For a moment, all the memories move forward along this moment.
On the night of his birthday, he whispered behind her back, "warm frost, make another wish."
Flying to Yihe to find him that time, two people in the hotel, after listening to her tell everything, he solemnly and meaninglessly said: "I forgive you."
Seeing her wound made by Che Xingde, sang Yan's appearance was heavy and powerless: "can you consider my feelings?"
Go on.
On the day they were together, sang Yan suddenly appeared in the noodle shop. In the grand rain, he looked at her with low eyes, full of juvenile feeling: "so many years, I still only like you."
After Xiang Lang returned home, several people had a big adventure after dinner. He got a sincere word of "the city he went to recently by plane", and said "Yi He" without much ado.
A little more.
Because of all kinds of accidents, sang Yan became her new roommate inexplicably. As a result, they had a dispute. He stared at her, tone no temperature: "but did not expect that I am in your heart is such a long love."
Until.
After the reunion, the first time in the "overtime" meeting that day. With a light look on his face, he threw a coat on her, but introduced himself like a stranger: "I'm the owner of this bar. My last name is sang."
……
Meanwhile, sang Yan carried a bowl into the room. When he noticed the newspapers and sundries on the ground, as well as the photos on Wen Yifan's hand, he looked a little stunned, but he didn't feel any secret. He just said, "Why are you sitting on the ground again?"
Wen Yifan looked up at him.
Sang Yan went to her and reached for her: "get up quickly."
Wen Yifan didn't move, his voice was too light to be heard: "have you come to Yihe all the time?"
"Well." Sang Yan admitted, "I didn't tell you that."
"What?"
Sang Yan did not continue to say, from one side took a cushion to her: "cushion." Then, he handed the brown sugar water in his hand and took away the photo in her hand: "drink it first, and it will be cold later."
Wen Yifan took it obediently, holding the bowl in both hands, lowered his eyes, and his eyes became red. A strong sense of guilt and bewilderment pressed her a little bit, so that she didn't even have the courage to look at sang Yan's expression.
She wanted to say, why don't you tell me when you're all here.
But she remembered what she had said.
Wen Yifan hung his head and said slowly, "why do you come to me..."
She said that.
So many excesses.
Sang Yan pulled up the corner of his lips and said, "I told you, didn't I?"
Then he added, "think for yourself."
Wen Yifan stares at the brown sugar water in the bowl, and the words sang Yan said to her at the bus station on the day Wen Liangzhe died gradually appear in his head.
"I'm not a good talker, but anyway, I'll always be with you."
I will always be with you.
Whether you know it or not.
Even if it has been said, I will not pester you.
And I will keep my promise.
Where you can't see.
The strength of Wen Yifan's hand gradually increased, and he drank a mouthful of brown sugar water slowly. With the action of swallowing, tears also fall out and fall into the bowl. She pressed her lips hard and took another sip.
Seeing her appearance, sang Yan turned his head and half joked: "no, it's so bad?"
“……”
"Wen Shuangjiang, don't cry, do you hear me? What's there to cry about? " Sang Yan didn't avoid this topic any more. He reached out to help her wipe her tears. "I didn't cry when I met anything big before I was with her. How many times have I cried now. What did you do to me? "
Wen Yifan did not say a word, while crying and drinking brown sugar water.
Staring at her like this, sang Yan felt distressed and wanted to laugh: "Why are you so wronged? If we don't want to drink it, we won't drink it. Can we cry and drink it? "
Wen Yifan stopped and choked: "I It seems that I saw you at the graduation ceremony, but I don't think you will come I thought it was a mistake... "
"That's not very good," Sang Yan said lightly. "If you want to recognize it, I have no face."
Wen Yifan's tears drop by drop into the bowl, splashing a small amount of water I should have run through it. "
Even if there's only the slightest possibility. We shouldn't just ignore it.
She was laughing and taking photos with her classmates. When she was chatting, she stood on the other side of the crowd and left alone. What kind of mood would sang Yan hold.
Come here, meet her and leave.
Wen Yifan's chest is like a stone heavy pressure: "Why have I done so many bad things to you?"
"What are you doing? Don't we make it up? It's a long time ago Sang Yan took the bowl in her hand back and put it on the ground at will, "or have you ever done anything to apologize to me?"“……”
Wen Yifan sniffed and thought about it seriously, but he couldn't think of the rest. She looked up at him, suddenly remembered a thing, and confessed to him: "I took advantage of you."
Sang Yan picked an eyebrow: "it doesn't happen every day?"
“……” Wen Yifan used to have a lot of negative emotions, but now he makes him want to laugh. She stares at him, can't help but get close to embrace him, "just before we're not together."
Sang Yan put his hand around her waist: "hmm?"
"I pretend to be sleepwalking." Wen Yifan said sincerely, "I'll give you a hug."
“……”
"When?" Sang Yan looked stunned, as if he couldn't believe it. After a few seconds, he said with a smile, "no, have you ever done such a thing?"
Wen Yifan did not feel guilty, with a nasal voice: "it is as if I use my rights in advance."
"Didn't you always show integrity at that time?" Sang Yan simply let her sit on her lap and said slowly, "it turns out that behind my back, I have this kind of thought."
“……” Wen Yifan stared at him, very calm, "right."
Sang Yan laughed and looked at her in a good mood. He bowed his head and kissed her. He looked at the scattered newspaper, reminded: "to clean up, but also all turned out, make a mess."
Wen Yifan nodded, but he didn't mean to move.
They were in this posture and stayed quiet for a while.
Wen Yifan suddenly called him: "ah Yan."
Sang Yan: "hmm?"
"I want to live six years longer than you."
Sang Yanmei's heart moved: "why?"
Wen Yifan eyes are still red, solemnly said: "this can, love you for six years."
We're even.
“……”
Sang Yan suddenly understood, bowed his head and laughed: "forget it, I want to live a few more years." With that, he pressed her body in his own direction, and looked up at her: "save it for the next life."
Next life.
You like me for six years.
Then.
I'll make you, too, like I am now.
The wish is fulfilled.
The next day is Sunday.
Sang Yan doesn't have to go to work, and Wen Yifan also happens to take a rest on that day.
They woke up early in the morning and the moving company came up on time. Clean up the house, and finally check the missing things, Wen Yifan left the key on the shoe cabinet.
They left the shared house where they lived for two years.
Noticing her look, sang Yan asked, "how?"
Wen Yifan honest said: "a little reluctant."
"What do you want to live with me?" Sang Yan rubbed her head hard and said lazily, "if you want to like it, our house will be decorated like this."
Wen Yifan's melancholy also dissipated. He bent his lips and said, "don't we have been sleeping separately now?"
“……” Sang Yan put away his emotion on his face, moved his hand down and pinched her face. "I shouldn't have coaxed you."
Sang Yan drove into the underground parking lot of Zhongnan century city.
They arrived earlier than the moving company.
After getting out of the car, Wen Yifan didn't know the direction and was led by sang Yan. After they got into the elevator, they went up to the ninth floor. There are only two households on the first floor of the building. He went to the door of B and entered his fingerprint to open the door.
Sang Yan didn't rush in either. He stopped at the same place, grabbed her hand and slowly recorded her fingerprints. Then he casually said, "no one else can come in except us."
Wen Yifan nodded absently and looked inside.
The size of the house is a little larger than their previous shared house. After entering the door, there is a small garden. Further inside is the kitchen, opposite is the dining room, and further inside is the living room.
The decoration style is modern and the color is warm, which makes it warm.
Before she finished, sang Yan interrupted her attention and led her to go inside: "the password of the door will be sent to you later on wechat. Just live the same as before, just move to another place, nothing else
Wen Yifan answered and continued to observe the environment inside.
We have all the furniture we should have, but it's still empty as a whole. The tabletop and cabinet are empty. It also had a damp and musty smell that no one lived in for a long time, but it seemed that someone had come to clean it and looked very neat.
They went to the sofa and sat down.
Wen Yifan asked casually, "which room do I sleep in?"
Sang Yan leaned back in his chair and said slowly, "which room do you want to sleep in?"
Wen Yifan looks at him.
"It's OK to sleep in the toilet or the kitchen. Anyway, I'm not very selective. No matter which position, "sang yanpiantou, the implication in the words is very sufficient," I can accompany. "
“……”
Wen Yifan feels that he is still a person with a little bottom line: "isn't that even if we live together before marriage?"
"What's the matter?" Sang Yan looked arrogant, learning what she said last night, "sooner or later, why can't I use my rights in advance?"“……”
Just at this time, the moving company also came.
Sang Yan goes to open the door to let them in. Wen Yifan also gets up and plans to go to the master bedroom to have a look. She felt that she really didn't have to worry about it, and that there was no silver here.
The master bedroom is the most in.
Wen Yifan opens the door and goes in.
Decoration style partial girl wind, light pink wall, white bed, next to a small dressing table. A desk for her to work was placed by the window, and next to it was a bookcase.
The floor was covered with a light carpet.
This is sonyan's house.
The master bedroom, however, is decorated in a girl's style.
Soon, sang Yan followed her in.
Wen Yifan turned his head: "when did you finish the decoration of your house?"
"The year before last." Sang yanman said, "but this room has been redecorated."
Wen Yifan looked at the room again: "how did it make powder?"
"For you," said sonyan, "in case you don't sleep with me?"
"So you want to sleep in this room with me?" Wen Yifan's lips bent up and said with a smile, "then you will become a very girlish man."
“……”
Outside came the sound of workers carrying luggage.
Sang Yan went out to communicate with them again.
Wen Yifan stayed in the room for a while and went to the window to open the window to ventilate the room. After a while, she was trying to have a look at the living room when the mobile phone in her pocket rang.
She takes out her cell phone and looks down to light up the screen.
Sang Yan: [code 150102]
Wen Yifan looked at it for a moment and asked clearly: "what's the meaning of numbers? 】
after a few seconds.
Sang Yan: [? 】
sang Yan: [your date's birthday. 】
Wen Yifan: [is it gone? 】
they communicate with each other on wechat in the living room and in the room.
Sang Yan directly sent a voice: "I really want to."
In the room, Wen Yifan can hear his unpleasant tone outside.
Wen Yifan bent his eyes and immediately followed his hair: [Oh, it's the day we were together. 】
Yes, she felt it again.
The day luck came to her.
The sentence of first instance in Che Xingde case came down in September, and he was sentenced to death for intentional homicide, rape and several combined crimes. Che Yanqin was sentenced to three years' imprisonment for helping Che Xingde destroy the evidence.
The follow-up report of the case that Wen Yifan was responsible for also ended completely here.
And these two people, also from this time on.
Completely disappeared from her life.
September 22nd of this year is the centennial anniversary of No.1 Middle School in Nanwu.
Two weeks in advance, Wen Yifan learned about it from Zhong Siqiao. But she was not interested in it, and she didn't know if she could spare time for it that day, so she gave an ambiguous answer.
But Zhong Siqiao insisted that she should join in.
She was even asked to take sonyan with her.
Wen Yifan had to apply for a compensatory leave with the director in advance, and then mentioned the matter with Sang Yan. He asked what it was about, but he didn't say much, so he agreed.
School day.
In the afternoon, they set out for No. 1 middle school in Nanwu, where they met Zhong Siqiao and other high school students at the door. Many people don't remember Wen Yifan very much. They just feel familiar, but they can't name him.
Seeing them together, many people's first reaction is that they have been in love since high school.
Wen Yifan did not retort.
Nanwu No.1 middle school held a large-scale celebration, and there were a lot of people on campus at this time. Along the way, there are all kinds of exhibitions, introducing the history of running the school and all kinds of famous people.
I went around.
Wen Yifan and sang Yan unknowingly separated from others.
In summer, the temperature is high and the sun is strong, like a huge steamer. In addition, the flow of people is dense. It's like magnifying the heat of dryness. After staying for a long time, I can't stand it.
May be aware of her state, sang Yan glanced at the teaching building not far away: "go back to the classroom to have a look."
Wen Yifan nodded.
They entered the teaching building and went up the stairs.
I haven't been back for a long time, but it doesn't seem to have much change with the past, just some places have been renovated. Wen Yifan didn't talk to Sang Yan. He just looked around, as if he was coincident with the memories one by one.
People gradually less down, looking empty, like the campus after school.
Wen Yifan and sang Yan did not take the initiative to mention it, but they all tacitly stopped at the fourth floor. Go ahead, cross the corridor in front of you, turn left and go to the inner area.
She saw the familiar school water dispenser.
This is the place where Wen Yifan first saw sang Yan.Wen Yifan suddenly felt that this kind of feeling is quite magical, turned his head and looked at him: "senior."
Sang Yan side head, eyebrows slightly Yang.
Wen Yifan said with a smile: "do you know how to get to class 17 of senior high school?"
"You know, Xuemei." Sang Yan is to cooperate, drag cavity, intonation beat, "go forward, turn right."
This time it was different from when they went to the classroom one by one.
Wen Yifan continued to lead him, walking side by side. She followed the memory, turned right and went to the innermost classroom. It's amazing that after such a long time, the class number is still 17.
The door of the classroom was open, the tables were neatly arranged, and there was nothing on the table.
It's like an old classroom that has just been emptied.
Wen Yifan went in and sat down at the back table where they were sitting. Sang Yan also sat behind her. Time at this moment seems to go back to the summer eleven years ago.
Just sitting on the seat, Wen Yifan noticed something with the remaining light, and his eyes dropped immediately.
I saw roses all over the drawer.
Her eyes stopped.
A guess gradually came to mind.
Wen Yifan held his breath and reached for a rose.
At this time, Wen Yifan felt sang Yan's leg hook forward, put it under her chair and hit it lightly. It's bad and it's crazy, like any time in the past.
She looked back.
Seeing sang Yan leaning against the back of the chair, his eyebrows and eyes were full of spirit, just as they were then. His chin slightly raised, gently pulled the corner of his lip, revealing the shallow pear vortex on his right lip, and suddenly said: "Wen Shuang Jiang, I'll give you a promise."
Wen Yifan said, "ah?"
"After you are with me," Sang Yan's eyes are dark, and his Adam's apple rolls down, "all your wishes will come true."
“……”
Wen Yifan's line of sight glides, this just notices the ring box on the table. She was staring at the silver ring inside, and felt that although it was something they had mentioned before, she was still surprised and shocked when she came.
She held a rose in her hand and raised her other hand as if to touch the ring.
The next moment, sang Yan grabbed her hand and fixed it.
"Wen Shuangjiang, will you marry me?"
Wen Yifan on his eyes, eyes inexplicably began to pan acid. She stared at him with a rare nervous appearance, and gradually coincided with the former youth, and couldn't help laughing.
"Well, I just want to marry you."
Sang Yan also laughed with her, slowly put the ring on her ring finger and pushed it up.
It's like trying to lock her up for life.
"All your wishes will come true when you are with me."
Yeah.
You have realized another wish of mine.
Outside the sun glared, sparingly came in. The classroom is quiet and empty. The cicada is shouting, bringing a strong summer atmosphere and a taste of youth.
In front of the man from beginning to end, as if no change.
Wen Yifan thought of a scene a long time ago.
I forgot which afternoon it was.
The day was as clear as it is today, and the air was hot and dry. Wen Yifan sat in his seat, reading Janet Winterson's "oranges are not the only fruit", and when he saw a sentence in it, he felt a move.
I just feel that she also hopes to meet such a person.
Wen Yifan took out the extract book from the drawer, opened his pen cap, and conscientiously wrote: "I long for someone to love me until death, and understand that love is as powerful as death -"
before finishing the writing, Wen Yifan's body was suddenly hit from the side. She was unprepared. The tip of her pen redraws on the notebook, pulls it again, and rubs against other people's arms.
Wen Yifan's apology hasn't come out yet. He subconsciously raises his eyes.
At that moment.
She ran into sonyan's eyes.
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