I have only been home for half a month. I still think there is a lot of time in the future, but I don't want to even hope for a tomorrow.
I can't forgive myself for not being with my mother for two years. I can't make up for the time I missed. I didn't wait for her at all!
"I want to see mom..."
I can't stay here any longer because of the pain. I'm going to see my mother. I'm going to admit my mistake and apologize to her. I'm going to take her home. I can't leave my mother alone in the cold morgue.
"Well, I'll take you."
After putting on my coat, Gu Chen leaned down and put on my shoes. He helped me step by step to the place where I had my mother.
I looked at my mother's silent body in the mortuary, pushed Gu Chen away and knelt down with soft feet.
It's like mom's asleep. She's calm.
And I didn't cry, just like when I was a child, I put my head on my mother's legs and enjoyed the warmth my mother brought me.
The original pain to the extreme is not shed tears.
Now I'm the only one in the world. There will be no more whispers, worries and people waiting for me to go home.
It's said that death can make people grow up. Suddenly, like an epiphany, I see through a lot of things, but I can't tell my mother that her ignorant daughter has finally grown up.
I took my mother's body back, informed the so-called relatives who didn't have much contact, and put it in the community for three days according to the custom.
After receiving the news, Xiaoyu, who came with a Liang, hugged me fiercely and advised me not to be sad, but she cried more than I did.
As a result, I comforted her and told her that I was OK. I had to send my mother through the last journey.
Xiaoyu wiped away her tears and said that with our relationship, my mother is her mother and she wants to do her best. Originally, I wanted to do it myself. Earlier, Gu Chen brought a bunch of brothers to help, but I refused.
However, since Xiaoyu has said so, I agree. After all, my energy is limited. With the help of Xiaoyu and a Liang, I am not in such a hurry.
Because I haven't even had a banquet with Shen Bai, many of my relatives despise my marriage and always think I'm cheap. So when they come to worship my mother, they are indifferent.
When he found that there was no son-in-law to be Shen Bai, regardless of the occasion, he began to sarcasm, saying that those who didn't spend money would not be cherished, even if their mother-in-law left.
I don't want to make my mother not clean in the last leg, so I can only explain that we are divorced.
It turns out to be more gossipy.
I must have heard that Shen Bai and I were divorced. When I saw Gu Chen and Gao Yi, a group of people began to whisper again, saying whether I would climb up the high branch and dump my husband.
No one really cares about the fact that my mother has left the world. It's like coming here to see my jokes and the end.
If I don't want my mother to leave in the cold, I really don't want to see the faces of these villains.
But I can bear it, but Xiaoyu can't. how can she see me bullied with her hot temper.
Immediately, he yelled back at those three aunts and six women in a loud voice: "how do people live? It's none of your business. Do you eat your rice or drink your soup? Tongtong's mother is still lying here. She says that the gossipy woman of the East family and the West family should be careful of ghosts knocking on the door at night. "
A group of people were frightened by the momentum of Xiaoyu, and it was true that the dead were big. Although these people were uncomfortable, they also hung down their heads and no longer spoke.
"I want to bully you, I want to die!"
Xiaoyu, the short guard, glared at those people fiercely, turned around and began to be busy again.
I feel a bunch of hot eyes have been following me, I know that is Gu Chen.
His identity is embarrassed, can't come to help me out, with his personality, should also be impatient.
I turned my head and looked at him. Sure enough, I saw the coldness in his eyes. Zeng Wei and some of them also grabbed their fists.
I rushed to Gu Chen indifferent smile, want to tell him I'm ok, I can stand, don't worry.
Just did not expect that this support is uninvited in the person, the complete collapse.
Because I saw Zhang Lan, Zou Jing and Shen Bai.
Shen wore a white suit with white sleeves.
His face is dignified, look sad, in everyone's eyes, step by step to his mother's coffin.
But I stood in his way, thinking of what he had done to me that night. I didn't want to see him for a second.
"Who asked you to come and dress like this? Don't you know that my mother never recognized you as her son-in-law? You're not welcome here, and my mother doesn't want to see you. Go away! "
Shen Bai raised his eyes and looked at me with red eyes.
"Tongtong, one day my husband and wife will be in love for a hundred days, and I will call my mother for a lifetime as my son-in-law. How can I not come to see her off. I know you are in a bad mood, but you can't stop me from worshiping because of this. "The affectionate appearance and the sincere monologue made the relatives who watched all this begin to say that as expected, I didn't want to marry my husband, and even didn't allow me to worship my ex husband.
It's really vicious for a woman to turn her face and not recognize others.
Ha ha A group of villains, as if they know me.
"No, my mother doesn't want to see you, and I don't want to see you any more. I made it very clear on the day of divorce. I don't want to communicate with you. Please don't disturb my mother's peace."
I was cold and didn't give Shen Bai a good face. After that night, I didn't even bother to do the surface Kung Fu.
"I said Tong Tong, why are you so stubborn? My mother-in-law has gone. Now you are alone. Apart from us, Shen Bai can still rely on you. Who can you rely on? Shen Bai doesn't care about your empathy. He still wants to live with you. Why are you so ignorant? "
Zhang Lan's loud voice sounded like thunder.
Originally still whispering crowd, now directly issued tut tut voice, began to blame my shameless, heartless, put such a good husband do not, high eyed and low handed to steal.
Now even if it's a divorce, people still send their mother-in-law with the courtesy of their son-in-law. Where can I find such a loving and righteous man?
It's totally different from the saying that my mother raised me so much in vain and didn't even have a cent of dowry when she pointed to my back.
But most of them are gossiping. The real initiator is Zhang Lan, who won't let me go even when my mother is gone!
I stare at Zhang Lan like fire in my eyes, and my uncontrollable anger makes me clench my fist.