Chapter 2195

Sarah wants to be a person, but the more she thinks so, the more she understands that she may never be a "person".

Some things may have been doomed from the beginning.

Even if her soul is finally completely completed in the future, she will become no different from ordinary people. Then as time went on, so that everyone who knew her identity died - yes, she did have this ability, but she couldn't deceive herself and the world after all.

Her existence is just like the natural rules in the world. No matter how it changes, what actually changes is everyone's cognition. In addition to all subjective factors, the rule itself is naturally eternal.

Therefore, Sarah hornheim is the biggest failure and miracle in the history of alchemy. She is conceived by rules and may be the only life.

Yes, even when she was just "born", as a defective product, she was actually a living life. However, although she is a life, she is never a "person".

This sense of estrangement based on rules may be the real reason why Sarah has been difficult to integrate herself into the crowd.

"... miss Lovegood, you know, I never know much about people's feelings. So if I'm wrong, I hope you don't mind... I think you seem to be hesitating?"

Sarah bowed her head, pounded the doll parts in her hand, and spoke casually. But even if her voice was very quiet and the movement outside was particularly noisy, Luna could still hear it clearly in the attic.

After all, they are almost sitting side by side now.

"Yes."

Hearing Sarah's words in her ears, Luna paused, but did not deny her speculation. In a tone that she didn't know whether it was positive or negative, she answered a little, and then said leisurely:

"In fact, I didn't hesitate before, and I don't like hesitation - a person's life is actually very short. If I hesitate about anything and delay it so many times, my life will pass!"

Luna probably recalled her mother and suddenly felt a little sorry for each other. In order not to let her life fall any regrets, for herself and her father, she always hopes she can live a happier life.

But after a slight pause, she seemed to think of something else and suddenly pursed her mouth.

"But... Then I met Hermione," she said, "Hermione is a very smart person. If she takes it seriously, she may be smarter than Marca! However, she always hesitates, thinks before and after, and sometimes even denies herself... I didn't understand before, but now I know that sometimes hesitation is not a very bad thing."

At this point, she turned her head, put her hand on Sarah's shoulder, smiled softly and said:

"You should know that Hermione likes Maka."

"Yes!" Sarah nodded. "Everyone who had been at Hogwarts at that time probably didn't know about it."

"Well," Luna smiled again and blinked, "so I hesitated... Well, maybe... Because I didn't know what I was thinking at that time. I didn't understand until later, and then I became hesitant."

It seems to recall the days when she was at Hogwarts. Although the smile on Luna's face is always so faint, it has never faded.

She continued to mutter:

"Later, we made Maka embarrassed... Well, human feelings are too complex. I don't understand. Maybe Maka doesn't understand very well. Everyone is confused."

"I should say that," Sarah said casually, but Luna nodded seriously.

"Yes! That's true." she looked at Sarah again, a little curious, but she just looked at it and went on, "But I don't understand... Maybe that's why I learned the synaesthesia rule Rune! I just want to see what others think. Maybe it can be used as a reference - Oh, it seems that we shouldn't say this now. We just... Yes, 'hesitation', we're talking about hesitation."

It seems that she found that the conversation deviated from the theme, and Luna abruptly pulled the topic back. However, her speaking style is always like this. It's not like her if she doesn't jump off. It seems very natural to her for the first time.

"Sarah, you just said I was hesitating... You're right! I always felt that I shouldn't bother Marca when he was doing things - I probably couldn't help him, so at least I couldn't drag him down? When he tried to dive forward, someone had to stay behind and guard a quiet place for him. When he was tired, he could have a rest You can lie down and rest at any time

But now, looking at Hermione chasing Marca's back in front, I don't want to stop even if I can't see it. I think... Maybe my idea may not be right all the time.

Sarah, so... What do you think will happen in the future if it goes on like this? "

Luna's last words seemed melancholy in Sarah's ears - this emotion is absolutely rare in Luna, which even Sarah knows.

But Sarah also knows that Luna didn't want her to give an answer when she asked this sentence. She just asked herself more.

So Sarah didn't say anything. She just turned around and gently stroked Luna's long blonde hair.

This picture actually looks strange. Judging from the appearance injury, Sarah is actually younger than Luna. But her action was very natural, just like a mother comforting her daughter, without any sudden feeling.

Luna seems to accept Sarah's action, and there is no rejection.

After a moment of silence, Sarah turned to look at the irrelevant trap door on the top and looked at the cloudy sky outside.

The wind blew, and the roaring on the roof made Sarah subconsciously raise her eyebrows.

At this time, Luna probably felt some changes outside and looked up with some hesitation:

"Is it going to rain...?"

Sarah nodded and frowned.

"Well, it looks like this."