"What..." hearing Xu Jiaoran's words, Li Nan was stunned.
"Yuan... So you already have a boyfriend..." Li Nan said in a daze.
"Well, it's not completely, because now it's just my wishful thinking. I don't know whether he likes me or not, ha ha..." Xu Jiaoran said slightly shyly.
Hearing this, Li Nan felt a deep loss in his heart.
To tell the truth, Li Nan's feelings for Xu Jiaoran are no longer like the heat of secret love before. He feels more like an old friend he has known for many years.
But when Li Nan heard Xu Jiaoran say these things, Li Nan's heart still involuntarily raised an inexplicable sadness and unwillingness.
He knew he shouldn't be like this. At this time, he should congratulate Xu Jiaoran on finding his own happiness, but Li Nan was involuntarily lost. He couldn't say anything about congratulations.
After hanging up the phone, Li Nan couldn't help sighing. He felt empty in his heart, as if something important had suddenly disappeared.
Those scenes in memory, like slides, flashed out again.
On the playground, under the morning glow, the girl's forehead was full of sweat after running in the morning.
In the corridor, during recess, the girl held her arm with her partner and talked with a bright smile.
In the restaurant, in the crowded crowd, the girl cooked and sat down not far away with her hair hanging down. She picked her hair behind her ears.
……
This once scene by scene, like a tide, emerged in Li Nan's mind, making Li Nan's heart more and more sad.
Speaking of it, Li Nan and Xu Jiaoran were just classmates in the first year of senior high school. When they were divided into two subjects in senior high school, they had already separated.
This year, however, has made this girl occupy his whole youth time.
Li Nan remembers very clearly that Xu Jiaoran actually has one of her biggest hobbies, that is, she likes singing.
This girl from an ordinary family has always had a star dream.
The connection between Li Nan and Xu Jiaoran is actually very poor, which can be said to be poor.
At that time, Li Nan felt inferior in his heart and knew that he could not deserve such a good girl as Xu Jiaoran with his own conditions. Therefore, he never dared to express his feelings.
In fact, looking back now, Li Nan found that the connection between him and Xu Jiaoran was only on the virtual network.
At that time, Li Nan inadvertently learned Xu Jiaoran's penguin from a classmate's classmate record, so Li Nan boldly added each other's friends.
However, at that time, Li Nan was very timid and counselled. He didn't dare to use his real penguin, but applied for a trumpet to add Xu Jiaoran's friends. Moreover, from beginning to end, Li Nan never explained his identity to the other party.
It is also in such online chat that Li Nan knows more about Xu Jiaoran. He knows Xu Jiaoran's love and obsession with music and her hot star dream.
Li Nan really didn't expect that this girl who looks introverted and quiet on weekdays still has such a big dream and ambition in her heart.
Li Nan has always encouraged Xu Jiaoran's dream.
At that time, Li Nan thought that even if he could not finally get together with such an excellent girl as Xu Jiaoran, it would be very good if he could always chat with Xu Jiaoran on the Internet and feel her joys and sorrows.
Unfortunately, later, in the summer after graduating from high school, Li Nan's Penguin trumpet was suddenly stolen. Li Nan also tried to appeal. Unfortunately, only Xu Jiaoran was added to the trumpet, and the appeal failed.
At that time, Li Nan thought that maybe this was God's arrangement.
Even God doesn't want to see himself fall in love so foolishly, or waste his time for a girl who will never be able, so he will let his Penguin be stolen.
Slowly, Li Nan accepted this fact.
That is, from that time on, Li Nan slowly forgot Xu Jiaoran.
At this time, in the BMW, when Li Nan recalled these in his mind, he suddenly found that a tear fell from the corner of his eye.
"Isn't it......" Li Nan looked at the tears wiped off the back of his hand and couldn't help laughing bitterly.
Immediately, Li Nan smiled helplessly and shook his head. He stopped thinking about these messy things. As soon as he stepped on the accelerator, he went back directly to Jiulong Mountain.
Meanwhile, on the street near tianshixuan.
Xu Jiaoran looked at the hung up mobile phone and couldn't help but show a shy smile on her face.
She did not expect that she would tell the secret that had been hidden in her heart to Li Nan, who was not too familiar.
Maybe it's because such a secret has been buried in her heart for too long. Even she has an impulse to tell people.
Didn't someone say that a secret is valuable because it will be discovered.
Then, Xu Jiaoran took out another mobile phone from her pocket.
This mobile phone is Nokia's, the style is very old and the appearance is very old, but for Xu Jiaoran, this mobile phone is of great significance.
She pressed the keyboard and the old mobile phone screen lit up directly.
On this mobile phone, her previous penguin has been logging in. The reason why she kept this mobile phone is that her previous chat records with someone are still kept on this mobile phone.
That person is very important to her, that is, what she said, the one she has always been wishful thinking.
However, it was a long time ago. The man had not contacted her for many years.
But Xu Jiaoran didn't give up. She wanted to keep the phone and log in to the penguin all the time.
She always felt that that person would contact her again sooner or later.
Xu Jiaoran opened the penguin of the old mobile phone, and a very familiar name for her appeared in front of her again.
I saw the name displayed on it, only four simple words.
nanke dream!
"Where are you now..." Xu Jiaoran whispered softly. There was a touch of sadness on her beautiful face.
But then Xu Jiaoran sighed and put the mobile phone back in her pocket.
The sunny smile reappeared on her face, and Xu Jiaoran continued to walk forward.
The next day, Li Nan went to school as usual.
After school, Li Nan was just about to leave with Wang pangzi and them.
At this time, a figure suddenly stood in front of him. It was none other than Nie Lingchun.
Seeing Nie Lingchun's gloomy face in front of him, Li Nan's heart couldn't help clicking.
He knew very well that although he narrowly escaped yesterday, he could the woman's temper. How could he give up like this.
She must have come to settle accounts with herself now!
"Sister Chun, you must have come to see Li Nan for a date. Then we won't disturb you. Let's go first!" As soon as Wang pangzi saw that the situation was wrong, he immediately put oil on the soles of his feet.
"Stop!" Nie Lingchun drank coldly.
"Today our Taekwondo Club has an activity. As members of our Taekwondo Club, you two must participate!" Nie Lingchun said coldly.
"Well, sister Chun, I'm going to tell you that I've decided to quit Taekwondo Club in the future." Li Nan said quickly.
He could see that Nie Lingchun was there. The place of Taekwondo Club was a fire pit. He didn't dare to jump in again.
"Quit?" Nie Lingchun's face sank. "Do you think my Taekwondo Club is a place where you can come and go if you want?"
Hearing this, Li Nan's mouth twitched. This woman is too overbearing.
"Well, less nonsense, you two, come with me now!" Nie Lingchun shouted coldly.
"Well, I'm not feeling well, so I'll go first..."
Li Nan said and started running. However, before Li Nan ran a step away, his ears had been caught by Nie Lingchun.
"You're not feeling well. It's a little early..."