Before I had time to be shot down by Meng Xiaoxiao's name, I felt that Li Yan, who was close to me, was stung by something. His body trembled slightly, and his palms were sweating inexplicably.
Or the sweat is enough lubrication, his hands gradually loose down, my hands slip out of it, I do not know where.
My heart is empty.
It's like being bombed by bombers all the way from morning to night, and there are only a lot of desolate potholes left in the devastation. I tried my best to release my hand for Li Yan because of too much sweat and too slippery. However, this excuse is not enough to save the darkness that I can fall to the bottom at this moment.
Like an outsider, I am like the lonely palm tree at this intersection, shaking into a lonely place in the autumn with a low sense of existence in Shenzhen.
Li Yan grabs my hand again.
It's like a gift.
But I, reluctant to leave, do not have the courage to leave completely.
Bitterness accompanied by glare in my eyes, I bit my lip to resist the wet idea of not letting those contents evolve into grievances. I just managed my expression in the right range, and Zhang Shichi and Lu Xiaoran have come here.
has not been able to look at Lu Xiao with Yu Guang. I first noticed a faint smell of perfume. I can not say that it is a kind of smell. I think it tastes super high.
Following the aroma, I swept my eyes.
With these two eyes, I'm sure that although Li Chun has a wide mouth and a long tongue, he has no accurate number of words, but his evaluation of the difference between me and Lu Xiaoran is straight to the point.
Beautiful, westernized, exuding a sense of high-level, that kind of amorous feelings, no matter I'm a woman, I can't help but look at it more.
It turns out that the person Li Yan once loved was a beautiful woman who threw me out of the sky and thousands of streets.
And my firewood fish, the dry firewood fish, eclipsed Li Yan's predecessor, as if he had no sense of existence.
This time it's my turn to sweat my palms and dry my throat. Holding most of my breath, I watch Meng Xiaoxiao and Lu Xiaoran approach each other. At last, they hold each other laughing and scolding. Meng Xiaoxiao scolds Lu Xiaoran for being dead for so long before they are willing to come back.
In fact, the two of them just held each other for more than ten seconds, but I think it's as long as a century.
After releasing Meng Xiaoxiao, Lu Xiaoran punches Da Jin's hand like a joke. She turns around and smiles freely at Li Yan: "Hi, Mr. Li Yan, I've met you."
In contrast, Li Yan's smile is somewhat reluctant: "well."
His eyes fell on me for a few moments. Lu Xiaoran still had a sweet smile on his lips: "Li Yan, is this your little girl ticket? It's so cute. "
Without waiting for Li Yan to answer, Lu Xiaoran stretched out her thin white hand to me. She was still as calm as a flower. She said to me with a smile: "Hello, little lovely. I'm Mr. Li Yan's college classmate. My name is Lu Xiaoran. Just call me Xiaoran. I'm very glad to meet you."
When I think of the folds in my hand, I shrink back and hesitate. But Lu Xiaoran takes the initiative to deal with it calmly. I don't want to be known as impolite. I still stretch out my hand to shake it with her and say, "my name is Chen Shi."
Or in the face of old love and new love, Li Yan doesn't know what to say, or Lu Xiaoran's reaction is so closely connected that Li Yan can't get in at all. In short, Lu Xiaoran has a strange face like discovering the new world: "Chen Shi? It's the fruit of autumn. It's the stone. It's an interesting name
Her smile was too sweet, which forced me to squeeze out a smile: "no, it's 80 or 90."
"Ha ha, that's more interesting. Great. "
After taking this topic with me, Lu Xiaoran turned to Li Yan. She was very familiar with Li Yan. She gave Li Yan a wink like that: "Mr. Li Yan, you can, Xiaoshi is not the same age group as us. She looks younger than us for five or six years. You have the ability to harm little girls."
Li Yan's expression was still tense and unnatural. The corners of his mouth moved: "Chen Shixian and I went in."
It was about smelling that there was an undercurrent floating in the seemingly peaceful atmosphere. Meng Xiaoxiao patted me on the shoulder: "yes, Chen Shiyan, you and Li Yan, hurry inside and don't interfere with my work."
After that, Meng Xiaoxiao is still busy kicking Dajin: "are you in a daze? Hurry to pour out the wine. Zhang Shichi is not forced to drink. If he doesn't want to drink something, he will put it in. I'll have to suffer for ten or eight days. "
Led by Li Yan into the yard, I can still vaguely hear Meng Xiaoxiao and Zhang Shichi at the door fighting with each other. The sound of Li Yan's powerful steps is mixed up, and I keep drilling into my ears. I can't stop my hesitation and confusion. The sweat in my hands is more.
Just as my hand was about to slip from the palm of Li Yan's hand, Li Yan strengthened his strength and tightened it. He took a deep breath and his voice sank: "that girl just now is my ex girlfriend. But she and I are in the pastIf I was hit by the wind, I could not help but stop walking. Then I raised my feet, stiff and embarrassed. I pretended to be calm and free, half joking: "Oh, your ex girlfriend looks so beautiful. If you look at me, your standard is getting lower and lower. "
"Don't compete with anyone. You have something that attracts me."
With a slight tone, Li Yan and Yu Guang traveled around. He obviously tried his best to suppress his thoughts and said, "Lu Xiaoran and I are college classmates. We have been separated for many years. We have already returned to the relationship of classmates. We are all adults. We can't meet without saying hello. Chen Shi, don't think about it."
I really want to. I especially want to be an open-minded and heartless person, I am particularly willing to be a generous and considerate little cute, but Li Yan's tone is not like his usual deliberate, like a sharp knife, which can pick off my lacrimal gland at any time, and I'm just that helpless little chicken.
Grievance is like a haystack in a threshing field. As Li Yan's former feelings soar, the grains are more and more piled up. However, I have no way to express my channels and reasons. Otherwise, I will fall into tears just because of my anxiety in the bottom of my heart. Then I don't have to fall into an image of both affectation and caution in front of Li Yan.
What's more, even if Li Yan keeps a place in his heart for Lu Xiaoran, I'll bet that Li Yan is a man with conscience. Since he decides to abandon the past and make friends with me, he won't give me three cars for winter.
It's fairly fast. I adjusted my mood. I said with a simple smile: "just say hello. If you say hello, you won't get pregnant. It's not a matter. Look at your serious and stupid appearance."
Shaking his shoulder, Li Yan gave me a slanting look: "I'm not afraid of wronging you, so I have to say a few more words."
Well, just think of him as Ann's heart.
He is willing to coax me into two words. Let's be content.
Grinning, I acquiesced to what Li Yan said.
It's estimated that almost all the people who can come are here. Just after Li Yan and I arrived in the hall, Meng Xiaoxiao and Lu Xiaoran came back shoulder by shoulder, while Dajin and Zhang Shichi followed.
After more than a minute's ear biting with Lu Xiaoran, Meng Xiaoxiao walked to the middle with her face in full bloom. Dajin then handed her a microphone from Bala, the dog leg. Meng Xiaoxiao said with great cadence that the banquet had begun.
Sure enough, it's the same as Li Yan's description. Not to mention desserts, even a piece of orange is rare here. On the temporary bar, there are all kinds of wine piled up. The only thing that can accompany wine is pure peanuts.
Li Yan and I were together in the crowd for a while. Dajin came to drag Li Yan. I followed him all the way to the second floor.
Compared with the chaos of people coming and going on the first floor, the second floor is a little quieter, but the roar in my mind is even worse.
Because in addition to Meng Xiaoxiao, there are also Zhang Shichi and Lu Xiaoran sitting around the sofa.
The atmosphere was quiet for a while. Lu Xiaoran didn't seem to have any fate entangled with Li Yan. She was just like an ordinary classmate who was a little closer to Li Yan. She laughed and scolded at Dajin: "brother Dajin, do you mean that it's bad for Li Yan and his wife to fall in love downstairs? You have to pull people upstairs and ask Xiaochen if she wants to be with you Have you played with the Deputy old man? "
The more I see Lu Xiaoran being so open-minded and detached, and then I think about the Acacia she wrote down in QQ space, my heart is full of mixed feelings, and I don't want her to compare me to a piece of withered grass, so I try my best to brew and open my mouth and say: "ha, I can do it."
At last, he pushed Li Yan to sit on the sofa, while I sat beside him in a gentle way.
Although Meng Xiaoxiao's character has some careless elements, she is not the kind of person who has no eyesight. She can smell that there is always some solidity and rigidity in the seemingly calm air. She shakes the card in her hand: "in fact, it's not fun to play, or we can drink together."
Since tonight, at least Zhang Shichi, who didn't say a few words when he and I had space to meet, rarely said quickly: "it's boring to drink dry wine. I think it's a fairy's way to play the truth adventure by drawing cards. Didn't everyone have a good time just now? Why not continue? And now there are more Li Yan and Miss Chen. The suspense is bigger and more exciting. Why give up such a good time? Why, do you think you are not familiar with Miss Chen? Yes, just say it
Oh, hey, listen to the meaning of Master Zhang Chi, I killed him. It seems that if I don't do something to save him, I'm a sinner through the ages.
I want to come to Lu Xiaoran to be open-minded. I want to hide my head and tail, which makes me look like I'm too small to be on the table. Then I smile faintly: "I think this game is very interesting. It's the first time I play it. It's estimated that everyone will have to take me more."
Shaking the cards in his hand, Master Zhang glanced at me later. He looked at Meng again and said with a smile, "master Meng, you should learn a little. A gentle little girl like Miss Chen is likable."
How can I listen to these words? I don't have the literal meaning to express them. Instead, I send out a light mockery. However, these words don't hurt my bones and muscles. It doesn't matter.After a pause, Zhang Shichi repeated the rules of the game in a few words.
In fact, this game is quite retarded. According to Zhang Shichi, the person who draws the largest card face in a game can attack the smallest card face. The person with the smallest card face can determine whether he wants to be sincere or take a big risk by rolling dice.
After confirming that Li Yan and I understood the rules one by one, Zhang Shichi began to deal.
On the whole, I'm a little bit unlucky tonight. The game didn't start for a while. I've been beaten three times in a row. Fortunately, Meng Xiaoxiao and Da Jin won the most. They didn't embarrass me in the last mountain climbing. I muddled through, but the whole person became more and more nervous.
The more nervous I was, the easier I fell. After a while, I picked a small number of points and got a stand on the card. This time, I changed to Zhang Shi, who didn't like me very much. Later, I became my boss.
There was a difficult leap in his eyebrows. Master Zhang slowly sipped the wine. He pushed the dice cup in front of me. He said with a smile, "Miss Chen, you have to shake it well. If you take a big risk, I may ask you to kiss me on the spur of the moment
Without waiting for my reaction from Zhang Shichi's words, Lu Xiaoran suddenly picked up a pillow and smashed it on Zhang Shichi's head. She said with a smile, "why don't you die? Do you think Mr. Li Yan is dead? They have little Chen Shi's boyfriend in front of them. It's a bit of a joke. "
In the face of landing Xiaoran's sudden attack, Zhang Shichi had a short period of disorder, but his face suddenly blossomed, and he half squinted at Lu Xiaoran: "I'm not kidding, can I still have no eyesight?"
He patted me on the back of my hand with his hand hidden in Qiuyi. Li Yan's face was a little gray. He gave Zhang Shichi a horizontal stare. He held the end of Zhang Shichi's words: "it's boring. I won't play any more."
It's estimated that it's easy to play with Li Yan in private. Zhang Shichi sneered: "you're the one who can't afford to play with Li Yan. What's the matter? If you lose, you want to cheat? Don't play. It's over. You're free. It's not easy for me to be a housekeeper, but I'll meet a defaulter. "
As soon as I saw the battle, I quickly hid and pulled Li Yan's arm. I said with a smile, "I lost. I accept punishment."
Quickly took the dice, I quickly shake a few times, put on the table, held my breath.
Also came to see, Zhang Shichi in dice settled, his voice slowly: "Miss Chen luck is very good, decimal point, this round is sincere."
His eyes twinkled, and Zhang Shichi's eyes fell on my face, full of fun. He looked at me for a while, slowly moved his lips, and spoke extremely slowly: "Miss Chen, I want to know how far you and Li Yan have progressed. Is that so?"
With the words, Zhang Shichi circled a circle between his thumb and index finger, and his other index finger went in and out.
Even if I'm slow, I'm an adult who has seen pigs run and eaten pork. I'm just in a daze for a few seconds to fully understand what Zhang Shichi means. My face is so red that I can't spit out a word when my mouth is open.
The atmosphere in the silence is lower than the ground, Li Yan suddenly stood up, he raised his foot and kicked the coffee table, he was a little angry tone: "neuropathy."
Bending down and grabbing my hand, Li Yan's voice was slightly light: "Chen Shi, let's go."
About smelling the smell of burning medicine on Li Yan's body, Meng Xiaoxiao quickly stood up, with an embarrassed smile: "just a little game, don't be serious. Li Yan, whatever you're angry with, it's your old friend. It's unnecessary. There is also master Zhang Chi. It doesn't matter how crazy we are in private. Chen Shibi doesn't mix with us very much. She may not be used to our wild way of playing. Take it easy. "
Enron took Meng Xiaoxiao's eyes, Zhang Shichi slowly stood up, he shrugged: "well, I'm wrong."
The corner of his mouth turned downward and twisted into a ball. Li Yan held my hand tightly. He held teacher Zhang firmly and slowed down: "you don't like me. Tell me straight."
Zhang Shichi took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He took out a lighter half a day later and lit it. He took a puff. He was staring at Li Yan and said, "yes, I just can't stand you. You fuckin 'give up on Xiaoran all the time, and now you're still taking a new girl to show his love in front of her. Why don't you just stick a knife into her heart and stir it up? Otherwise, you take out her heart and throw it into the oil pan to fry it. It's better than you take a woman with you to have a fuckin 'love in front of her. I'll fuck you
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