When she opened her eyes again, the sun was already very bright. She stretched and relaxed. She seemed to be sleeping for a long time, and the whole person was very lazy.
After getting out of bed and washing, she looked at the time. It was already 12 o'clock.
I'm hungry.
Originally, she wanted to go out for lunch together, but now she's probably had it. While pressing the power on button, Chi Huan casually considered whether to go downstairs or take out.
After power on, there is no missed call, only a simple SMS.
Lunch is out of the door.
Those who write are naturally modest.
Pool Huan's lips pull out a little light radian, I don't know whether it's a smile or a mockery.
She went to open the door and saw that there was a heat preservation box in the middle.
If you don't eat it for nothing, what the man sent or asked others to send is always better than what is out there.
As a result, before she stepped out, she saw the plumes of smoke floating to her.
She turned her head and went straight into the dark bottom of the man's eyes.
He looked at her without a word.
The color of blue and white curls up like nothing.
Chi Huan picks up the heat preservation box on the ground and turns to enter the room.
The tall man followed her.
Chi Huan put the heat preservation box on the tea table and sat down on the sofa. She didn't make up, and she also wore loose and casual clothes. Her long hair was tied at will, and she looked free, neither warm nor haggard.
He had snuffed out the cigarette end, and when he came in, he threw the cigarette end into the trash can. The voice was dull in her breath. "Eat first."
She leaned back on the sofa, looked up at him, held her forehead and chuckled, "in the days without you, to be honest, I've had a good life, neither sweet nor so much "I'm not happy," she said, looking at his slightly changed handsome face with a low voice. "Before yesterday, I didn't think that we could really get back together. But before last night, I didn't even think that we could get back together..."
She paused as if she could not find the right adjective, so she licked her lips and smiled.
Although she did not finish speaking, but some of the meaning of expression, silence is better than voice.
After half a minute's silence, she said, "Mo Shiqian, why don't we..."
When she considered this sentence, she was still hesitating in her mind whether she should say that it's better for us to calm down a few times or not.
But she still can't say the words, because the man guessed her later words, his eyes suddenly shrank, then he suddenly leaned down, grabbed her chin, blocked her mouth, and cut off the rest of her words.
It wasn't a long kiss, but after the kiss, the man's lips were still close to her. His breath was burning and his voice was dull. "If you didn't tell you that it made you uncomfortable or unhappy, you can get angry with me, but Chi Huan, after five years, we just made up yesterday. You're going to tell me to part?"
He knew that she was angry, and he even realized his mistake from Xia Tangtang's gentle reminder.
But he didn't expect that she should be understated and ready to break up.
"Maybe it's a mistake to make up with you."
The man's voice can't be suppressed, even with a fierce color, "Chi Huan!"
He was short of breath, a little disordered, his eyes fixed on her.
She didn't dodge, so she looked at him.
There was mockery in those eyes, mockery of him, more mockery of herself, and the latter pricked his nerves more than the former.
His voice was muffled. "Happy."
She didn't speak.
He said, "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry," Chi Huan murmured and repeated the three words, laughing. "You say I'm sorry. Why are you saying I'm sorry?"
Do you really feel sorry because you are wrong, or because she is angry?
The man's voice is a bit deep and hoarse, "I shouldn't have kept it from you"
in fact, he didn't think of "keeping it from you". His temperament is such that when it comes to pass, she will naturally know, so he didn't specifically explain.
She looked him in the eyes and asked with a smile, "do you love me?"
Mo Shiqian's lips moved, trying to pronounce some syllables, but before he could pronounce them, she took her words first, like saying to herself, "although you didn't say it, I default that I love you..."
The curve on her lips became cynical again. "Do you think that you are not really married, little mango is not your daughter, and there are no other women around you these years? I should be moved, rather than blame you for this trivial thing?"
He didn't speak. His eyes were like ink inkstones that had been knocked over.
She didn't open her face. Her eyes went wrong with him and fell on the carpet. "I can accept it, whether you've been married or have children Five years ago, I chose to break up. Now that I broke up, you don't need to be responsible for me and our feelings. You have your freedom, and I don't care about all the consequences of making a choice, but I love you and don't want to leave you because of these. "He stared at her eyes a little bit of the waves.
"I love you, as you said when you just came back, as long as you are not married, you can do anything to me, as long as you get divorced, I still want to be with you When Xia Tangtang told me that you had divorced, I thought, did you come back to me because you couldn't forget me, just because I dumped you that year, so I was not so frank, so I had the cheek to go to you. "
Although she was smiling on her face, the shadow in the smile and the self mockery made Mo's heart tip pull up. It seemed that someone had reached into his chest, held his heart, and pinched it hard, which made him suffocate.
"It's funny to think about women. True love is amorous. If you don't say it, you will acquiesce that you love me to the point where you can't love me, and you especially love self brain supplement and self comfort. If you don't take the initiative, your attitude will be high and cold, and you will be far and near. I will always find excuses for you, like an innate instinct."
"Huanhuan..."
"Mo Shiqian, do you really love me? Do you really want to break the mirror and reunite and never part again? When you just came back, you forced me to beat my boyfriend in name. I didn't connive at you once. I waited on you when you were hurt. I hate you for letting me be a junior. But I still can't bear to hurt you. You can only cut myself with a knife. Can't you feel it, or do you really feel that I'm afraid you dare not turn against you? "
In the end, her eyes are red, but her face is colder, and her voice seems to overflow from her teeth. "I'm so cheap, have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever stood in my perspective and wondered if Chi Huan would feel sad and lonely because he thought I had a child with other women? What great thing or sacrifice did I ask you to do for me? If you make me happy, you will die? "