I'm numb. This fact is like giving me a mallet, which makes me feel weak.

"Zhuo Feng said to keep it a secret. At least the situation in Wangyang should be stabilized. His wife divorced him a long time ago. I just didn't want to leave him, so I came to take care of Wang Yang. I tell you that I want to relax my heart. Some things can't be forced. "

Really? Can't you force me?

I squeezed my thigh hard. It hurts. The pain made me shiver.

Wang Yang was born like this, but why didn't he. But met me on the island, become like this, I only rely on me?

"Brother Li, is he in good or bad condition now?"

"It should be temporary stability. It must be controlled with drugs every day. If you can't bear it, the situation will only get worse, so you'd better not come to see him! "

I nodded heavily. Subconsciously looking back in the past, at the end of the place stood the ocean. He still kept the same posture and looked at me like a puppet. Not even breathing.

I knead my face painfully and asked brother Li. "Is there no other way for us to make him better?"

"I don't know. The doctor says it can only be maintained with drugs. As for what will become in the end, everyone knows, after all, it is born with genes. It can't be seen as a normal disease. "

I gasped, tears streaming down in an instant.

He gave me a life, but I couldn't cure him.

"Brother Li, I, I can't accept this fact. Why is it so? He is such a good person. He is my life-saving benefactor, but I can't treat his disease. I Brother Li, stop the car. I want to get off and walk. I can't accept it. I didn't accept it. "

Brother Li breathed helplessly and stopped the car by the side of the road, but the door was still locked. I could only lie on the side of the window and watch the traffic outside the car. I was shaking all over at the reflection of my own shadow on the window.

After a long time, he said, "if I tell you this earlier, I also want you to have a psychological preparation. Otherwise, I'm afraid you can't accept it when it's serious. We know his position in your heart. We have to remember his life-saving kindness. But we are not gods, and our ability is limited. Now we have already experienced this kind of disease. We really have no way to deal with it. "

But I want to see a good ocean, but not a little crazy ocean.

I screamed in pain, covered my face and didn't dare to accept the fact.

"Brother Li, take me to Zhuo Feng, now."

I can bear a lot of setbacks alone, have children alone, face life and death, and fight with the enemy, but I can't watch my life-saving benefactor become.

I always feel ashamed to Wang Yang. Since he left, we haven't met again. I don't want to disturb his peaceful life. Unexpectedly, my absence has become negligence. It's something I can't forgive myself for my life.

"Zhuo Er, Zhuo Feng is in the factory now. If we go there now, it will be very late."

"I want to go, I want to see him, I, I'm a little, I can't hold on, I can't accept the fact, I can't accept it."

"Well, I'll drive faster."

As the car sped along the street, brother Li put the siren on the roof of the car, and the sound of Di Di screeching went through the streets. Finally, he got on the high-speed street and ran on the deserted road for a long time before he arrived at the factory.

I rushed out of the car and ran straight inside, shouting Zhuo Feng's name.

He trotted out from the inside and was stunned to see that it was me.

"What's the matter?" He looked at me nervously and swept the tears off my face.

I choked, hugged him, and finally relieved all my strength at this moment, yelling, "I don't want to see Wang Yang become a mental illness. He gave me his life, but I can't cure him. What should I do? He can't have an accident, he can't. There are very few people I cherish all the time. Everyone is taken care of as a treasure, but he is ignored by me. I think he has been ignored all the time Live well, have a life, have a family, have a career, have everything of their own, why would it become like this, I don't agree, ah... "

I kept roaring, want to make the depression in the heart of the uncomfortable completely disappear, but the uncomfortable is still like a stone hard pressure on my heart, make me breathe some difficulty.

"This matter Did brother Li tell you? "

I didn't listen to his inquiry and continued, "I want him to get better, even if he doesn't know me, even if he hates me all his life. I'm willing to trade my life for her. He gave me another chance to live. I don't want him to be bad."

Zhuo Feng reluctantly took a breath, patted my back and said, "we are also looking for a professional doctor to solve this problem. I also want him to get better. Without him, I won't see you again, and we won't have two more children. You can rest assured that there will be hope. "

"I don't want him to take medicine all his life to maintain. Such a person is not normal. I don't want to..."

I have no reason, like a helpless child crying in front of Zhuo Feng, want to hear him say to me that even a little bit of hope can make me better.But I have to face the cruel reality, Wang Yang is not good, this is a genetic disease, can only use drugs to maintain.

Zhuo Feng took me to the office to have a rest. He accompanied me quietly and listened to my nagging. He just nodded and gently wiped my face with a tissue. The sigh was his helplessness and loss.

When I cried enough, I regained my sense. I frowned at him and began to worry about him. I hugged him and said, "honey, I'm ok. I'm just It's helpless. "

I used to fight hard when I was helpless. I don't know if I'm really old this year. I like to talk to someone when I encounter things, especially when I can't see Zhuo Feng.

Zhuo Feng said, "I knew you would think so, so I kept it from you all the time. It's good to know now. I told you to be psychologically prepared so that you wouldn't be able to bear it when I left. Cry out and feel better, OK? "

I pouted and tears came down again.

But he laughed, gently rubbed my head, "fool, we are all thinking about this matter, no one said it would be like this, even if we take medicine every day to maintain it, we don't respond to what we think, you can see that he is not very good now?"

No, in this case, he can't get married and have children, and can't continue to live a normal life.

"I just want him to be a normal person." Instead of looking like a normal person.

Zhuo Feng nodded, frowned, looked at the time and said to me, "when I come back, let's go and find a way, OK?"

I burst out laughing, "I'm not a child. Why do I talk like this?"

"Ha ha, but you are a child in my eyes now. Well, we'll settle this matter slowly. Now I'm going to catch a plane. It's said that boss Xiao's problem hasn't been settled, is it?"

Yes, I almost forgot. It seems that my sister-in-law will never leave, and the man knows that her sister-in-law has no money, so he broke up with her. Now no one can find her. When her sister-in-law comes back, she makes a lot of trouble. The agitated boss Xiao hides in brother Lu's club all day and doesn't come out, and the peach doesn't know where to go. But it's easy for adults, on the contrary, it's hard for children, and the children are fostered School, all day crying, think all poor.

"Go and return early. I'll wait for you at home. Keep in touch with me, or I'll worry."

"Good!"

"But promise me one thing."

I asked curiously, "what?"

"Go to Feng Fei. Pay attention. Don't worry me."