Chapter 819 This Is the Kind of Person I Am

Lin Meng' an frowned, shook off Lin Mengwu's hand and said in surprise, "Sister, what are you talking about? What's wrong with you? Why did you say such strange things all of a sudden? Why did we leave? It's so good to be here. Uncle Zhan will protect us. How happy we live. And Uncle Zhan can help us take revenge. I don't want to leave. I want to live a vagrant life. I want to be with uncle zhan and follow him for the rest of my life."

"Lin Meng' an, you should have some self-esteem." Lin Mengwu scolded angrily.

Lin mengan was stunned, as if frightened by her, and her eyes were filled with panic.

Lin Mengwu took a deep breath, suppressed the irritation in his heart, and said calmly, "Ann, I'm sorry. I was too excited just now, so I couldn't control my emotions. Sister means... Sister means that Mr. Zhan has helped us a lot. We shouldn't continue to trouble him. As you can see, because of us, Zhan Ji and Mr. Zhan have a very bad relationship. Zhan Ji is Mr. Zhan's only son, which is an unchangeable fact. Perhaps only if we leave, Zhan Ji can make up with Mr. Zhan. Mr. Zhan is so good to us. We can't be ungrateful and make him estranged from his only son."

"Sister, you are so innocent." Lin Meng' an sneered, "It's not the first day that Zhan Ji and Uncle Zhan's relationship has been like this. Since his mother died of depression, he probably hated uncle zhan. So no matter whether we are here or not, nothing will change. Why do you have to pin this problem on yourself, not on yourself?"

"But Ann..."

"Well, sister, don't talk about this anymore. You're really curious today. Why do you suddenly have such a strange idea? Is it because of Li Yunshen? You don't want to leave Uncle Zhan and go to Li Yunshen, do you? Sister, if you really think so, you'll be a fool. Li Yunshen is nothing, and he is the son of our enemy. Sooner or later, we will fight with him, and you must not be emotional with him anymore. I'm sorry for Uncle Zhan, but..."

"I've been with Zhan Jian for so many years, and he never touched me," Lin Mengwu said.

Lin Meng' an nodded. There was no surprise. Instead, he said, "Yes, so Uncle Zhan is so good to us. We should be more grateful."

However, Lin Mengwu was shocked by his unanticipated attitude. She thought of Zhan Jian's words.

Trembling almost, she looked at Lin Meng' an in disbelief and muttered, "Ann, did you... Did you already know?"

Lin Meng' an blinked slyly and asked with amusement, "What do you know?"

Lin Mengwu's heart sank completely into the ice, and it took a while for her to say in a weak voice, "You already knew, didn't you? You already knew that my relationship with Zhan Jian... Was not that kind of relationship at all. He told you? What was the purpose of what he told you, did you already know?"

Lin mengan sighed softly and said quietly, "I told you to keep it from you and tell Uncle Zhan not to tell you, but why did he tell you? You're not feeling well today because you know this? In fact, I didn't want to tell you about this. At least I don't want to tell you now because I'm afraid you're worried. Look, you're really excited to know."

"Lin Meng' an." Lin mengwu raised her hand.

Lin Meng' an did not hide. He looked at her firmly and said, "Sister, are you going to hit me? Do you think I'm embarrassing and humiliating our family?"

Lin Mengwu's raised hand did not fall, but tears kept falling.

Lin mengan panicked when she saw that she was crying. She quickly hugged her and said, "Sister, don't cry. Don't cry! I feel bad when you cry. I know I'm wrong. Can you stop crying?"

"Do you really know you're wrong? Then follow me and leave with me." Lin Mengwu choked.

But Lin Meng' an let go of her and shook his head, "No, sister, I can't leave with you. I can promise you anything else, but that's not the point."

"Why? Do you know what Zhan Jian thinks of you? You... You're still so young, and you're going to be his plaything?" Lin Mengwu said angrily.

Lin mengan said, "If it weren't for my face, if I were still an autistic fool. Sister didn't want to be with him just for me. Just because of me, he gave up his sister and chose me. Then wouldn't it be sad that sister became a toy?"

"I'm different. I'm older than you. I'm your sister."

"But you're only a few years older than me. Just because you're my sister, you should cover for me and give everything to me. I'm still a boy. I'm the only boy in the family. I should protect my sister more."

"I don't need your protection. I want to take good care of you. I want my parents to be at ease."

"I can't take revenge. No matter how well you take care of me, my parents won't be at ease."

"Ann."

"Sister, I know what you're thinking. The reason you stayed by Zhan Jian's side was more because of my illness than because you really wanted to cooperate with him to take revenge. From the beginning, you didn't want revenge. The Li Family raised you for six years. To you, that couple was your other parents and your family. Although you were very angry after knowing those things, you still couldn't hold a grudge against them. But I was different. I lived like an idiot for those six years. When I woke up, all my memories were still at the moment of my parents' tragic death. My hatred for them had deepened over the years, and every moment was burning me. I know they have a reason to be forced, but so what? To me, enemies are enemies. Do I deserve to be an orphan? Do my parents and grandparents deserve to die miserably? Killing people to pay for their lives and debts is the principle of constant protection. No one can avoid it."

"You can take revenge if you want, but you don't have to stay with Zhan Jian. We can do something else. We can..."

"Sister, I'm not a three-year-old child. I'm not that gullible. Staying by Zhan Jian's side is the quickest way to get revenge. And... I didn't stay by his side solely for revenge. Look at me acting spoiled and willful around him. Those aren't all fake, but my heart. I really like being with him."

"Lin Meng' an, but you two..."

"Do you discriminate against people like us? Sister, I've never told you that I'm actually this kind of person. I don't know if I was born with that woman or if I saw the cruel side of that woman and killed my parents and grandparents in front of me. The psychological shadow caused me to fear women. Anyway, I'm like this now. Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Do you think I'm disgusting?"

"No, I..."

"Since you don't want to accept me, I know you want to say that he's just using me as a substitute. But you have to believe me too. I will make me the main character that no one can replace, because I'm Lin Meng' an."