When I was pushed to the hospital, I was already unconscious. The pain in my stomach made me not even have the strength to shout. I could only see the white light in front of me.
Fortunately, there was no danger. My stomachache was not caused by coffee, but because my body could not bear the weight of two children and I landed early.
The premature baby has a big weight. Sleeping in the incubator, I endure the pain in my stomach and follow Feng Fei to watch every day. Every time I reach into a finger, they will hold it firmly, as if they know I am their mother.
The child is safe, so am I. everything seems to be very good. Unfortunately, Zhuo Feng didn't see the day when the child was born.
This day, meow language was carried by his mother. The little guy was very happy to see his brother. He was lying on the edge of the incubator and padded his feet for a long time. His big eyes blinked and blinked, and he was very quiet.
I asked her if she didn't like her brother?
She said, "I like it. My mother likes it. They are so small. I dare not speak. I'm afraid they will have a rest. When can they study with me?"
I hugged her happily, told her to see more clearly, pointed to the bigger one and said to her, "this is your younger brother, also the brother of that little brother, ranking second. This is also your little brother, who was born last, and because of her smaller weight, she was also very poor. Originally, they should have met you only ten months ago, but mom Mom's body can't stand it, and they were born early, so now they can only sleep here. But time will soon pass. When you go to school with your schoolbag on your back, they can also play with you, you know? "
The difference is three years old. It's not so bad. We won't fight together, I thought.
But Feng Fei always said that no matter how good the children's relationship is, they will make a lot of noise, but they are all brothers and sisters, and they won't bear grudges.
I haven't experienced such a feeling. I grew up together, and then I looked forward to life together. Fortunately, I gave meow language and two sons such a life.
I told Zhuo Feng the good news. He was lying on the other side of the glass and started to cry.
This cry, I can't help crying, our general plan is very good, but in the end, it can't be fulfilled.
Time flies. In the twinkling of an eye, two months later, Zhuo Feng finally got a little news. Switzerland negotiated and sent Zhuo Feng to Switzerland. During the period of his repatriation, he could be reunited with his family for two days.
These two days, I began to pack up simple things, intend to send meow language and two baby babies together, and I want to stay at home alone.
Aunt, Enron, the human trafficking gang has not been dealt with completely. I have no convincing evidence on hand, so I can't go yet.
I don't want to worry about whether other children's life is good while watching my children grow up smoothly. In this way, I will feel uneasy.
Fortunately, Zhuo Feng didn't stop me.
When he came back, it snowed heavily. It's rare to see such heavy snow in this month. It's like goose feather, falling down from the sky. After a while, it covered my head. He helped me to hold an umbrella, put his arms around my waist, and stepped on the slippery ground.
The temperature here can't hold the snow. The snow flakes melt quickly when they fall on the ground. The ground is very slippery.
He was wearing my new clothes and covered his face tightly.
It took ten minutes to get out of the car, but we walked for almost twenty minutes.
This short circuit, as if through half of our life.
Zhuo Feng said a lot, scattered words in the past did not save much memory in his mind, I only remember that he told me with emotion, "I will not care about things here after I go back, you have to be careful. Don't blame me for the things I didn't participate in. It's not that I don't want to take care of them. It's that I really have no energy. I want to protect you well. I'll be honest in the past five years. I'll do well in the company. You just do what you want to do, just... "
He stopped, looked down at me, and a heavy kiss fell on my cheek, reminding me, "remember to come back and see us often. I have a family and three children need you."
I nodded heavily and rubbed gratefully in his arms.
In the first half of our life, our life and death are all resisted by Zhuo Feng. In the next days, it's up to me to resist.
We are husband and wife in the same boat. We are a pair of tough couple who walk to the edge of the sword. No matter which one, we will spend it safely.
The night after going back, Zhuo Feng took me seriously.
This period of deficit, in this day has been a successful return.
He fell in my arms, looked down at my eyes, and called my name again and again.
I just roam under his gentle arms and feel the beauty he brings me.
Over the years, we have never felt repulsion to each other's bodies. Some of us just attracted each other again and again. I love him and love him deeply. This man is all I have, my dependence and my future.
He worried that I would get pregnant again, and he took contraceptive measures every time. I watched him carefully, just like when we were together for the first time, and I couldn't help laughing."Husband, it's the same as before."
I sigh of pinch my waist, I'm afraid I can't go back to the past, the pregnant lines on the stomach look very terrible, every time he looked down at me want to hide.
But he stubbornly took my hand away and told me, "this is glory. Why should I be afraid? You gave up half your life to have a baby. I don't mind. Don't worry about that. "
I nodded with a smile, but I still did not dare to see, such a terrible pregnancy Chen Wen is afraid to be accompanied by a lifetime.
Zhuo Feng said, "if you really mind too much, just apply some ointment, but it doesn't work much. It's a very common thing. Don't have a burden. I like it very much. I like everything you look like."
I hugged him, devoted myself to his body, and tried to crush my waist again and again.
In the middle of the night, we nestle together and look at each other. This is the face. We have been separated for a long time. Now we are back, like a dream.
He asked me, "hate me?"
I shook my head. "No, why should I hate you?"
"I stopped you to deal with your aunt, but I kept a lot of things from you. I thought it was right. This time, I really wanted to die, but I can't die. As long as I thought you were still with three children, I would hate to die. I want to accompany you, I can't be a pillar. I also want to be your strong backing, otherwise I will be ashamed of my injustice to you for more than ten years. Wife, I'm sorry. I'm not good enough. "
I hold her tightly, want to say that all this is not his reason, if it is not for his heavy friendship, there will not be me now, he knows how to be grateful, will step by step to now.
I said, "if it wasn't for your good heart, I wouldn't be saved by you, and we wouldn't meet. Don't say sorry, I should say thank you to you!"
He smile, kiss my forehead, some cold, some shaking.
We didn't sleep all night, thinking of the separation the next day, we were very reluctant to part with each other.