Chapter 2

My fear did not get a trace of sympathy from the doctor. On the contrary, her fingers were more forceful and merciless.

"Since I'm afraid that I'll be born, I'm going to be 30 years old. Why do you learn from those young people to catch up with the avant-garde people? Is it difficult for this child to come to the wrong place?"

Naked satire, like a knife in my heart, but I take what to refute.

Who will be 30 years old, have their own baby, but also lost.

In addition to small three accidentally pregnant, other people don't want a man, what else can you think of.

With the past of Shen Bai, with the drip of general anesthesia flowing into my blood vessels, it gradually became blurred, and finally completely disappeared.

When I woke up, I was lying in the rest room. The pain of contractions let me know that the baby I had been thinking about was no longer in my stomach.

I am stubborn and strong by nature. Even if I know that I have lost this marriage completely, I don't want to be seen as a failure.

After getting out of bed, I went to the supermarket to buy food like nothing happened. When I opened the door, I saw that Shen Bai was still sleeping.

This is the advantage of a single room. You can see everything as soon as you enter the room.

Looking at his sleeping face, I think of what he said last night that he was stressed, had a dream all night and often woke up in a daze.

The grievances, heartache, sadness and tangle in my heart suddenly turned into anger that could no longer be suppressed. I shook my hand and slammed the door.

The sudden sound finally makes Shen Bai open his eyes. He rubs his eyes and climbs up.

"Wife, are you out?"

"Well, there's something wrong! I went to the hospital to solve the problem that you can't sleep well and have too much pressure. "

Hearing what I said, Shen Bai was stunned. Only a few seconds later, he seemed to react to what I said. He hurriedly pulled the quilt out of bed and hugged me anxiously.

"What do you mean, child..."

"That's what you mean. Now you don't have to worry about insomnia."

I'm four years older than Shen Bai, so I usually let him, tolerate him, and don't quarrel with him easily.

Therefore, it is the first time that Shen Bai has heard such sarcastic remarks.

I don't know if my words are too heavy, or if he is really sober at this time. His hand around me hurt me.

"Don't you mean to have children? How can you get rid of the child without consulting me? "

He seems to have everything when he has a child, but he suddenly knows that the child has been lost, just like losing the father who is in pain all over the world. It makes me feel like I'm not a person inside or outside.

"You made it very clear to me last night, didn't you? What else do you need to discuss?"

I pushed away his hand indifferently, out of his arms, lower body leaching blood, let me sober than ever.

"How can you take my drunken words seriously? In the morning, I found that you were in a wrong mood, and I guessed that it was my drunken talking again, so I apologized, didn't I?"

Nine out of ten people who work too long at night are usually eloquent.

What's more, Shen Bai still has a lot of reasons. The people I talked about planning for the future are naturally dead, but they can also be said to be alive.

"Drunk? I just said to solve the problem of poor sleep and excessive pressure. How can you know immediately that your child is gone? "

Truth has always been cruel, but self deception can not whitewash peace, I am very clear, so I hit the nail on the head.

Shen Bai's face was flushed by my attack, but his momentum didn't decrease at all.

"Didn't you say you went to the hospital? Of course, the first thing I think of is our children. Is it wrong for me to attach importance to children? "

I suddenly found out that I didn't know much about Shen Bai. At least I found out his ability of reversing black and white today.

"That's why you're just talking nonsense when you're drunk last night? Fortunately, I didn't take it seriously. I just made a joke with you