Chapter 301

When I came out of the operating room, I covered my face with a white sheet.

The sheet is very thin, it's easy to be penetrated by tears, faint a little tears.

"What's the matter?" Gu Chen's angry voice rang with fear, and he grabbed my wrist.

My hands are cold, and my body is cold, but he is colder than me, and his whole body is shaking gently.

I didn't want to talk, and I didn't move. I felt as if I was dying, numb and cold.

Gu Chen lifted the sheet and was relieved to see that I was still open-minded.

"Tong Tong..." He called my name in agony.

I didn't draw back my hand, so I looked at him and even laughed at him, but when I pulled the corner of my mouth, I couldn't help crying.

"Gu Chen, the child is gone. We're finished After that, we'll be clear. " With that, I took a deep breath, don't look over my head, don't want to see him again.

The bed was pushed forward by the nurse. Gu Chen finally let go of my hand. He stood in the same place, bowed his head, and raised his lips bleakly. We Just passing by.

During my stay in hospital, Gu Chen invited no less than three nannies to take care of me, without exception, and was driven away by me.

The little nurse in charge of looking after me couldn't bear to say that I was stupid several times. I didn't respond to her. In fact, I haven't spoken since that day.

The little nurse is a bean curd heart with a knife mouth. When she comes to work every day, she brings me some nutritious soup from home. Several times, she meets Gu Chen at the door of the ward. When she tells me secretly, I pretend not to hear it.

I don't know what Gu Chen said to sun Shilan. In a word, during my hospitalization, sun Shilan never came.

When I left the hospital, it was two weeks later in the afternoon. The doctor said I didn't need to be hospitalized. I was in good health. When I had my first abortion, I left immediately after the operation and went to the vegetable market to buy a dish.

But this time, I don't know where to go. The key is at home, and I don't want to call Xiaoyu I know. She's got an unstable tire. She can't run around.

What's more, how can I explain what happened to her? Even if I say it, it's just to add trouble.

That's why I stayed in the hospital for two weeks.

Change your clothes, turn on the mobile phone that has been turned off for two weeks, and many messages, including SMS and phone, pop up.

I don't look at it. I click to delete it. I find a contact and send a short message. Then I put away my mobile phone and look up at the dazzling sun.

It's the time when the sun is at its maximum. I don't know if this is the last sunny day in November. Squinting at the sun, I want to wash my whole body in this way, so I will have the courage to move on.

After walking for a while, I stopped at the door of a restaurant. The sun was burning me mercilessly. Sweat oozed from my forehead. My eyes were looking at the glass door for a moment. My pale face was reflected on the door, and Gu Chen, who was not far behind me and had been with me for a long time with an umbrella.

Maybe I knew that I found him, so I came over, stood in front of me, opened my umbrella and put it on my head to cover the scorching sun.

"The sun is big. Take it." His voice was so light that he seemed afraid of scaring me.

I didn't speak. I looked at him smilingly, then turned and went into the restaurant.

Gu Chen didn't follow in, so he stood and kept this posture until I finished eating.

I haven't seen him for two weeks. He is much thinner than before. His clothes look empty and he can't see the muscular appearance at the beginning.

I couldn't get up at the front desk and put a few mouthfuls on the table.

"Miss, don't pay the bill. The handsome guy at the door has already bought it." The girl at the front desk shook her head with a smile and didn't pick up my card.

I'm very lucky. Although I only brought my mobile phone when I went out that day, I always had the habit of inserting a bank card behind the mobile phone case.

Although I don't know how Gu Chen, who has been standing at the door, showed his magic power and bought the order, I'm not curious.

Push the door out, stand on the steps, just can and Gu Chen head up.

"Do you have anything else to do?" Maybe it's because I haven't spoken for a long time. My voice is hoarse, like frosted paper, ugly and dumb.

"Where are you going? I Here you are. " Gu Chen spoke carefully.

I was silent for a moment. In fact, I wanted to smile, but I couldn't laugh.

"There's no point in that. What's more, I don't want to see you at all. Let's go. Not only today, I don't want to see you in the future. I'm talking about this life. "

When I finished speaking, Gu Chen suddenly took a step forward and held me tightly in his arms. His umbrella fell to the ground. The sun was still dazzling, but it didn't shine on me.

He seemed to be afraid that I would disappear, and his hand around my waist was very tight."I'm sorry I'm sorry... " He cried, but there was no cry in his voice. Quietly, tears were dripping on my neck, then winding from my neck to my back, finally seeping into my clothes and disappeared.

"I regret it, Tong Tong. I don't want to lose you. I regret taking you to the hospital. I'm confused. I'm drunk and my brain is sick I really regret... " He apologized over and over again and wept like a child.

"I regret it, too." I gently pushed him away in a calm voice.

"I regret what I said in revenge at the door of the restaurant that night because I was angry. I regret that I didn't beat you hard that day, but I really went to the hospital However, what should and shouldn't have happened has happened, we all regret it, but nothing can be retrieved. "

Gu Chen was confused. He grasped my shoulders. His strength was so strong that his fingers seemed to be embedded in my bones.

"What did you say? That night Was it all angry that night? " Gu Chen can't believe it.

"Yes, it's all angry words." I look like ashes, "don't you remember why I quarreled with you? Because you want to push me to your brother! Even if you have explained, I still have a knot in my heart. What's wrong with you? You don't care about my feelings at all... "

Gu Chen moved his lips and couldn't speak. His face was ugly.

Holding my hands on my shoulders slowly released, I stepped down the stairs and walked in the direction of the road, just opposite to him.

"Gu Chen, don't follow me. Let me be alone, OK?" I didn't look back. He put down the step he was about to raise and stood in the same place decadent.

The umbrella was lying on the ground, lonely and cool.