I'm a little sorry to have dinner with him. Feng Fei is just like a man of mine, bringing me vegetables. Pour me water. Make me laugh. Occasionally also ambiguous hand to wipe my mouth.
Finally, I reluctantly put down my chopsticks and told him, "this is the first time I've asked you out for breakfast. And for the last time. "
He said with a nonchalant smile, "OK. There are many opportunities to meet in the future. "
I didn't speak. It's not early. I left him and went to the company.
I didn't go to work for a long time. Going to work suddenly is really not suitable. Fortunately. The work is going well.
There are not many things in a day. But I was a little confused and confused.
When she comes in the evening, Jingjing asks me out for a drink, knowing that she is in a bad mood. I passed without saying no.
She likes to sit in the box of the bar and drink some wine she likes. Sometimes she called one or two bartenders, but today she only bought a lot of wine. All kinds of colors, on the table. It's all open. Hold the bottle.
I didn't stop. I watched her pour in and wanted to drink water. Bean sized tears flowed down the cheek. Even if she didn't say anything, she knew how bitter she was at this time.
First love to now, how many times, who can think of, this man is a domestic violence man, can piansheng and to her very good.
In fact, I don't understand this kind of love, women always think that men are good to themselves, no matter what status a man is, even if he rapes himself. I don't know where such a man is good, but now many girls accept it.
Maybe it's because childhood education has something to do with it. I think that if a man is good to himself, he can forgive all his bad things, including domestic violence.
In fact, two people together, men are good to women is not normal should it, how has become a man's advantage?
If the definition of love is so narrow, the love in this world is too pitiful.
Jingjing's family has regarded her as a baby since childhood, but who would have thought that such a family is also a family that pays attention to men. Her own daughter does not care, but has to care about an adopted adult child.
I can understand Jingjing's bitterness, body, heart, this loneliness is no one and things can make her heart pain compound.
I sat beside her, gently accompanied her shoulder, took the bottle from her hand, and looked at her.
She cried for a long time, wiped off the tears on her face, and then said, "I can't accept it, drow. You say how I've been like this for several years. My parents don't love me. A man is still a swindler and a bad money launderer. He rapes me at home. Ha ha, I thought he could get rid of it. But this time, I'm dead hearted. Who would have thought he was still doing this outside I thought that little ruffian really changed things. In fact, they were all fake, fake. "
People say that the country is easy to change, but the disposition is hard to change. I think Zhang Chuan is the best example.
Anyway, many people are not optimistic about Zhang Chuan, but Jingjing likes it, and we don't complain. When he had an accident, we were all relieved. At that time, Zhuo Feng said that Zhang Chun was unreliable, but I didn't think much when I looked at Jingjing. Who thought that his unreliability was domestic violence.
"Jingjing, you have to learn to let go of many things. For your own sake and for your children's sake, you should have an end."
She was stunned for a moment and cried bitterly.
Sitting in this small private room, Jingjing drank three bottles of red wine, two bottles of brandy and a bag of yoghurt. I only drank a glass of boiled water and listened to her talk about all kinds of things in the past eight years. Until she fell asleep, tears still hung on her face.
I hurt her, but I don't know how to do it.
Pain others can not bear, I can only do so quiet company.
When we went back in the evening, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night. I also saw Zhuo Fengfa's * * that he had already got on the plane and told me to wait for him at home.
I smile a few words on the * * in a good mood, but turn around to see Jingjing again, but I'm not happy. Women are always hurt by love, but they are always moved by love.
When can we get out of the emotional comfort, it really live free and easy.
Lying on the bed, I tossed and turned, stood up several times, stood by the window, rekindled some expired cigarettes, smelled the choking smell in the room, opened the window, the smell of smoke flew out along the window, I was also melancholy.
Ding Ding, the phone is ringing.
I'll look back. It's Feng Fei.
I didn't pay attention to it. His * * came back, and there were photos.
I think it's about the company. I just picked up the phone to have a look. It's really about the lawsuit.
What he meant was to sue Zhang Chuan directly and take advantage of Jing Jing's identity. I agreed, and then he said some specific details. He said that the preparatory work was almost done, and the court would be held the day after tomorrow.
It's really speed, but do you have money? Can't things be done here?
I said, "go to Wang Wei and decide what to do. After the meeting, Zhuo Feng has been on the plane. Let's wait for him. It's better to go there together."But Feng Fei said, "I've made an appointment for tomorrow night. Lu Shao knows that Zhuo Feng will come back two days later. At that time, Wang Wei has no time. After the holiday, he has to fly all day."
Well, now Wang Wei is not like before. It's really hard for us to meet each other. It's hard to get through the phone. Fortunately, there is a close relationship between him and Zhuo Feng. Without our support, Wang Wei would not be in today's seat. It's just that I always feel bad without Zhuo Feng at the party.
But this is it. All I have to do is promise, "well, I'll see you tomorrow night."
He said something about Jingjing and asked me if Jingjing would bear it.
I said something about the night, but he didn't reply. I still fell asleep and didn't want to. After a long time, he said, "I thought she might have some feelings for me, but now it seems that she just used me to forget Zhang Chuan. Then I won't blame myself any more. "
I was relieved, but I didn't expect that this matter also untied the two people's heart knot.
I joked, "can you blame yourself? It's really new."
He made a smiling face, and then told me, "I still have a thing to blame for not being able to pursue you well. I really regret it."
During the time when I separated from Zhuo Feng, Zhuo Feng was really with me, but his friendship with a gentleman was as light as water. He knew how to advance and retreat, knew the sense of distance, and helping me was just helping me. It had nothing to do with pursuing. If it really mattered, he had never pursued me.
I smile, but shake my head and turn off the phone.
I don't want to reply to such a topic any more.
The next morning, my mother told me to get up. By the way, she asked me what happened to Jingjing. I didn't tell her. She told her not to worry. It's good for her to follow her mother recently. The little guy has gained weight again. His arms are like Michelin. It's really lovely.
The situation of meow language is much better. Recently, brother Li often accompanies her to see a doctor. The little guy stares at me, but he doesn't dare to get close to me. I think she is afraid of me. After asking, I know that she feels sorry for me, because she wanted to hurt her brother before.
I am very pleased, holding her, she took the initiative to kiss my cheek, express their guilt, the little guy asked me, "Mom, do you hate me?"