, it would be better to have me all night. Where did I think of that at that time? I thought that we had failed many times, and this time was the same. But who thought that I was pregnant?

I can't believe I asked the doctor, "really, how long have I been pregnant?"

"It's almost thirty-six days. I'll do a blood test for you later. You've been pregnant for a long time, but it's not clear whether you're very pregnant. Sitting too often is bad for your health. So I think it's better to draw blood. After two days of research, I still want to tell you that your child is very healthy and you're also very healthy. I heard that you took a lot of sleeping pills, but it's not right There is no effect on the child, and there is no other effect on the fetus within three months. "

I know, of course, I know that when I was pregnant with meow, I was the same. Because of my poor health, I would also be accompanied by various physical maladjustments. Later, I just stayed in the hospital and barely held the fetus.

But I can't live in the hospital all the time now. I need to go to work. Many things in the company need to be dealt with by me. Two children, I have to fight for more things for them. Milk powder money alone is not a small expense. I have to deal with the company's affairs, as well as Zhuofeng's troubles and marriage. Why should I be treated like this?

I want to cry without tears, but reason is telling me to be strong, but I still can't calm myself.

The doctor wanted to say something else, but finally changed his words, "if the child doesn't want to, you should think it over carefully. It's not easy for you to get pregnant, and now you are in good health. The birth of the child will be good for the child, and there are not many opportunities. As for other things, I can't decide for you. You need a detailed physical examination report. I can remind you that if you want to have an operation, I can arrange it. ”

I nodded and touched my stomach subconsciously. I didn't care about it before. Now I suddenly feel that there is a little life here, and the whole person is warm. When I was talking with meow, I also had this feeling. I always remind myself that my body is not only my own, I have to work hard, I have to be strong.

But I

After all, I am powerless and dispirited to sit on the stool. How can I face the future of my children? Can I say that I have been pregnant and ruined my marriage when I know that I have you?

I don't, I don't!

It suddenly occurred to me that I couldn't tell anyone about it for the time being. I ran after the doctor.

The doctor was talking to a patient and saw me come out. Leng for a moment, quickly pulled me back.

He poured me a cup of hot water, and then he said, "you need emotional stability now. Whether the child wants it or not, you need to take good care of your body."

I nodded. I didn't know when I cried. My tears came down and I wiped them out. Then I said, "doctor, don't tell anyone, OK?"

He gave a kind word, but still reminded me, "but we as doctors are for the sake of patients. If your husband comes to ask me, I will definitely say, it's for your own good."

I nodded and said, "well, you can tell me. I'll leave the hospital now. I'll go abroad. I don't need you to worry about my body and children."

He was suffocating. After a while, he repressed his emotion and said to me, "why be so stubborn? I'm looking at you from the beginning to now, Zhuo Feng Well, I can't figure it out, but I think he will be very happy if he knows about it, so you'd better... "

I interrupted him, "doctor, since you've been watching us all the way up to now, you should know that Zhuo Feng has taken the weight and iron heart. Even if I have a baby now, it won't change anything, so please, don't say, if you really want me to have a baby, don't say."

He looked into my eyes for a long time. The mood in his eyes was like a wave of tea, which was slowly changing because of the boiling water. For a long time, the opened tea rolled outside, showing a different color. Then he nodded, "OK, it's OK to leave the children. I won't say it, but you can't hide anything if you live here. I suggest you go to my private hospital To protect the fetus, you have been weak, if you faint again, the situation will be very bad

I don't think it's OK to say yes or no. I just decided what I didn't think much about. Suddenly, I felt that the burden on my body disappeared in a flash. When the children came, they came. I stayed. I couldn't continue my marriage and I gave up. If my life was destined to be like this, I could only accept it all.

I said, "well, you give me a fear, I went there also convenient to continue my work."

He looked at me, frowned, turned out, stopped at the door and suddenly said, "Zhuo Er, you are very strong, but sometimes you will be tired if you are too strong. I hope you can sit down and talk about it. Of course, this is my personal consideration."I reluctantly smile, grateful to him, "thank you, I will consider."

The next afternoon, I was arranged to transfer to a private hospital because it was expensive, and it was a hospital for the upper class. It was suitable for the elderly. Of course, there were very few people living here, with high quality and quiet. People were in a hurry. The doctors and the inpatients were racing against time, trying their best to get better And continue to fight for life.

Life just a few decades, too much so busy, sometimes think back, really feel that this life is too tired, but for the future, for my two children, I have to work hard.

Late at night, I moved in to a new environment. I didn't get used to it. I couldn't sleep, so I went out to see the scenery.

At this time, it's dark, and the moon has no stars. Under such a vast night sky, it seems that many people can't sleep. They sit in the flower beds in the backyard and do their own things. Some are reading under the street lights, some are playing games with their mobile phones, some are watching the stock market on the tablet, and some are in a daze. I am looking at their life.

The doctor suddenly did it and took off his white coat. At this time, he was an ordinary man. He would also be sick and sympathize with me.

Without waiting for him to open his mouth, I could not help laughing and saying, "in fact, I am very good, still alive, the child is pregnant with illness, and I have a lot of burden on me. I will live well. Don't pity me, and don't worry about me."

"I'm not sympathizing with you. I'm not in the Department. I just want to talk to you." He said with a smile.

I also laughed, nodded and said, "OK, go ahead, what can I say to the doctor? You know me like the back of your hand, but I know nothing about you. "

He nodded and swept away the dust on his trouser legs. After a moment of silence, he told me, "I have just experienced a failed marriage. Ha ha, do you understand?"