Chapter 1247

According to his decision to stay at home, he doesn't want to go too far. Unless he brings meow, he will come home in one day. It's a relief. But don't be so bored. Otherwise, I won't open a bookstore to pass the time.

He worried that meow language should be, meow language is also my daughter, but I just want to go back, but he didn't agree, and I didn't say it again.

It's just that it's not easy to keep this matter in mind for a long time.

A few days later, a quarrel broke out over the incident.

In fact, the topics we debated were all for the sake of each other, but in his eyes, it became my fault, "you don't care about meow language. It can be any time you want to go back. Why is it now? Meow language likes to be with his classmates, so we should accompany him. It can be any time you go back. You haven't thought about going back here for two years. Why is it now?"

In fact, I've long wanted to go back and see my father with my mother. I haven't seen him when he was alive. Can't I go to see him when he is dead? Meow language is now on a spring outing. It takes a lot of talent to come back. There are teachers, nannies and drivers over there. They won't have an accident. I don't understand why he is so nervous. He has to say that meow language will have an accident. I said to take meow language back, but he didn't agree. He thinks that meow language likes to play with her classmates. I destroy her happiness by taking it back.

I know. I know everything.

He was right. I gave in. I said it would only take me a week to go back and forth, and it would take me two days to go back and forth. I could only walk around my friends in a week, and I would come back after watching, but he still didn't allow me.

I screamed at his overbearing, "you are so overbearing, you are like a unreasonable bastard."

But this is a headache, so I can't understand it.

Our quarrel lasted for two days. On the third day, I finally couldn't stand it and moved to the bookstore.

That night, Xie Jingjing pushed the car in, with a gentle smile on her face, followed by the cautious Zhang Chuan.

The moment they saw me, they understood my situation at this time. I was a person who wrote all my thoughts on my face. Every time I was in the bookstore, Zhuo Feng was there. But now, I was eating takeout with my head down, and my face was white.

I didn't sleep well for three days. Today, I barely slept a little and ate a little. The takeout food is delicious, but I have no appetite.

Xie Jingjing asked Zhang Chuan to go to my home with her baby. She took me to the bar.

There are few people in the bar. Maybe it's because it's not time yet. It seems that there are more waiters here than people who drink.

We sat in the corner and ordered only two glasses of black beer. It was chilled, and the cool air overflowed through the glass. The water beads condensed on the outer edge of the glass and slowly flowed down.

I haven't said anything. I don't know how to say it. I just feel that Zhuo Feng's Irrationality makes me speechless.

Xie Jingjing didn't ask much. She just said that her recent life was trivial. The ring on her ring finger was shining under the Yellow neon light. He had accepted Zhang Chuan's proposal for a long time, but he never got married. When all the children were born, she still didn't get married. Jiajia was the same as Taozi. I was the only one who got married, but what did marriage bring me? I'm not free His hegemony became more and more serious during this period.

In the past, I always thought that this was a kind of protection, but now I found that it was in fact a kind of abnormal hegemonic possession. No matter how reasonable what I said, it became a kind of sophistry. Finally, the reason why I didn't want to do this or that was because he didn't want to.

Just because he didn't want to, I was forced not to do a lot of things.

When I wanted to open a bookstore, I told him for a long time that it was not a matter of money, it was a matter of freedom. We needed each other's time and space to be intimate. But he didn't understand it, and he didn't know how to do it. Two people often entangled together, and they would burst out all kinds of problems, which made people unable to breathe.

I took a deep breath and drank up the wine in the glass. The cold beer immediately sent a stimulating smell. Through my taste buds, I was full of excitement and tears.

Xie Jingjing is still talking, suddenly stopped, helplessly looking at me, frowning.

I wipe away tears, sad smile, "Jingjing, I think it's good not to get married, really."

She didn't answer. She just looked at me for a long time and said, "I'm just afraid that it will eventually become mutual harm. Marriage is just a shackle that binds two people's freedom. I don't know why many women can't understand that love and childbirth are OK, but we can't be bound by marriage. Otherwise, we really can't live what we want, and how much marital happiness is not Sacrifice women's freedom and everything to get a family, but men, men are enjoying the beauty of marriage, how many really pay all for their wives

Although this fact is hard to accept, most of them are.

I grew up in an abnormal family. I don't know how to compensate my daughter in a normal family. However, in my opinion, many parents teach girls how they don't need to and shouldn't, but no one teaches girls how to work hard, how to be self-improvement and how to be strong just like boys. Even if they have the ability, girls will be buried, just because They don't think girls deserve it.Because of this structure, married women prefer to give and don't know what to take. They forget who they are and just rush to the family, ignoring their real intention.

I want a family with Zhuofeng and children, happy and comfortable, but not limited freedom.

I don't understand why Zhuo Feng likes to control me so much. He still can't control me when I was the naive child.

Jingjing said, "I was really happy when you got married, but I didn't know what I wanted at that time. I just felt that when I got married, I would not be free. I was bound by my family, husband and children. It was hard for me to go out. How terrible was that?"

Yes, how terrible?

I've given up my career, my company and all my freedom. I just want to go back and see my father. Why can't I do it in just a few days? Besides, the problem of boss Xiao hasn't been solved. I'm worried. Why can't I go to see him?

I don't understand. I really don't understand.

I've never seen Zhuo Feng quarrel with me fiercely. It seems that the person standing in front of him is not his wife who has been helping each other for many years, but the enemy he has hated for many years.

I can't sleep for a few days, otherwise I won't move out suddenly.

Jingjing asked me, "why don't I ask him what he thinks?"

I shake my head. I don't need to ask. He can't explain this reason clearly. He's old and has nothing to do. His control over me will only be heavier and heavier. Now I'd rather he's busy all day and no one is around, and there's less tit for tat.

"There's no need. I know what he thinks. It's better for both sides to be calm and calm now. Jingjing, I've bought a ticket to return the book the day after tomorrow. It's estimated that someone will come to the bookstore to return the book. Come and help me to have a look when you're free. I'll go back to serve incense to my father and see boss Xiao by the way."