Chapter 1194

Lu Shao teases the frightened meow language. His mother pushes the two children into the room. I go to the kitchen to make mutton soup. Zhuo Feng washes his hands and cuts fruit. Jiajia continues to clean up in the kitchen.

Everyone bowed their heads to do things, and no one spoke. In such a big holiday, only the sound of our work and the occasional meow laughter came.

When the food is ready, we put it on the table. Zhuo Feng washes his hands and goes upstairs. It seems that he doesn't plan to eat it. Lu Shao sighs helplessly, and comes over with meow language. He goes upstairs too.

Jia Jia looked at them and hummed, "if you don't eat, we'll eat by ourselves. Zhuo Er, you eat first. I'll ask my aunt to come out and eat together."

At the dinner table, meow was very happy to eat. My mother took care of her. She ate it after she finished eating, but I had no appetite. I just stared at the rice bowl in front of me in a daze.

Jiajia is a person who doesn't delay eating and drinking at any time. After eating, she takes care of meow Yu and my two little sons to feed. I'm a mother, but I don't have any strength.

I don't know if there are some shadows in my heart. I feel sad when I think that boys will grow up and become men who play with other girls. Especially when my aunt always says to me that boys are like fire in my home, I feel very sad.

So I tried to name my two sons Zhao countless times.

This matter has not yet said with Zhuo Feng, but today such idea is particularly strong.

My aunt thought that the child was Zhuo's until she died, but I didn't think it was comfortable for me to have the child's surname Zhao.

After dinner, my mother and the baby sitter took the children to play in the room. At this time, Jiajia sat beside me and talked to me.

She said, "let me talk about my business first. I had a quarrel with Lu Shao just now. He insisted on taking over the children and said that he would live in Switzerland in the future. But nothing has been handled well in my family. The children are still at school and are used to it in China. It must be uncomfortable to come directly. Even if they want to come, they have to wait until I have dealt with Lu Shao's business, not now . Lu Shaofei wants to say that I'm already his man. You say that I'm not irritating. You also say that I've changed, where I've changed, and it's not male chauvinism. I really don't understand what he's thinking. I finally understand the main reason why he left happily. "

I agree. It's really wrong for brother Lu to do so now.

"I'll go back and ask brother Lu. Don't worry. They're all here. They'll live first and decide what to do when they're happy."

Jiajia didn't answer, drank water, still a face of anger.

After a moment's silence, I said about me and Zhuo Feng. "Zhuo Feng said that he thought Du Hong was friendship. I was unconvinced. No matter how important the people around him were, they seemed to be more important than me. His father, aunt, Du Hong and many other people wanted to break us up and kill me. I survived. But what did he do? He didn't fight back, at most If it wasn't for his father's death, I don't know how to harm me now. "

Jiajia sighed helplessly and said, "yes, if you don't say that I haven't noticed, Zhuo Ge seems to be very kind to those people. Even if he is a relative, you are not a relative. You are still the mother of three children. If I can't stand it, if Lu Shao's father treats me like this, Lu Shao won't do nothing."

Not only Lu Shao, but anyone will not let it go.

At the beginning, when Zhuo Feng's father aimed at me, he also made a counterattack, but it was just a simple warning. At most, he took his nearby property away and took control of it. But his father's hand would still reach out to me and kill me several times.

I'm really lucky. It's better to be killed at that time than to be tortured like this now.

Jiajia said with emotion, "you almost died many times, especially when you were arrested. If we hadn't arrived in time, you would have been ruined."

That time I tried my best to bite a person's neck, and the meat was bitten off by me. How much injustice did I suffer at that time, but what did I get in the end?

It's Zhuo Feng's repeated forbearance that makes each other worse.

Recalling the past, I found that I was not as kind as any irrelevant staff around Zhuo Feng.

I really don't understand why he is aiming at me like this. Is it love or not?

I wipe the tears, Jiajia is very wronged to say, "I do not know if he really love me, really do not understand."

"Love, why not love, that is Maybe drogo doesn't care about women? "

What woman are you looking for? I'm his wife. Are women not treated as human beings?

"Zhuo'er, don't think about it. You certainly haven't talked about these things well. It's better to have a good chat sometime. I think Zhuo must have some thoughts in his heart. You can think about it from another angle. Although he is very kind to those people, he is also fighting to protect you. One is his father, the sister of his mother, and the other is his ex-wife. I think Well, it doesn't seem convincing. My father and aunt are relatives. He is also in a dilemma, but his ex-wife If it's me, I must have killed that woman, but drogo's practice is protecting her. I can't figure it out. "

Right, Jiajia can see that it's a kind of protection. He's protecting his ex-wife, but her ex-wife wants to kill me.I take a deep breath. My heart hurts. My breath hurts.

"Jiajia, I think he Zhuofeng doesn't love me. He is all the women except me."

"Drow!"

Zhuo Feng and Lu Shao don't know when they have gone downstairs. They stand at the stairway and look at us. Zhuo Feng helplessly calls my name. His hands seem to be very tired. He draws a few paper towels from the table and sits beside me to help me wipe away the tears on my face.

I was stunned for a moment, dodged his hand, wiped the tears off my face and said, "I'll do it myself."

Jiajia got up and followed the way into other rooms, where we were the only ones left.

Zhuo Feng sighed first, then said, "do you really think so?"

What do I think? I'm not thinking about it. I'm analyzing it accurately.

I said, "you don't love me. You just don't love me."

"Don't say that, drow. Don't you think how sad I am when you say that?"

I am a Zheng, opened mouth, more heartless words did not say.

For a moment, I couldn't bear to stretch out my hand to wipe away my tears. I asked him, "did you help me to wipe away my tears?"

I glared at him and didn't answer.

"I know you've been wronged for so many years, but we've come through so many difficulties. Why can't we talk about such a small thing? Du Hong, I really don't have any different ideas about her. I just... "

After a pause, he took a deep breath, as if he had something heavy on his back. After a while, he continued, "I just don't want to do something wrong. Do you know how many lives I have? How many hurtful things have you done? We have loved each other since we were 70 years old. Zhuo Er, I want to have a good rest and give you and your children a stable environment. So I want to put up with it. Du Hong told me Yes, it's a little special. I wanted to kill you, but I didn't do anything here? You always can't see my good, always hold on to my little things, why Du Hong is disabled, don't you want to know? "