Xie Chengyu roared out these words, and Gu QingHan turned his head and smiled.
Laughing, his voice was full of sadness and doubt.
"Now I feel that I have found the moon, and I have no face to appear in front of her. I'm afraid to see her eyes that hate alienation. At first, I thought that I hated the moon, and I said cruel words, so that I could force her to leave me."
"But now, I can't breathe at the thought that she might hate me and say some cruel words to me. Why would I do such a stupid thing? Why would I lose her?"
"Xie Chengyu, what if I'm Gu QingHan? Gu QingHan will also fail, Gu QingHan will also make mistakes, and Gu QingHan will one day become the stupidest fool in the world!"
"I feel very useless now. My most cherished things are not well protected. Where else can I be confident? You say, what qualifications do I have to appear in front of the bright moon, and I can't even determine her safety?"
"I foolishly and arrogantly put her in danger. This time, I was lucky that she didn't have an accident, but it doesn't mean that I don't have to punish my mistakes!"
With these words, Gu QingHan took out another bottle of wine, opened the bottle cap, and drank it with his head up.
Today's failure again completely broke Gu QingHan's self-confidence.
He still has to find it, but he feels that God is letting him and Mingyue miss it. Maybe Mingyue will appear at home on time in a month, but he doesn't find the knife himself. His fate with Mingyue seems to have been broken by him.
Xie Chengyu has never seen Gu QingHan look so unsure in his life. Even when Gu QingHan's mother died, he also regretted and hurt, but Gu QingHan is still Gu QingHan and will not defeat himself or even believe in himself.
But now Gu QingHan seems to dare not believe himself. Gu QingHan was so decisive in the past, but now Gu QingHan is a little hesitant.
With a bang, Xie Chengyu suddenly punched Gu QingHan in the face, and Gu QingHan fell down like this.
Xie Chengyu couldn't help yelling at the man who was lying on the ground.
"You fight back, I beat you, you don't fight back, Gu QingHan, when did you become a coward? I beat you for no reason, can't you even resist!"
Gu QingHan just lay on the beach and looked at the moon in the sky. His face was gray and motionless. Xie Chengyu was so angry that he kicked Gu QingHan again!
"Wake up. What are you doing now? Chu Mingyue is not dead. Are you going to mourn for her?"
"Yes, you didn't find her today, but she's still alive. When she comes back, are you going to feel sorry for yourself like a living dead man?"
"Do you know Chu Mingyue loves you very much? You pushed her away, but she didn't push you away. As long as you come back to her, do you think she will refuse you? Why do you think so!"
Xie Chengyu said this, and Gu QingHan suddenly asked a sentence slowly.
"Will she really love me?"
Xie Chengyu laughed angrily with such an unsure tone.
He directly pulled Gu QingHan up from the ground and looked at Gu QingHan's shaky body. He laughed sarcastically.