Chapter 20

Holding the small bottle of milk, I tried to sip my lips to suppress more acid, but the noise from the corner of my eyes still rolled down and pricked my eyes red. I turned my face to look out of the window at the speeding scenery: "mmm."

Li Yan held out his hand and patted me. He drove faster and finally stopped in the parking lot of the school of Finance and Economics on Huanshan road in Meisha.

With his bag on his back, Li Yan hung my backpack on his arm. He released a hand to hold me. I walked together with a flashlight in the vast night. Cicadas and frogs were singing in summer. In front of me were moths constantly fighting fire. The wind swept my face. Li Yan's cold voice lightened on my cheek. His voice was slowly: "Chen Shi, I like you."

As if stepping on the cotton, my legs softened, and I could not help but slow down a few steps. As if I was bewitched, I completely forgot my reserve and Convergence: "I seem to like you, too."

Holding my chin with his hand, Li Yan fixed his eyes on me for a moment with the light beam of the flashlight. Then he turned over and dropped his mouth on my lips. His breath was warm and burning. He could be as rough as a tsunami and recover as gentle as the spring breeze. On the contrary, I was inferior to others. During the whole process, my hands were stiff and pinched the flashlight, and I was at a loss.

For a long time, Li Yan let me go. He calmly grabbed my sweaty hand again. He led me to a small open space with a spring on the Huanshan road.

Li Yan began to pull out a small pot of alcohol stove from his backpack. Soon after, he put a huge array of balls and vegetables in front of me, plus a few cans of beer with English characters.

As soon as I saw the battle, I asked, "what are you doing? Do you want to eat hot pot?"

"Yes. There is no camping without hot pot and wine. "

Li Yan shrugged and laughed: "I usually bring a bottle of Niulanshan. I'm not afraid that your stomach will feel bad after drinking too much wine. I bring black beer. You can drink less later."

Looking at the man who once boasted that he couldn't wash dishes, at this moment he took a big bottle of mineral water, which was like a kitchen god, washing dishes and so on. I definitely looked at him and jumped straight and said, "Li Yan, to be honest, you really can't wash dishes?"

"I've learned about the North-South Ring Road in Xinjiang. The whole route I took lasted 25 days. I managed to do all the eating and drinking myself, so do you think I can do something as simple as washing dishes or not?"

Put the pot on the stove, Li Yan added water one by one to put the bottom material of the hot pot, he said: "the principle of Paoniu and Paomian is the same, we need to give some time. If I don't give you some time to get along with me, how can you appreciate my beauty up close and indulge in it? "

Following his half teasing and half serious teasing, I took a subconscious look at him. In the hazy light, his face seemed to be covered with a layer of halo. My heart trembled in vain, and I swallowed my saliva unconsciously. I quickly buried my head and grabbed a leaf to disguise my teasing: "just you, you're beautiful. You should be a concubine."

On the fire, Li Yan unscrewed a can of beer and handed it to me: "don't worry, I have no problem with housework. One day we can get married and share the housework together. Of course, if you can make me happy, I'll have nothing to do."

Getting married? He even said "get married"?

If it is true, the person I like just looks at me one more time, and I think about the names of future children in my heart.

My cheeks were burning with the anticipation of uncontrollable play in my mind, and I murmured like a cover up: "this is not a single word, it's as far as marriage. Maybe we haven't talked for two days. You don't think it's appropriate for us to break up

Picking eyebrows, Li Yan half jokingly said: "I'm not so retarded, but if you dare to do such a thing, I'll definitely break your legs without saying a word. What I can't get, I can't let other men take advantage."

Let's see, I'm so bewildered that I'm easily dazzled by Li Yan's overbearing words. In order to further cover up the frenzy in my heart, I put the wine to my mouth and it was a big gulp.

With a deep smile in his eyes, Li Yan stopped me and slowed down: "drink less. Don't drink too much later. If you want to insult me, no one can hold you. Then I'll be forced to give in to you. It's troublesome."

Ah, this man! When he opened the Yellow chamber, it always seemed so obscure as if it were blocking a layer of yarn. It made me uneasy to make complaints about him and couldn't take it safely. I had to drink another drink: "do you drink or drink, and keep fish?"

Slowly Tengteng gave himself a can of wine, and Li Yan also took a big, forthright mouthful: "you're not afraid that I'll drink too much and treat you like I did last time?"

The memories he recalled are still burning. It seems that I still touch the hot heat on my lips. I quickly rub my lips with my hands: "if you dare, I have to kill you this time."

Li Yan suddenly drank most of the wine in a row. He pinched the round tin can into a flat piece and weighed it in his hand: "Chen Shi, I think we need to have a deep communication, otherwise we are always reluctant to talk about the core content Whether they agree with each other. "By his sudden positive color, I feel a little uneasy. I am suppressing my heart beating faster and faster: "why, just say what you want to say."

Li Yan looked at me with impartial eyes: "first of all, you have to promise me that you will forgive me for my presumptuousness and abruptness. No matter what I will say later, you can't kick me and leave even if you feel hurt in your heart."

I muttered even more in my heart, and my curiosity was very high: "you can say what you want to say quickly. I can promise you at most. As long as you don't beat me too badly, I can still have something to say."

With a light breath, Li Yan still kept looking at me: "I want to know, what do you think of premarital sex? Are you rejecting or resisting, or are you tolerant? "

Even if I had carried thousands of brain cells out ahead of time, I didn't expect Li Yan to say this after all kinds of brewing. My heart seemed to be strangled by a rope, and it was hard to get out even if I couldn't breathe. I tried to pull the corners of my mouth and pretend to be generous and magnanimous, but my acting skills were like sudden death. I finally had to pull my clothes with my hands, and my mouth was broken Zhang He several times, but Leng is unable to spit out a word.

Taking all my reactions into consideration, Li Yan's expression was a little subtle. He moved his eyes to the slowly boiling hot pot: "all adults, and you and I are lovers. I think this topic can be discussed. If you have any ideas, you can just talk with each other."

The strength of my hand could not help deepening. The jar in my hand was pinched flat, and the wine slowly filled out. I only got to my mouth with my instinctive reaction, but I poured all the liquid into my body at one go, and then I stopped: "do you care about this? Is the essence of your question really just to explore my attitude towards premarital sex, or is it something else? Or do you have a virginity complex? "

Taking two chopsticks to stir the hot pot, Li Yan shrugged: "just want to know your opinion, as for the virgin complex, the Qing Dynasty is dead, I'm not as good as that."

He unscrewed a can of wine and handed it to me, and Li Yan made another can for himself: "I seem to have destroyed the atmosphere. Since this topic makes you feel uncomfortable, stop it. "

I don't know if the mountain wind at night became cold because it was wet. My fingers were cold because of the invasion of cold. I shivered the shadowless frost, and the alcohol I drank climbed up my head. It made my self-esteem and obstinacy more and more intense: "no, now I also think we need to have a good discussion, so as not to associate with us for a long time, as you said It's not good to waste each other's time just to find that they are not in good company and break up

Or I was so aggressive that I didn't think about how to react for the moment. Li Yan buried himself in turning down the stove. He poured green vegetables and Flammulina velutipes into the pot and adjusted them back. Li Yan looked up at me again: "Chen Shi, I'm your boyfriend. In the future, we are very likely to become closer family members. You don't need to use such strong words Guard against me. "

"No, I think you're right. Now that the topic has started, it's so boring that we have to say why. "

By holding the wine can to be myself, I pretended to be relaxed: "although you often like to be forced, you are an open and aboveboard person. I'll ask you another question, and you have to answer honestly."

After a pause and a deep breath, I tried my best to keep my voice steady: "if I had that experience before I met you, would you like to face me in your heart? If I haven't, will you love me more? Answer truthfully, and don't pretend or hide your true thoughts. Just like you, I also need to evaluate whether you and I are consistent. "

His body was slightly stiff. Li Yan straightened up and put on a more serious look on his face: "well, I admit that I am just an ordinary man. Sometimes it is difficult for me to change my superficial bad nature. If you are still a piece of paper, I will be very happy, or I will be more willing to get married with you, and I will work harder to have a good result with you 。”

He raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, and Li Yan's voice suddenly sank: "if you have met a man with heart before you met me, and you have experience based on the premise of mutual affection, then I can accept it. After all, everyone has a past. What I care more about is that you and I will come, and I'm not so stubborn and persistent."

In fact, when I asked this question, I didn't know what kind of answer I needed, but I only knew that Li Yan's answer was not so direct to my heart, nor was it so able to lead me across the dark years that I didn't dare to show others easily.

My nose was sour and astringent. I smoked many times, but my eyes were still hot. Fortunately, it was still a deep lake, which could temporarily hide all my stormy waves. So I could pretend to be calm and smile as if nothing had happened: "Li Yan, I think we should break up."

It was like being stung by something. Li Yan got up in a big way. He leaned over and tried to hold my shoulder. After I dodged him, his hand was hanging in the air: "take back what you said just now and break up after a few days. Chen Shi, do you think you are only three years old and playing family?"

Standing up, I stepped back a few steps: "we may not be suitable. Instead of procrastinating, it's better to take advantage of the fact that we don't have deep feelings to get together and disperse, which is good for everyone. "Suddenly, has the final say, Li Yan's hand can be thrown into the ground, and the splashed wine leaves wet my bare legs. From the top down, Li Yan's arms pressed over my shoulder and fastened my back to the waist. He pulled the knot into his arms. His voice was short: "fart, it's not suitable for Lao Tzu to say the final answer, Chen ten, you want to dump me, suggest you dream." 。”

My face was close to his chest, and I heard his strong heartbeat, which not only gave me some sense of stability, but also seemed to be ten million pairs of dark hands that were determined to pull me away. This tug saw completely pulled my reason into a bloody blur, and sensibility was able to occupy the dominant position at the moment, so I also lowered my voice: "Li Yan, you let me go first, I will be happy Make it clear to you. "

"No

On the contrary, he acted against me. Li Yan increased his power to imprison me and said, "you speak with your mouth. Holding it like this doesn't necessarily affect your performance. You have something to say."

When I found that my strength didn't work at all, I dropped my hand and clenched my fist. I bit my teeth and reduced my tone word by word: "I'm not the white paper you want to find. My past is a dirty and messy toilet paper. I've been raped. I'm sorry. I should have confessed. I shouldn't have wasted your precious time. "

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