If I can, I really hope that I will live in my own fantasy all the time, and that Zhuofeng will accompany me all the time.
He didn't come back, only an amazing news came out. At first, some people said that he had been sentenced. Later, some people said that the things in it had nothing to do with him. As a victim, he would be acquitted, but I never saw half of Zhuo Feng. Finally, they reported the important people involved in this incident one after another, including Zhuo Zhendong, who had died for many years.
Enron involved in the human trafficking case has been verified, behind the black hand is an unknown laughing businessman, Enron's lifelong love, is also the main reason why she has refused to confess.
The heat of this incident has not abated. I spent the whole day in expectation and disappointment.
A few days later in the morning, I was sitting at breakfast. Recently, my attitude has improved a lot, and I can't see the shadow of Zhuo Feng any more. I began to adapt to the days without Zhuo Feng, but where he is, whether he is safe or not, how are you? These problems have been hovering all the time.
I always feel that people around me are hiding me, deliberately avoid me, even so, I do not go back to ask, I know, Zhuo Feng will come back sooner or later.
Feng Fei made breakfast early in the morning and prescribed how much I should eat. I bowed my head and ate seriously. Some of them were not tasty, so I still forced myself to eat more.
Meow language quietly sat beside me, occasionally looked up at me, asked his mother, "grandma, mother is not happy."
Mom said, "no, mom is very happy, but mom is very tired recently. Look at mom's stomach, it's your brother or sister, it's very hard."
Meow language seems to understand, stretched out a small hand gently stroked my belly, followed by a giggle, asked me, "Mom, do you like younger brother or sister?"
I'm stunned. I like it?
I used to like boys, that's because I want to have a copy of Zhuofeng, but now I think it's still a daughter. Zhuo Feng likes his daughter, so he will be more happy. I said, "sister."
Meow language laughed and told me, "that's my sister. When Dad comes back, you can take me and my sister out to play."
No one has ever told meow Yu that Zhuo Feng has an accident. It only says that he needs a long time to come back because of his busy work. At the beginning, meow Yu is still trying to make a video with Zhuo Feng. Recently, I don't know what's wrong. She doesn't yell anymore. She looks even more distressing.
I hugged meow with heartache and told her, "Dad will do it. Just wait slowly."
Meow language also put out a small arm to hold me, and said to me with a smile, "mom should be happy, you are happy, sister is happy, meow language is watching, dad is happy."
Tears wanton, long suppressed in the heart of the pain surged up at this moment, my mother in time to take away the meow language, Feng Fei sat beside me, arms around my body.
"It's going to be OK. I'll go in with Wang Wei today and ask him again. He said that the news is not well-informed because it has been sealed. You know, there are too many people involved and it takes a lot of effort to investigate, but Zhuo Feng must be OK."
I know. I know for sure that Zhuo Feng is OK.
People say that husband and wife are the root of the tree. If something goes wrong on this side, I will know there. Even if I can't see Zhuo Feng, I can feel his existence. He must be OK.
In the evening, Feng Fei went out. I waited at home nervously, staring at the second hand all the time. The pointer moved a little bit, and the sound of ticking was a hammer beating on my heart. It was dull and frightening.
The longer I go, the less patience I have. I go in to look for the relationship again and again and cross examine Zhuo Feng's whereabouts. I have to suspect that Zhuo Feng has had an accident.
But many people are telling me that Zhuofeng is OK. Zhuofeng is OK. How can I believe it?
I can feel that Zhuo Feng is OK, but the moment I don't see him doesn't mean he's OK.
An hour later, I couldn't sit still. When I called Feng Fei, there was no answer. I stood helplessly in circles, calling again and again, but no one answered. I was so flustered that I put on my clothes and wanted to go out to look for him. My mother stopped me and held meow language. Meow language was scared to cry. My heart softened and I sat down.
Holding the small face of meow language, apologized again and again, "sorry, mom is wrong, scared you, sorry."
Meow language sensible embrace me, very tight, she cried to me and prayed, "mom don't leave me, Dad don't want us, you still have meow language, mom can't do without meow language."
I burst into tears. The child didn't tell her the truth here, but she knew more than we did. She could see people's emotions, their eyes and their state. She was lack of language, but she knew it very well.
I cherish the embrace of her, small body in the arms like a small meat dumplings, meow language or thin a circle.
"Mom won't leave you, at any time."
Very late, Feng Fei came back.
He pushed the door and entered. All the facts had been written on his face. Behind his complicated mood was heavy helplessness. He shook his head at me. "Still, there was no clue. All the people inside shook their heads. It was like hearing about ghosts. No one wanted to get into trouble."I sat down, cold all over, tears fall down again.
Feng Fei heartache to help me wipe clean, but how tears on so many, how to wipe also wipe not clean.
He said to me, "Wang Luo has tried his best, but as a Swiss Royal, he does not have the right to participate in these things. Therefore, the relationship he entrusted may not really be known. I think he entrusted the wrong person. I'll ask someone to make it clear later. Don't worry."
I'm not in a hurry. It's useless for me to worry now. I'm just worried that if there's no news, will it
I dare not think down, just nodded heavily, and continued to wait endlessly in the depressed mood.
The next morning, Xie Jingjing came. She told me that she wanted to get married, but she was not in the mood to prepare recently. She asked me if I wanted to go out for a walk.
I didn't ask her why she wasn't in the mood to prepare. I just thought about whether Zhuo Feng had enough food and clothing.
Xie Jingjing saw me silent, nudged me, "what's the matter?"
I was stunned for a while before I answered, "where are you going? I'm very heavy now. It takes me a lot of effort to walk."
But I feel like I haven't been full of stones for five months.
Xie Jingjing asked me if I had checked whether the boy or the girl, the child must be very fat, otherwise I have nothing so big?
I shook my head. I didn't look at the results of the pregnancy test recently, and Feng Fei didn't tell me. He just said that he was very healthy, so I came back at ease. She didn't think much about it. Now she suddenly asked me, I really care about it. I got up and went upstairs to get the pregnancy test report, staring at the twins on it. For a moment, I didn't know whether I was happy or sad.
Xie Jingjing snatched the report and then laughed, "it's good that meow language has company. Now your family is very busy, ha ha Mom, it's twins. You're tired this time, but it doesn't matter. Zhuo Feng is an expert with children. He will help you for sure. "
Zhuofeng?
When can Zhuo Feng come back?
I grabbed Xie Jingjing's hand, with tears, some can't see the expression on her face at this time, and asked, "when will Zhuofeng come back?"