Chapter 49

Name:Hellish Deep Love Author:duo yu mao
It's the same with the words and pictures. Lu Xiaoran's picture is on the downstairs platform of Huatong building. She says it's beautiful to meet again. It's so beautiful that people cry. The boy I loved is still dazzling. My trip is enough.

Huatong building, Wanjia's office is located there, Li Yan is there!

She mentioned reunion, which means that she and Li Yan have seen each other!

I'll look at her record again. It's early five o'clock this afternoon, just before I called Li Yan.

Can I sit tight? Li Yan said he needed to work overtime because he met Lu Xiaoran. He was afraid to disturb my sleep?

Then, he is deeply immersed in the past emotional whirlpool memories because he meets Lu Xiaoran again. Does he need to be alone, or does he need to talk about the past with Lu Xiaoran, and ask each other about their respective situations in recent years, and then they swing in disappointment and regret, and they are not separated yet, so they are eager to meet again.

I dare not think about it any more.

As usual, I quickly deleted the interview records. Encouraged by the alcohol left in my body, I turned to call Li Yan.

Li Yan picked up the bell when it almost rang to the end. I don't know if it was my suspicion. I always felt that his tone was not as calm as his style. Li Yan estimated that he still covered the sound hole at the bottom of the mobile phone with his hand. His voice was accompanied by the whine of the air. He said: "Chen Shi, what time is it? Are you still awake?"

Leaning on the head of the bed, I held the pillow he bought in one hand. I think I wanted to commit murder by being drunk: "Li Yan, are you in the company or at your home now? I'll go to see you. I miss you."

The voice is still deep, Li Yan said: "I just got home, ready to take a bath. What time is it? You have nothing to do with running around. It's not safe. Go to bed early. There's nothing to do tomorrow. I'll come to you early. It's all right. "

My lines hidden in my throat were easily defeated by Li Yan. I pinched my mobile phone and my fingers hurt. I said, "go ahead."

Li Yan really let me hang up.

I'm really hopeless.

I think the kind of hopelessness in my bones is related to the inferiority complex that I was born with, and I didn't want to leave for many years. Even though I have tried my best to decompose those small molecules with no self-confidence and scatter them all over my body, Li Yan is the focal stone. He can attract those small and fine particles to overlap and bury me without leaking.

I can't sit still any more. I wash my face carelessly, take my mobile phone wallet and go out to stop a taxi in the autumn wind. I want to go to Yunshen to see if Li Yan is really at home.

I don't know if I'm lucky or not. I usually don't get a car after 10:30. At this moment, as soon as I get out of the alley, I get on the bus smoothly.

When the car was speeding, I purposely rolled down the window, and the wind poured in, taking away every inch of wine from me.

I think of this point, I may not be able to go into the depths of the cloud, after all, the security there is responsible for grinding people, it takes a long time to see new faces.

As it turns out, my worries are not unreasonable.

Pestle at the gate of the community, I said all the good words, the security guard still looked at me like a thief, he just didn't give in.

I looked at the dim lights in the front row of the residential area, and when I was depressed, I covered my head incisively and vividly.

Pull off some of the clothes to resist the more and more pressing autumn, I said sorry to the security guard, then I turned and ran out to stop the car.

Back home, I feel like a big idiot.

If I'm not a fool, how can I go to confirm this and that for the sake of secretly reading an affectation from Li Yan's predecessor that may not be valid?

Now it's Li Yan who wants to break up with me or something. He just went back to his home to live. Can I die if I turn off those messy imagination!

Otherwise, I can run to tell him that Li Yan, I sneak into your ex girlfriend's private domain and often watch her every move. You'd better explain to me what she wrote?

I feel depressed to the extreme. Even if I try to get rid of it by taking a hot bath, it still follows me like a shadow and sleeps with me. It makes me lie on the bed, tossing and turning again and again. I can't sleep until more than five in the morning. Finally, I can't help feeling sleepy and urge me to squint for a while.

If I didn't sleep well, my eyes were naturally as black as a panda, and my pouch seemed to be able to hold a cup of tea. At last, I spent a lot of time to cover myself, so that I didn't look too haggard.

At this time, the hot money I made was at the end stage. All the orders had been finished, and there were sporadic repair products on the line. After a tour, I had nothing to do, so I went back to the office to draw pictures.

I was just about to rely on busy to kill the panic, Li Yan suddenly came.

He said: "Chen Shi, turn off the computer, accompany me to a place."

It's really unpromising. No matter how I turned my heart upside down yesterday, Li Yan came to me now. I suddenly had a feeling of self mockery that I was mediocre and suspicious of the late stage of my illness. Maybe Li Yan was more stable than I thought. How could he be like a crazy flower and run into Lu Xiaoran again?It's like a spring breeze blowing away the autumn haze. In fact, I stand up almost half of my body, and I have to look at the time: "well, it's only over nine o'clock now. I'll run out with you. Is it a slow down?"

Li Yan stretched out his hand and stroked my hair: "then you often take your work home and work overtime until 11:00 or 12:00 in the evening. How about ignoring your own men. All right, don't make a fuss, just pack up and go. "

I was almost dragged by Li Yan. I got on the co driver's seat and watched him fasten his seat belt and play with the navigation there. I was puzzled and asked, "you are not Shenzhen Tong. Do you still need to trouble the navigation?"

Li Yan glanced at me, half serious and half joking: "I'm going to elope with you. I'm going to leave everything behind and elope. Are you going to do it or not?"

Horizontal and vertical to see that he is mostly joking ingredients, I also pretend to force a sentence: "as long as that person is you, I will go to the ends of the world, I would like to eat bran pharyngeal vegetables."

With a smile, the corner of Li Yan's mouth rose slightly: "since you've been with me, you've changed a lot."

My heart leaped: "ah? What do you say? "

After rubbing his eyebrows, the radian of Li Yan's mouth was deeper: "before, I thought you were a little bit clumsy, but recently you have made great progress and become more and more chatty. That's why I'm with you. So, you should cherish me. "

As soon as the sun rips open the haze and shines in, the light will completely remove the Chen frost of last night. I'm overjoyed and angry and say, "I know nothing. Can you just tell me where we're going? "

"Go to JieXi."

Li Yan suddenly grabbed my hand and slowed down: "a while ago, I asked Yang Huanyu to organize some of his colleagues to study your brother's case together. He has reached the parole condition and can come out ahead of time. Last night, in fact, I worked overtime until eight o'clock. Later, I invited Yang Huanyu and some of my friends to have dinner together. To tell you the truth, first of all, I'm afraid you will be disappointed if you fail. At the same time, I also want to give you a surprise. "

First, I was stunned. After a while, I forgot how to react. My mouth seemed to have a lot to say, but until the wind came in and filled my mouth full, I still couldn't say a word. Finally, I was choked by the wind, and my face turned red, my eyes were red, and my hands kept rubbing the corners of my eyes. I deliberately lifted them up and said, "Li Yan, please tell me I think it's true. I'm not dreaming

"Well, really, your brother can come out ahead of time."

Hand Fu Tuan patted on the back of my hand, Li Yan said: "I'll drive first, arrive early, you can see your brother earlier."

The morning sun is shining, pouring in through the light tea glass, hitting on Li Yan's face with concentration, and then refracting the light that makes me intoxicated. I have been staring at him. He is reflected in my eyes and goes deeper into my heart. It is like a balloon that is getting bigger and bigger. The expansion makes me have to throw the thoughts of pressing the bottom of the box out one by one. Finally, Li Yan is the only one left In my heart.

It was almost one o'clock near my brother's prison. Li Yan was afraid that I would be hungry. He took me all over the street. Finally, he found a snack bar that was preparing to close. He asked for the last portion of fans. I said it was too much for him to order. He insisted that I eat first, and he would make sure how much I had left.

I didn't mean to let Li Yan eat my leftover soup. Without saying a word, I asked for more disposable dishes and chopsticks, but I gave Li Yan more than half of them.

Because the snack bar was in a hurry to finish work, Li Yan and I finally made do on the steps under a tree by the side of the road.

Holding the bowl, Li Yan picked out the only poached egg and put it back into my bowl. He said: "although I have had many meals outdoors these years, it's still a place to eat. Li Yan chose a spicy fish shop in Dafen after synthesizing the opinions of Chen Yihe and me. During the meal, Li Yan and Chen Yihe had a good chat. They two men talked about the history of basketball advancement, and they were very excited. I'm very worried Heart cold Bureau of the heart finally put back to the original place.

After dinner, I invited Chen Yihe to come to my place to squeeze, but he refused. He said, "little pebble, when I was under reform through labor, I wanted to go on the production line. The voice coil I made for several years is the indispensable small part used on the loudspeaker. I have a brother who went out half a year earlier than me. He found a voice coil factory in Bao'an. The factory was short of people all the time. He wrote to me that I had to work with him when I came out. The factory provided food and accommodation. I have to go to him today to settle down my work. "

I wanted to persuade Chen Yihe not to make a decision in such a hurry, but when I saw through his determination, I had to nod. But I insisted that I must send him to Bao'an to find a place and make sure that he can be settled so that I can rest assured.

Li Yan didn't wait for me to give him a look, so he offered that he had a car to send Chen Yihe. Chen Yihe couldn't break the two of us, so he agreed.

The information is quite accurate. Chen Yihe took us to find his brother. As soon as they met, they hugged their shoulders and beat each other. Finally, they handed cigarettes to each other. It can be seen that they really had a good friendship.

Although my heart is still not stable, I can't bear to follow my intention to drag Chen Yihe back to Longgang. Li Yan and I went out to Haiya department store to buy him a mobile phone and a mobile phone card. I sweated a bank card in my pocket and didn't dare to take it out and give it to Chen Yihe. In the end, we had to go back to Longgang with Li Yan and worried.I don't know whether it's to comfort me or not. Li Yan said: "Chen Shi, your brother is very good. He keeps his state of mind very well. This is the starting point of his life. He can definitely find a piece of land. You don't have to worry too much about the past guilt. Believe me."

Li Yan's comfort has some effect. My heart is more relaxed. I nodded and was about to pick up his words when my mobile phone rang.

Subconsciously, I thought it was Chen Yihe who called me. I gave a sign to Li Yan in a hurry, and hurriedly took out my mobile phone.

However, a string of strange numbers that I didn't save in my address book flashed on the screen.

I have a vague impression that this number has called me before.

Hesitating for a few seconds, I really can't remember whose number this string belongs to. I feel it's hard to be a man with a question mark, so I picked it up.

At that end, I heard Huang Ninan's voice, who quarreled with me for Lu Weijun a while ago.

Without any good intentions, Huang Ninan said in a sarcastic tone: "Chen Shi, you are a bitch today. Without Li Yan's support, how long can you force yourself?"

What's wrong with her? Her tone seems to be that I've been dumped by Li Yan and I've become an abandoned woman. Can she pick lice on my head at will?

Looking at Li Yan, I tried my best to keep my voice down: "your brain is confused by the grass. What are you talking about?"

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