Do you want more now than at the beginning?
Chi Huan's brain vibrated slightly.
Yes, it's probably true. Mingming was just a bodyguard at the beginning, and she thought it didn't matter, but now it's more and more dissatisfied. She doesn't even know whether she lost too much or what she wanted.
Chi Huan looks at his beautiful face, half bright and half dark in the still light of the desk lamp, and looks at her deeply and calmly.
Her heart strings moved, her fingers suddenly curled up, and then she clenched them tightly. She looked at his dark eyes, slightly strained her voice, and said, "I Maybe I'm in love with you. "
When she said this, she felt as if she had unloaded her armor for many years, leaving only the most primitive weakness to wait for his judgment.
Silence is very short, but Chi Huan feels like a century.
And the silence for a few seconds made her heart sink endlessly.
She lowered her head.
The next second, the man raised her chin and asked, "why?"
When lifting her eyes again, she had unprovoked tears in her eyes and repeated his words blankly, "why?"
Why is there such a question?
His voice became lower and gentler, "because did I appear when you were bullied today, Chi Huan? It's just an illusion, not love."
Tears welled up in her eyes.
She didn't even know where she came from. "I just fell in love with you." If he doesn't accept it, he doesn't accept it. Why should he say that her love is just an illusion.
Mo Shiqian lowered his head and put it on her forehead. He said, "it's just a kind of instinctive vanity and moving, which makes you fall in love with me. You don't love me, just the feeling at that moment, eh?"
Chi huanhong's eyes, holding back his tears, repeated again, "I love you."
"Chi Huan."
"You don't want to marry me, why don't you want my love?"
The man wipes her tears with his fingers, slowly, carefully and gently. The only sad thing is that he is too calm, and even his tone of voice is, "I can give you what I can, I can give you. I may not be able to give you, and I don't want to cheat you. Chi Huan, I told you that love has no value except negative things."
Chi Huan doesn't want to cry any more, but when he closes his eyes, the tears will drop even more.
"Like now?"
She can't control her emotions. She is famous for her tears on the set. She can't help crying for the first time in front of him.
It is, indeed, a rather negative existence.
Mo Shiqian frowns, looks at her tears, lowers his head and kisses her, then sighs in a low voice, "honey, don't cry, we don't talk about marriage for the moment, OK?"
"No," it's been pierced, and she can't think it's not noticed, let alone not happened. "You're right, love will bring a lot of negative things, so I'm very sad now, so I don't like Jiyu when I see it, so I know you are jealous and angry after a month's lunch, so Bai Lao told me that you can help me, but Watching me being pointed out by thousands of people, I think you are cold and heartless and hate to death. If I don't love you, I may think you are very good, and I don't always want to be angry. "
He said love was negative, and she couldn't refute it.
She could have been beautiful, proud and smart.
But now, weak, irritable, unreasonable, jealous.
Negative? It's all negative.
"But I still love you. I think you hate it and can't bear to leave you."
When Mo looked at her with humble eyes, there was no words in the half tone, only the fine split lines in his eyes showed that he was not without fluctuations.
Chi Huan looks at him, but he doesn't talk.
Finally, when her tears were all gone, and her sobs stopped completely, she bit her lips, lowered her head and said, "I'll go back and take a bath."
Her make-up must have been worn. I don't know how ugly it is now.
She came down from him, and he let go, too, in a slightly hoarse low voice, "well, good."
She was so sad that she lost her soul. The high-heeled shoes at her feet were not well stepped on, so she went straight to the side. Fortunately, she was so humble and quick that she got up quickly and put her arms around her waist.
Chi Huan held his arm and stood up straight. He wanted to step back and turn around. The next second, he was held up by the man. He was still low and dumb. "I'll hold you back." Chi Huan wanted to refuse, but she still didn't talk.
She didn't know what would happen between them, but she didn't instinctively want to fall into a cold war.
Mo Shiqian took her back to the bedroom without saying a word, put her on the bed, leaned over to take off her high heels, and then straightened up and said, "I'll let you water, you take your clothes.""Good."
Chi Huan takes a nightdress out casually with his head stuffy. When he goes in, he just meets the man who comes out of it after putting water.
He raised his hand and touched her head. He murmured in an ordinary voice, "I'll go to the study to deal with something. You can go to bed early after your bath."
Chi Huan looks up at his face, but he doesn't look any different, so she just says a good word.
She approached the bathroom, turned the door on her back, and soon heard the man's voice.
After standing for a while, she took off her clothes, went into the bathtub naked and lay in the warm water. She just didn't want to enjoy it and lost her mind relying on the bathtub.
Thinking of this sentence, she was sad, but at the same time confused.
Really?
He was right. His appearance today really made her feel vanity and moved, but
She didn't think that moment gave her a false impression.
That moment was about Yes.
She didn't want to say it like this. It's not bad to maintain the status quo. Maybe for a longer time, their feelings will be deeper, because they haven't been together for long.
Maybe he said marriage today Gave her an unknown impulse.
After all, marriage itself is a very prudent thing.
Chi Huan is not in the mood to take a bath. After a while, he comes out dry.
She's not in the mood to do anything else. She's not in the mood to chat with leisurely. Pei Yi greets her on wechat when her mobile phone screen lights up. She only looks at her, but doesn't return.
Just lie on the bed and daze until ten o'clock. At this time, even if he didn't sleep, he would go back to the bedroom to take a bath.
Until the sound of the car engine was faintly heard, Chi Huan sat up from the bed in vain.
He's going out?