I didn't answer. I said yes and hung up.

But I don't want to say that Feng Fei will come with me. After arriving, Lu Shao will find that it's not right.

I said. "It's better to tell brother Lu directly. It's no good hiding it like this. "

He said. "It doesn't matter. When it's time, you go in first and I'll go in later."

It's like we're really doing something wrong.

I frowned helplessly. I want to travel with Zhuo Feng when Jingjing's business is over, so as to minimize meeting with him.

On the way. He said. "I thought we'd never meet again after you got married, but who would have thought. You and Zhuo Feng will also face difficulties in marriage. They have hurt each other, I thought at that time. If you do divorce him, what should I do. I think you will never forget him in a short time, but I don't want to take advantage of you. You are a person. Free man, I can't force you. Your will and your mind are adults, not the little girl I saw in those days. You can do anything for your feelings. You know how to weigh the pros and cons. I'm confused to know what I need. I'm worried that my pursuit won't get your response, on the contrary, it makes you tired, ha ha. So at that time, I just want to be with you, help you, help you out of trouble. "

I had a bad time at that time. Zhuo Feng really hurt me by doing that. I wanted to commit suicide for a time. Even if my baby was broken later, I wanted to commit suicide. I spent the darkest time in my life. Fortunately, he was by my side, accompanied me and enlightened me, so that I could get out of the predicament.

In the twinkling of an eye, I didn't accept Zhuo Feng again, and forgot what happened in those years. That misunderstanding really killed me.

I take a deep breath and feel that life is really complicated.

Why should people have emotions? If they are all cold-blooded animals, it would be better just to reproduce. They only have simple reproduction with each other, do not talk about feelings, and do not have any superfluous thinking, then they are really much more relaxed.

If it's all over again, I don't think I will accept Zhuo Feng any more, and I won't fall in love with him. No one will leave any trace in my heart. I just want to be a maverick myself.

He looked at me, laughed, and continued, "it's a sad memory, isn't it?"

I nodded, "yes."

"That short time is the best time for me to have too much time. Life is still very busy, but such a busy life gives me hope. It's enough to have you and me in it. In addition to selfishness, I still long for you to get better. I hope Zhuo Feng can make up with you again. When I know that he is in trouble, I feel relieved. I'm really afraid that I can't control my emotions and actively pursue you. Now we really can't be friends. "

I smile. Fortunately, it didn't happen.

"In fact, people do a lot of wrong things in one voice, and I'm no exception. The important thing is to know how to repent. Zhuo Feng knows how to repent and correct his mistakes. That's why you are so obsessed with him. I think even if you first met him, if it wasn't for his excellence, you wouldn't finally choose him, would you? Ah, why are my enemies so powerful that I have to give up some things. There are you in it. It makes me sad to think about it. "

Feng Fei's tone was very flat, as if he was telling about today's weather. But every word of these words showed a trace of pain, as if the knife was constantly on my heart, and salt water was sprinkled. Every cell of me was shaking in pain.

He took a breath and continued, "if I can, I really want Zhuo Feng to be a jerk. I really hope I can't meet such a good brother. Then I will be your other half. But the reality is always so cruel, and there are a lot of dissatisfaction. It's too hateful!"

How much loss and helplessness are expressed incisively and vividly in this short sentence.

I can't feel his helplessness.

Love a person can love like this, I think he is the only one in the world.

I don't know when he began to fall in love with me, only know that he always appears in my life, accompany me, give me warmth, give me rely on, give me Zhuofeng, give me a lot of good company.

Sometimes I can't tell what kind of feelings I have for him, whether I am a friend or a lover, or a relative or an indispensable good friend in my life?

I have no choice but to shake my head, "Feng Fei, between us..."

It's impossible that before he said three words, he interrupted me and told me, "nothing is absolute. I can afford to wait. It's time."

I took a look outside. I didn't want him to open the car door and say to me, "you go in first. I'm walking in. My legs are really uncomfortable."

I also want to ask him to come up, I go down to walk, but the car has already started.

I forget that this is his driver. What's the difference between me in the car and coming with him? I didn't do anything bad. In the end, it seems that we really did something that can't be seen.

I had no choice but to shake my head and ask the driver to stop. "Stop. I'll walk too. I'll be there in a few minutes.""But..." The driver said in embarrassment.

"It doesn't matter. I'll walk with Mr. Feng for a while. Let's stop!"

The driver changed and stopped the car, then turned to me and asked me awkwardly, "this is not good!"

I didn't answer, pushed the door open, jumped out of the car and walked to Feng Fei.

He stood in situ waiting for me with a smile. Seeing me coming, he reached out and held my shoulder. "If I can, I really want to never let you go in my life."

I didn't answer, worried looking at his leg, this leg don't know will be completely good, he is for Zhuo Feng will be like this.

In my heart, all kinds of flavors are mixed.

It's a long mountain road. It takes about ten minutes to get there. Feng Fei insists on walking up. He says a lot on the road, but I'm thinking about how to find the right reason not to be misunderstood by brother Lu.

Don't want to, brother Lu's car stopped in front of us in the middle of the way, not looking at us.

I frowned at him and knew that he would ridicule Feng Fei again.

He said, "come on up. I know your car is uncomfortable. My car is big. It takes me a long time to get there."

I look at Lu Shao gratefully.

He raised an eyebrow to me, "go back to deal with you, get in the car."

I know I can't refuse. I have to sit on it.

Just after getting on the bus, Lu Shao said, "Zhuo Feng is on the plane. He called me before, but I don't know how long he will arrive. Wang Wei is so busy that it's not easy for us to see him. It's a pity that he's not here, isn't he, Feng Fei?"

This man, in three words, did not forget to block Feng Fei.

I smile bitterly.

Feng Fei said, "Zhuo Feng and Wang Wei often contact each other, and it's easy to meet each other. In the final analysis, Wang Wei's position today is also supported by the company behind Zhuo Feng. The two people complement each other, and no one can do without him."

It's true. I often listen to Zhuo Feng talk about why Wang Wei is busy. He says that he doesn't want to be a king. If he wants to be a beggar, he should accompany his wife and children.

Think of here, I pinch the ring on the ring finger, I, miss him, very much.

Feng Fei squinted at me, laughed, and handed me a small box.

"Put it on. You can't be careless in such an occasion."

I opened the box and was stunned. I had seen this jewelry in his safe before.