Chapter 16

After a crash, people on several tables stood up and left. However, when these people went out, Zhao Nan, who had a job, appeared at the door with Kou Yang and Lin Jinmei. There seemed to be several girls behind. The rest who were slow were blocked in the library. Zhao Nan didn't know what was going on inside, Later, when everyone went out, he went into the library, looked at several empty tables and said, "Zuo Jianshe, Zheng Jianguo, what are you two doing? No more rice? "

"Well, I'm joking with this -- Zuo Jianshe."

Zheng Jianguo didn't expect that the name was similar to himself. He took back his eyes from several girls' faces and looked at him: "go -"

"Oh, OK, thank you, thank you!"

Zuo Jianshe, with a pale face, picked up the rice basin, chopsticks and steamed bread and went out. Zheng Jianguo watched several girls come in. He turned sideways and buttoned his clothes, picked up the steamed stuffed bun on the table, wiped the spilled steamed stuffed bun stuffing, turned his head and wanted to leave. He saw Kou Yang look at it: "Zheng Jianguo, I heard Zhao Nan say you copied an English book?"

"Well, I have nothing to do at home, so I copied one."

Zheng Jianguo gulps steamed stuffed buns and looks at Kou Yang's face. Unlike most other girls who are more than one meter and five points, Kou Yang is almost as tall as him, so looking at him can be regarded as equal. Of course, it doesn't feel good for him. As a very traditional man, in his cognition, women should be virtuous: "after all, it's borrowed from you -"

"What's the matter with you just now? We heard you say you have an opinion and stay."

A pair of black eyes patrolled Zheng Jianguo's dark face. Kou Yang watched several other girls sit down and look at Zhao Nan: "Zhao Nan said he hadn't seen you lose your temper before."

"I was just forced to lose my temper."

Unexpectedly, these girls came for such a long time. Zheng Jianguo shrugged with steamed stuffed buns and looked at Kou Yang's half face in front of him. He couldn't help looking at it more: "you've also heard that the left construction is going to criticize me for the dross I'm looking for, but these greenhouse flowers who haven't experienced wind and rain obviously think a little worse, Or I ignored something in the dark under the light, which made me complete the Jedi counterattack. "

"I think you're a little proud -"

The smooth forehead twisted out a knot in an instant, and a trace of anger flashed in Kou Yang's eyes. The goods said to their face that those boys were greenhouse flowers that had not experienced wind and rain. This is the reflection of red fruit: "you have eaten the hardships we haven't eaten, but this is not your proud capital."

"My capital is that I forgive their despicable intentions."

Ignoring the girl's inexplicable anger, Zheng Jianguo didn't expect to meet her. He stuffed the steamed stuffed bun into his mouth and said while eating: "you know, they won't forgive me like greenhouse flowers that haven't experienced wind and rain. If they had the upper hand in the previous debate, they would try their best to pour some poor and lower middle peasants on me and become Peter bourgeoisie, If you know the word, they will make sure that I can never turn over, just like those things that have happened, right? "

"You --"

Kou Yang was stunned, as if he had seen Zheng Jianguo staring at him for the first time. It was a very ordinary face. If it hadn't been said by the previous face, she couldn't even have the impression of his memory. Then she shook her head: "no, they are just simple students -"

"It's because of simplicity that I'm stupid."

Zheng Jianguo glanced at the female students next to him. If it wasn't Kou Yang who said this, but Zhao Nan or Lin Jinmei, he would turn around and leave quickly. These people were just passers-by when he was studying in this school.

This kind of passer-by will exist all the time in one's life, but Zheng Jianguo has changed his fate. Kou Yang in his memory will choose to drop out of school because the ball point pen thrown by Wu Bin stabbed his eyes. Since then, he has completely disappeared. I don't know whether it has been cured or worsened: "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers. Ignorant people are not afraid. They can't understand the heaviness of life, Therefore, it will be an abnormal child's play to treat life. "

"Then why did you let Zuo Jianshe go?"

The slender twin Phoenix eyes flashed a blurred color. Kou Yang didn't know what he thought. Then he seemed to find a loophole. The whole person glowed: "you, I remember you were only sixteen? Some of them are much older than you -- "

"I'm only fifteen now, but I've followed my father to see doctors for members since childhood, so I've seen people who can't accept when they face their birth, old age and death, and even the whole family crying when waiting for death. If you haven't experienced it, you can't feel it in another thirty years."

Talking about life and death, Zheng Jianguo seems to have changed his personal life. Although he didn't have much business in township hospitals in his last life, he can feel the significance of life and death to ordinary people just because he is at the forefront of facing the bottom of society: "just like those of us who haven't started a family and business, imagine that we are too old to be admitted to the hospital and let ourselves go home to wait for death, Children and relatives talk about their feelings of death behind our backs. Can you imagine?

You can't imagine!

But I've seen it. That's why I feel how happy it is to go to school now and learn some knowledge that I want to learn and even change my destiny. You flowers growing in the greenhouse are imagining the hardships of going to the countryside, planting, digging and harvesting. Well, you'd better eat. "

"You, you despise me?"

Kou Yang's melon seed face turned white in an instant. He turned his head and looked at the girl next to him. When he looked back again, he saw Zheng Jianguo say, "this is not to look down on you. It's just to say that you don't want to express opinions on things you don't know or haven't touched. We should be glad we weren't born 20 years earlier, but more than ten years ago!

Although we didn't have enough to eat and wear when we were young, we didn't go through hardships like our parents and grandparents. This is happiness. To be honest, I envy you. We can grow up with commercial grain instead of eating corn flour and sorghum flour. There are fish, meat and welfare during the new year's festival, This is exactly what I want to read the mathematics and chemistry series.

Although there are no test questions for these books in the school examination papers, I intend to use this semester to copy the set of books that will help me surpass the educated youth in the examination hours, so that when I get home after graduation, I can review while going down, The educated youth can only read the books they learned and didn't learn at that time - that's the difference between me and you. "

Zheng Jianguo then ran away, watching his back disappear at the door. Kou Yang, who heard this series of ideas, returned to his mind for a long time. He turned his head and looked at Zhao Nan and Lin Jinmei with different expressions. He bent down and sat next to the table, staring at Zhao Nan with a pair of eyes. He couldn't believe it: "this is what you said. There's no ambition?"

"This is an ambition for him, and if we plan to come back in two years, we should prepare according to what he said."

Zhao Nan also seemed surprised. She picked up some cold steamed bread and ate it. Then she looked at Kou Yang opposite with her eyes and raised her chin. "He seems a little different from you --"

"Don't talk about that!"

With a frown, Kou Yang swept Zhao Nan coldly, picked up his chopsticks and quickly ate. Listening to Lin Jinmei nearby, he said, "Kou Yang, don't believe what Zhao Nan said. When he talked to you just now, looking at our eyes, I felt that we were in the way. I didn't expect him to be so smart? No, Lao Cheng, I'm afraid we can't catch up with him together.

Now facing going to the countryside after graduation, every time I pick up the textbook, I think about a question, that is, what strength do I still have to learn? Instead of going to the countryside with a graduation certificate four months later, it's better to go down now, get into the situation earlier, adapt to the environment earlier, and don't have to learn or play in the past few months -- "

"Isn't someone saying that one day's laziness is one day's laziness?"

Zhao Nantou, who ate silently, said without raising her head. Lin Jinmei's round face suddenly changed: "didn't I have any ideas at that time? Now I've heard Zheng Jianguo say so much. No matter how stupid I am, I have to absorb some of his suggestions? Besides, this proposal is not generally constructive. Besides, I'm not stupid, ha ~ "

"No, let's apply to the school. In the name of a better place, it's not the beginning of spring right away. The next commune needs construction?"

A girl who had never said a word said that the others who were eating silently raised their heads. The little suns seemed to jump out of the horizon and appear in their eyes. Even Kou Yang woke up to what benefits would this operation have: "if we take the initiative to apply for the lead to take the initiative, Then we can only go to a few typical educated youth spots. My brother said that the educated youth spots where their classmates go are good and bad. The bad ones are to live with local members, eat, drink and work together. The better ones are the educated youth dormitories in the brigade department. The best Kansai commune also has its own Educated Youth Building -- "

"Zheng Jianguo seems to belong to the shop brigade of Kansai commune."

Lin Jinmei quickly looked up and said, then saw Zhao Nan sitting opposite and corrected: "sanlibao brigade, go up the West Road and go three miles to the south. It's almost there, but their Guanxi commune still has to go a few miles to the West. It's almost ten miles. If we go there, it's not too far from home --"

"That's settled. I'll go home tonight and discuss it at home. If it's possible, I'll get a letter tomorrow."

As soon as he pointed to the chopsticks in his hand, Kou Yang was the commander of the call. However, he quickly took back the chopsticks and continued to eat while saying, "however, I don't think many people in my family oppose this proposal --"