Shen Yu's feelings for Wenyi are long-term, hazy and slow. Unlike Wenyi's feelings for Mo, they start with amazing heart, surging and stubborn.
Maybe it's because he's known each other for a long time, so familiar with each other that his feelings are so confused that he can't tell which one he belongs to, even hiding under the skin, that he hasn't even noticed.
At that time, when he accidentally learned that Wenyi liked Mo Chen, he didn't even think about the end or intersection of them. Moreover, Wenyi didn't try to get close to him.
He thought that it was just a beautiful dream of her girlhood, which was not true.
Which girl didn't secretly like to have a crush on the Fengyun God who looks like gilt edged when she was a teenager? They are just a symbol, a kind of conversation.
Later, he also knew her determination and persistence, which had almost reached the place where there was no shaking.
There was a time, probably the worst time after her marriage, when he repeatedly pondered and wondered whether all the outcomes would be different if he took action before she stepped into the world of Mohist.
But at last he thought, No.
Wen Yi to Mo Shi Chen, unless her feelings burn out completely, no one else has a chance.
His smile is so weak that people think he should be smiling thinly. "I didn't expect that you could go all the way for a man who didn't even say much. At that time, I thought, even if I like you, I can't love him as much as you do."
Wenyi has calmed down. She takes up the tea cup and lowers her head to drink slowly.
"Later, I went to military school, and you married him as you wish, I thought, we probably didn't have a chance to have a deep meeting again." Shen Yu's voice was very steady, and his speech speed was always not fast, as he gave people the feeling, "until your brother mentioned to me that you had a bad relationship with him, until he was thought dead after the plane crash..."
Shen yudun looked into her eyes and said, "I've come back to see you several times, including when I thought he was dead, I've been back to Paris for a while."
Wenyi was stunned and trance again.
Naturally, she knew all he said, but she didn't really think about it.
When she had the worst relationship with Mohist Chen, Shen Yu went back to Paris, and he also moved with Mohist Chen. At that time, she thought he was just a simple injustice, similar to the injustice that her brother would have done if he was present.
After Mo Shichen's plane crash, he also "happened" to come back to take a vacation. At that time, she just had a miscarriage, and she was hit by extreme depression. Her physical condition was not good, and her mother recovered very slowly.
He often came to take care of her. Sometimes she couldn't say a few words all day, and he accompanied her quietly.
But she always thought That's because he's on holiday, so he's more relaxed.
Her fingers unconsciously rub against the wall of the cup, and she opens her mouth to say something. After thinking about it, she asks, "then why In those five years, you didn't Tell me
"When he died You're desperate, "the man said quietly and deeply," maybe you don't realize it and never dare to think about it later, so you don't know what kind of state you were in at that time. "
Mo Shichen's death hit her, the most intuitive expression is that, let alone the mental and psychological situation, her body seems to be declining. The second abortion certainly hurt her body, but the doctor said that the main thing is her spirit.
"Later, it took you a few months to come out and put yourself into work. It looked like you were slowly recovering, and your heart was closed together."
After the man "died", it was like a nerve in her body was also necrosis.
"When you get back to work, you go to work to distract yourself or paralyze your nerves. Later, I went back to the army. Later, we accidentally lost contact, and we didn't contact for a long time."
Wenyi and he always have a very contradictory place, that is, he has been stationed outside all year round. Soldiers are not only his career, but also his dream in his youth. It is very difficult for him to give up.
He was conscious of not being unforgettable to Wenyi and could not let go of his pursuit, so he didn't provoke her with his sword and spear. He had tried to fall in love several times over the years, but there was still something missing. At last, even if he was willing to be plain and light, the woman didn't think that others were interesting enough, and he didn't love much. Finally, he was weak and died of nothing.
The reason why he plans to change his career this time is that when he was on a mission outside in the past year, he encountered several frustrating things in a row, and his father asked him to leave for a period of time.
"Job's tears," Shen Yu's voice was steady and clear and orderly, but the look in her eyes was kind of overwhelming. "It doesn't make much sense to say that it's too beautiful. I just want to tell you that if you really want to end with him, if you want to give me a chance to start - I won't let you down."
The last sentence, word by word, is like rain falling into the silent night.…………
Wenyi didn't reply to him immediately, so suddenly Of course, she would not hastily agree to a very important matter, but she did not immediately refuse it.
Yes, Mo Shichen let her down so many times that she didn't expect him subconsciously.
After dinner outside, Shen Yu drove her to her new apartment.
As Mo Shichen knows, she doesn't want to bother her family. Besides, she lives in Mo Shiqian's and Chi Huan's house. Even if they don't have any opinions, she still has a bad taste. After staying for a night, she still wants to leave.
Seeing her determination, Chi Huan asked her if she would like to live in the apartment before her for the time being. It has complete furniture and normal water and electricity. It only needs a simple cleaning and then buying some daily necessities.
Wenyi agrees. In the afternoon, Shen Yu will buy some necessities with her, then eat together, take her home, and help her carry her shopping upstairs from the trunk.
It doesn't seem like much to say about the daily necessities, but it can really be bought It's quite heavy.
Shen Yu naturally mentioned all of them, but she didn't touch them.
She pressed the password to enter the apartment, which had been vacant for several months, with a faint sense of dust on her face.
After putting things down on the tea table one by one, Wenyi found that there was no place to sit. She said awkwardly, "I wanted to leave you to sit for a while, but there was ash everywhere. I had to clean it first..."
Shen Yu is not impatient. He lowers his head and pulls up his sleeve. "The apartment is so big. When do you have to pack it alone? I'll help you."