Chapter 106 - My Yuehai (1)

"However, a family should stick together throughout all times, highs and lows, protecting each other and trying our hardest so that we all are happy in life, do you understand a little more about what I am trying to say Est?"

As she was digesting the information Yun Long decided to stroke her hair and wait patiently.

Est pondered a little as her eyes shone "Master is upset about how I treated big sister even though I was doing the right thing as your sword, but not as your wife or as a little sister, but what master said was that Est doesn't understand properly?" she asked confused.

Yun Long smiled a little, at least she started to grasp what he was trying to get at "Yuehai, tell Est why you were crying just now" he asked her as he pat her head to get her back to reality, since the steamy kiss earlier was making her head steam.

Yuehai just looked at Yun Long's immature face with a questioning face 'How can he ask this queen to be so direct'

Listening to her thoughts he said to her via a mental message

'Listen Yuehai, Est acted like that because from her understanding the position I have in her heart has increased, she hasn't grasped people relations and familial relations, added to your insecurities and self-hatred her actions severely impacted you, so I need you to be honest, even if it is for just today'

Yuehai was a little embarrassed since it seemed she could hide nothing from her 'master' today.

She then looked at Est who had her usual look going on before she said "Est… do you hate Big Sister Yuehai?"

Est then shook her head "No, big sister is my favourite person after master"

Yuehai then asked "Est, do you view me as your family?"

Est replied "Family… we are created for master... I do not understand the purpose of family"

Yuehai responded lightly "From my understanding from master, family consists of people who support and love you no matter what, people who you confide and trust in, do you understand that our purpose was never to serve master?" seeing her baby sisters confused face she just smiled a little.

"His wish was to accompany us, the only reason you misunderstood was because he asked towards the end of his wish for us to be his sword and shield, his true wish was for two people he could confide in, and be his family"

"Although I do admit I have been a little disrespectful, master himself said that he felt nothing of it, and I felt it was actually such methods where we actually bonded, as most of the time master is out of the Infinite Origin Void Realm, which is why when I learnt a little about the outside world from master, I considered you as my baby sister, the most important person in my life…" Yuehai started to tear up once more as she spoke.

"So when you treated me so indifferently, no longer viewing me as your sister, similar to a commoner who was sentenced by a monarch, it really upset me, After all, master has noticed I have a lot of self-doubt and hatred at my existence, but the comfort brought from having a beautiful baby sister who accompanied me all the time and a gentle master really made me lose those feelings, yet when I saw that look in your eyes, I felt my world crashing down, to the point where I even doubted why I existed any more…"

Yuehai spoke as tears dripped down her face, which Yun Long wiped before he looked at Est trying to explain to her so she could understand better.

"Est, do you see now why she was so upset, although I will not blame your for being insensitive, what I want for you to do is just learn from today, and learn from watching me what your true feeling on a family is."

"Because Est, in my heart my wives and future wives are all more important to me than my own life, so even if you don't understand from today what happened here, just remember that I wish for you to never act like that with those I hold more important than my own life…" he said whilst staring deep into her beautiful confused blue eyes.

Est was really upset today, she had just gone through a pledge with her master that brought her the ultimate happiness, she was truly one with her master, yet when she acted as his wife within a few minutes after, her master seemed extremely upset… and the worst sight for Est was the disappointment, and self-hate her master's eyes had.

From what she could understand, master actually regretted how he wished for the two's lives, since master probably hated how he had forced their fate onto them, and what she understood from her talking was that she needed to learn what master truly wanted in life.

Her Big Sister Yuehai made more sense of his wishes, and his feelings, so Est just nodded before saying "Mas… Big Brother Long, Est does not understand everything, but I will not act like a servant from today! Although I do not understand since that is our purpose, since Big Brother Long wanted me to be his family, I will learn my mistakes from big sister…" her passion caught the two-off guard.

"I will make sure I can be a true part of this family that you wish for…and I will treat all my future sisters in the future just like how I would treat Big Sister Yuehai before, and how I would treat Big Brother Long, but you will always be the most important to me" she said as her eyes shone a little.

Yun Long just hugged her and Yuehai onto his ċhėst "Hehe, well now that this fiasco is over, just know I am not angry at you Est, I just wish for you to change your mindset, which will take time"

Then a rascal smile surfaced on his face as he kissed Est's forehead "Hehe, thanks to you this Young Master got to steal a kiss from this little tsundere queen over here" laughing as he finished.

This time Est didn't stop when Yuehai beat the snot out of him.