After coming back, it seems that we seldom get a comfortable sleep. I don't know if we have too much hardship. I always feel that the comfort is so unreal, and it makes me feel a little flustered.
"Mom, do we really have a good life now?"
Mother ha ha smile, nodded and said, "yes, what a good life, there is a family, another half, and lively children, everything is so beautiful, isn't it?"
Good is good, but I always feel very empty, do not know what is missing.
The next morning, Zhuo Feng came back. Because of the heavy rain, he was all wet. I found clothes for him and he took a bath. I wanted to wash his wet clothes, and the phone rang.
It's a strange number. It seems that I have made a phone call. I don't know whether Zhuo Feng didn't see it or didn't answer it on purpose. I think it's his personal phone anyway, and it's not convenient for me to answer it. I just pressed it off and answered the message, "I'll call you back when I have time."
There is a quick reply to me, "it's me. I want to see you. We haven't seen each other for many days."
I stare at the message for a moment. Although I suspected Zhuo Feng before, I still believe in him. No matter how long we are separated, I always believe in Zhuo Feng's loyalty. I used to have so much control when I was young. Can't I control myself when I get old?
So I didn't think much about it. I just replied, "I'm his wife. Who are you?"
After waiting for a while, the other party didn't reply. I also put down the phone and went to work on my own.
After washing his clothes, Zhuo Feng came out of the bathroom. He was wet. He was walking while he was wiping his hair. I changed his clothes and didn't fasten the button.
I went over to help him fasten the button and said it. He was stunned and nodded, "I see."
I didn't ask who it was, so I said about Annie.
He sat down and looked at me, a pair of eyebrows twisted high, and then asked me, "do you really want to catch up with this?"
Why not? If it were Zhuo Feng, she would not let go. Annie's death was so innocent that she lost her life just because of a misunderstanding. If she was still alive, I don't know how good it would be now.
But the culprit is still living at ease, this is how unfair.
I said, "this matter is not allowed to be investigated, otherwise I feel uneasy. I have already asked a lawyer to do it, and it will not be long before I continue to fight a lawsuit. Now he has no lawyer to help him. This lawsuit is very easy to fight."
Zhuo Feng sighed and said to me, "it's OK to pursue. I just don't want you to be tired. You just come back. This side hasn't adapted yet. It's starting to toss again."
Oh, I thought about it and laughed, "I'm fine. I told you all about my unhappiness. Don't worry. I'm fine."
"Well, you can sit down and discuss with me later. I'm going out for a while."
I think it's still raining outside. What are you going to do now?
"Zhuo Feng, it's still raining outside. What are you doing out there? You just changed your clothes. Haven't you dealt with the things over there?"
We all leave the company's affairs to others. Now we have nothing to do except to take care of our children and mother at home. What can he do when he goes out now?
Zhuo Feng didn't say a word. He took the clothes and left. I chased out curiously.
My mother holds my second child to play on the stairs, and my third child climbs on the ground. Meow says that she is reading on the sofa and watching us come down one after another. My mother first holds my second child and stands up and asks, "go out, it's raining heavily. What can't we go after the rain stops? It's hard to go now. "
Zhuo Feng said, "something important has to go now. I'll be back before night. Zhuo Er, you're good to watch the children and their mother. I'll be back as soon as I go. Don't follow me."
I am a stubborn cow. The more I don't want to ask me to do something, the more I want to do it, so I have to follow.
I took a piece of clothes from the clothes shelf at the door and put it on me. I caught up with Zhuo Feng in the rain and sat in the co driver's seat before he drove.
Zhuo Feng was stunned, but he started the car.
Complain, "so not sensible, what to do with it, such a heavy rain, my mother and aunt at home, three children, they are busy."
I stared at his face for a while, and I didn't see anything wrong, but I just wanted to follow him. I drank with him without saying I was not sensible.
I said, "I'm going to see what you're doing. You've been out of work recently. Why are you so busy? Have you taken care of your lover outside? "
Zhuo Feng laughs and starts the car without saying a word.
The car drove slowly on the road for a long time. When it came to a high-rise building in the center of the city, it stopped. At this time, the rain was much less, but it was a little dull outside. Zhuo Feng handed me his coat to wear. He only wore a shirt and got out of the car. He took me to the opposite coffee shop.
When we got there, a Swiss man came out and asked us if we had a seat. Zhuo Feng glanced inside and then said to the waiter, "let's find someone."Inside, a woman was sitting by the window, holding a cigarette in her right hand, with long sleeve fingers, white and tender complexion, and her good-looking facial features. She walked over and looked at him. It was a beautiful picture, and no one wanted to move her eyes.
Of course, such a woman is beautiful, is very attractive, I'm afraid not many men can resist his temptation.
Zhuofeng pulled a chair for me, I sat opposite the woman, Zhuofeng sat down against me.
The woman first looked at me and then laughed. With all kinds of amorous feelings, she looked at Zhuo Feng and said in Chinese, "your wife?"
Zhuo Feng said, "yes, you say it. What is it? It's not easy for us to come out. Let's say all we want to say so that I won't come here every time. "
So every time Zhuo Feng comes out in a hurry, it's because of her. Before that, she also called. Who is this woman?
I sit quietly, no matter how to turn the river and the sea in my heart, but it's plain on my face.
I haven't learned anything else for many years, but I have learned it very well, especially sitting around a more stable Zhuo Feng.
The woman gave a smile and said, "I want to I'll just talk to you. " She blew a breath, disgust pounced on Zhuo Feng's face.
This ambiguity is really hateful, and completely did not put me in front of, even more make me angry.
I don't know what intimacy she did when I was away. Seeing Zhuo Feng, she was obedient to her.
I'm not angry, but I'm still sitting as if it didn't happen.
Zhuo Feng frowned and said, "don't be like this. I've been here three or four times. You only tell me a little every time. I've lost patience. Knowing that you have important resources on hand doesn't mean that I'll be obedient to you. You don't have to say that we won't meet again. You can sell things to others. I really don't need it at this time."
What is it? Zhuofeng still has to pay for it. It seems that it's very important.
The woman laughed again, drank the wine and coffee, put out the cigarette, sat up straight, took out a smaller card from her small handbag, put it on the table, pushed it to Zhuo Feng, put her finger on the card, laughed, and then continued, "this thing is for you, I don't need to pay, I have money, status, car, house, you know what I want What do you want? "
What is it? It's a man. That pair of eyes has already explained everything. This man is either someone else, or the man beside me, my husband, Zhuo Feng.