He looked at me helplessly and frowned.
But I laughed, "Feng Fei, this matter has nothing to do with you. I've thought about it. Maybe the relationship between Zhuo Feng and me is not as good as you think. In recent years, there have been many conflicts between me and him, but every time he has an accident, he always evades it. No matter who I am, the children always have to take care of it, and every time a woman comes out, I don't understand what this idea is. Is it to annoy me? I won't be so naive, because he annoys me and I go back. What's more, Zhuo Feng never thought about what I really need. I usually care little about my children, but once something happens, I will go back to take care of my children. The children are innocent. What about him? On the contrary, children are good in his eyes when they are good, but when they are bad? It seems that the child has nothing to do with him. "
Feng Fei frowned at me and nodded for a long time. "I know. Don't be so excited."
I'm not excited. I'm just being reasonable. He's not me who's wrong about this.
"Feng Fei, before I go to France, I want to deal with the things here before I go. And you know, it's not easy for children to change to a new environment. I need them to do ideological work."
"OK, I'll arrange it. You just take care of the children. Just listen to me, drow. Don't be in such a hurry when things happen. Take your time."
I took a breath. I couldn't swallow it. I said, "I know. After you finish eating, we'll go through the discharge procedures. I'll rent a house and go there to take care of you. It's very close to the company."
He laughed, but nodded, gently lifted his hair, and then said, "Zhuo Er, in fact, sometimes I think that you are really good, very good, I really regret that I didn't pursue you earlier."
I didn't answer. This question seems to have become a taboo in my mind at this time. Anyway, we have come to this point, and it's too late to look back.
In the evening, I took Feng Fei to the house I rented. The facilities were very complete. The only bad thing was that there was no shopping mall nearby, so I had to walk a long way to buy things. Fortunately, not far from the downstairs was the subway, and it took only ten minutes to go back and forth.
Feng Fei said that he likes the quietness here, especially the maple forest around. It looks beautiful.
Speaking of maple leaf forest, I think of my days on the mountain many years ago.
I sat under the sun umbrella in the yard and looked at the maple tree. I thought of that afternoon long ago, Zhuo Feng brought people to the mountain to take photos. One of the lovely little girls always followed him and asked questions with a smile. Zhuo Feng didn't have any impatience, but only answered a few questions. Later, the little girl left and came another girl, Zhuo Feng's side is always a lot of pursuers, but he doesn't look straight at it.
Only that afternoon, he chased me half a mountain and took this picture after me.
Later, we met at the bus stop. He gave me the photo, but we lost it on the way to escape. Later, he washed several pieces with the bottom plate, one of which was torn by Xu Jiaojiao.
Later, he can develop. He keeps all the photos in his mobile phone until now.
Time is long, I don't remember the mood at that time, but I always remember the red maple forest behind me.
Feng Fei asked me, "what do you think?"
I said with a smile, "I thought of the maple leaf forest in the mountain. Later, the mountain area was demolished and the maple leaf forest was still there. However, it has been artificially built and has no natural appearance. It's good-looking, but it's very strange. It's the same as here. It's strange!"
He grinned and rubbed my nose. "What's so strange, isn't it very good-looking?"
I didn't answer. Feng Fei didn't see the maple leaf forest in the mountains. Naturally, he didn't know what I described, but I was very satisfied to see these maple leaves here.
"Tired or not, go back and have a rest. I'm going to the company in the evening. Are you going?" Feng Fei asked me.
I think it's still early. The company is sure to go. Liu Dou is busy with an old project and is short of staff. I have to follow him.
"Well, I'm going to the factory, but the company is going to have a look. There's a very difficult matter."
"Then you can have a rest. I'll pick you up this afternoon. I'm going to Zhuofeng's company now. He called me before. Recently, there have been many problems in the domestic situation. He can't work alone. By the way I want to see him
Look at him? Do you want to watch him for me? What Feng Fei said on the phone is too obscure. It sounds a little passionate.
I smile, "then you go, I really have to go to sleep. I'm so tired today."
"Go ahead, I'll pick you up this afternoon."
When I got up and left, he suddenly stopped me and reached for me.
I stand in situ and turn to see him curiously. This mysterious appearance is like a rogue who wants to do something bad. But I still walk over with confidence. For him, I can't guess what he is with malicious ideas. I walk to him with confidence. He reaches out his hand and pinches my chin.
This kiss to too much, suddenly, my brain were blindfolded, blankly looking at him.
Kiss is just like a dragonfly skimming water, not a bit pornographic, more like the shy kiss of the school days.I looked at him in amazement and didn't say a word for a long time.
Soon separated, he immediately stood up straight, hugged me and said to me, "I know you can't let go, so I want to take the initiative. If you don't like it, just tell me, you know?"
It took me a long time to respond and say in a low voice, "Oh, good!"
He left with a smile, turned around and winked at me again, and then came out of the yard.
For a long time after he left, I didn't move. I just quietly looked at the direction he left, thinking about the gentle kiss and subconscious touch just now, as if there was still his temperature here. It was a little cold, but it seemed that there was a light warming my heart.
He left, I did not sleep well, lying in bed will clean up the whole room again, according to the people's floor as I look tired.
It seems that I haven't been able to sleep safely for many days. Even if I lie down, I will be awakened by nightmares. There are many people in it, including me, Zhuo Feng, Feng Fei, Gu Chengfeng, Feng Ke, Shen zhiang, and the man who looks very similar to Zhuo Feng. Is his name Qin Ang? And Wang Yang, whom I have been worried about.
In my dream, they all seem to have changed people. Everyone has different faces, but they are full of hatred and hunger for me. They are shouting at me. It seems that only in this way can they let me go. Roar filled my whole dream and disturbed my mind.
I can open my eyes, but I always think of other people, Xu Jiaojiao, Li Xiangxiang, Annie, Jingjing, sister-in-law, Jiajia, happy, a lot of the past, just like a heavy elephant leg, solidly stepping on my body, making me unable to penetrate.
The phone rings.
It's Zhuo Feng.