Chapter 79

In Li Yan, his tone is as complicated as Luan Dien's. what he said is: "Li Chun is the child that my sister-in-law gave birth to when she was just 18 years old."

Even though Li Yan's voice line is like a monkey breaking corn without any hesitation, it's all decisive and straightforward, but those colorful corn whiskers are still scattered all over the ground, which makes my eardrum itch. I recall that Li Chun reminds me not to get pregnant before marriage. My mood is like a dish that has been overcooked, overflowing with a faint scorch.

As soon as I encounter some things that are not easy to digest, I will be poor in words. Recently, it seems that there is a growing momentum. My hands are intertwined and rubbed together, and it takes me a long time to say, "it seems that I have heard Li Chun say that he is your cousin."

"Well."

Li Yan pushed the frown between his eyebrows with his hand. He shrugged and pulled his shoulder: "my sister-in-law's name is Li Lilan. She just finished her new year's ceremony and soon fell on a married man. In order to force the married man to divorce and marry her, she secretly hid her pregnancy from her family. At that time, my grandmother left early and my grandfather was busy with work. He had no time to balance work and family Department. My sister-in-law has been pregnant for more than seven months. The man who vowed to marry her disappeared overnight. She couldn't stand the blow and wanted to commit suicide. My grandfather found out about the trouble. The child is so old that it's very dangerous to induce labor. Even if he is trembling with anger, he still lets the child stay. He is a good face. In order not to be pointed out and ridiculed, he hastily arranged the marriage between my father and my mother. He arranged to allocate Li Chun to my parents' share and claimed that Li Chun was from my parents. "

Hearing this, I shivered in my heart. I grabbed Li Yan's hand and kept rubbing it. I couldn't even spit out a word.

Li Yan probably didn't need my response to push his narration. He lightened his voice and continued: "as soon as Li Chun was born, my grandfather arranged for my sister-in-law to go abroad for the first time. In order not to make this family ugly, he didn't immediately ask his nanny and aunt to take care of Li Chun who was still in her infancy. The task of taking care of Li Chun fell on my mother, which made my mother bury the blame for Li Chun I hate you. I have heard my mother scold Li Chun countless times since I was young. She scolded him for harming others, for being a debt collector, for being a vampire, for wasting her youth, and for exhausting her youth. She called him to die. Of course, my mother's abuse is to avoid my grandfather, and she also deliberately avoids me, which I occasionally hear. Later, when I was seven or eight years old, I knew how to distinguish right from wrong. When I heard my mother scold her again, I said, "she no longer scolds Li Chun, but she treats Li Chun with the deepest indifference."

Or the common feature of being indifferent and scolded from childhood to adulthood makes my eyes covered with light fog. I just rub Li Yan's hand hard, but I still don't open my mouth to break his memory.

"Apart from my mother, my father is not very good to Li Chun. He can't abuse Li Chun. He likes to exclude Li Chun from everything. He doesn't have to take action to tell Li Chun that Li Chun is an outsider and he is not qualified to participate in all aspects of his family. I remember when I was a child, Li Chun was very stubborn and funny. My father didn't want to let him go out to play together. He just tried every means to show up in front of my father's eyes. He didn't feel in the mood to play until he got angry with my father. He just played grimace and ran away. "

Li Yan's eyes were dry, and his voice was even lighter: "I don't agree with what my parents did. I once thought that they didn't have the measure and compassion that their elders should have. They shouldn't be so distant from Li Chun. I don't agree with them, but I can't change their way. I can only be myself. No matter how they told me to keep a distance from Li Chun, I still had a good time with Li Chun. At that time, Li Chun and I were studying in two schools. The two schools were far apart. Li Chun ate a fried meatball which he thought was very delicious in the school shop. He bought a bike borrowed from his classmates with his breakfast money and rode for an hour to give it to me. He also drove me to play with his classmates in his own car. He told others everywhere that I was his brother. Later, my mother, she couldn't see that I played so closely with Li Chun. She went out with Li Chun one day. After that time, Li Chun alienated me. He went to a closed school in junior high school and only came home once a week. He seldom stayed at home when he came back. It's hard for me to see him again. "

He picked up a bottle of water at the corner of the tea table and took a big sip of it. The darker Li Yan's face was, the smoother he said: "later in high school, Li Chun lived in school completely. He didn't even come back during winter vacation and summer vacation. He was doing odd jobs outside. He was in Bao'an, Nanshan and Futian. His whereabouts were very erratic. Gradually, he didn't stay at home for the Spring Festival. He preferred to be a salesman in the supermarket outside. He put on his head that kind of exaggerated paper hat and stood at the door of the supermarket to sell candy. I followed my grandfather to touch him. No matter what my grandfather said, he just didn't want to return. University. He wanted to apply for a university in the north. He wanted to stay as far away from home as possible, but he almost volunteered. That time, his grandfather was very ill. Li Chun didn't say anything. He finally went to the University in Shenzhen. "

"However, he came back occasionally during the period of his grandfather's hospitalization. After his grandfather recovered and was discharged from hospital, his whereabouts began to wander again. As a student in this city, he could not go home for two years. At this time, I have been in high school. The school I was in paid special attention to learning ranking. I had no time to take care of the heavy workload. I can no longer run after Li Chun as before. I can only call him occasionally. Li Chun became more and more perfunctory. He was too lazy to talk to me. After several cold treatment and communication failed, I slowly faded the impulse to contact him. I don't contact him. Li Chun never contacts me. In this way, we hardly communicate with each other any more. "Speaking of the past, Li Yan was still at a loss. He gave a bitter smile and said, "then Li Chun was arrested for raping a girl. At that time, I was particularly surprised. I could not believe and imagine that Li Chun could have done such a bad deed. I ignored my grandfather's three and five orders and did not allow me to get involved in that incident. I had a delusion that Li Chun was probably framed. I traced back the source in private, but all the evidence actually pointed to Li Chun. Li Chun also pleaded guilty at the first instance of the case. He was sentenced to four years' imprisonment, and the sentence came into effect immediately After being imprisoned, he refused all visits, so I didn't see him for four years. "

Well, in fact, despite Li Chun's perverse personality, he is generally very human and has some temperament. I think a good-looking man is unlikely to lack women. As long as he wants to, he will hook his fingers, and some flower crabs who are confused by lard are willing to go forward and follow him. So I don't understand. Li Chun has to have more brains to do it Such a bad thing.

Moreover, this kind of situation is also a thorn in my heart. I was suddenly driven to think of the rainy night several years ago and the girl who had bad luck in the alley that day.

Although I didn't directly hurt the girl, I still felt guilty for my carelessness in bringing bad luck to her and failing to rescue her.

The sweat in the palm is more abundant, I rub Li Yan's hand has begun to slip, so I have to stop and lean on him.

Holding my shoulder in his hand, Li Yan stopped for a while before continuing to pick up: "four years, enough things are beyond recognition. After being released, Li Chun didn't live at home. He rented a house outside, but it was still invisible. Even though he didn't want to pay more attention to me, I couldn't bear for him to sink down. I went to find Li Chun when I had time, taking advantage of the lack of senior courses. Who knows his attitude towards me has changed from indifference to hatred. The way he looks at me is like trying to eat me. He completely refuses to communicate with me. His character has also undergone tremendous changes. He has become more and more gloomy and uncertain from the previous bright sunshine. He is like a bomb that can be ignited at any time. And he lived outside for a while and came home. He no longer refuses his grandfather's financial support as before. He takes the initiative to ask him for money, house and all kinds of things. "

Even though Li Yan and I have reached a particularly close relationship, most of the time he doesn't talk much. This time, he poured out so much like a bean. I was a little at a loss. At the same time, I was depressed by his narration of the past. I really have no words. I can only arch him with my head to indicate that I am listening carefully and encourage him to spit out Come on.

Like a train that can't stop, Li Yan's chatterbox is still open: "even though my grandfather hasn't forgiven his sister-in-law who has made him look disgraced up to now, my grandfather has always spoiled Li Chun a little too much since he was a child. He has given me all his rigidity and strictness, and he has given all the kindness of his elders to Li Chun. Li Chun was determined to work hard, grandfather is particularly distressed, but he can not say Li Chun, can only go with him. After Li Chun got out of prison, he didn't live at home. He also sighed from time to time for fear that Li Chun would suffer. As soon as Li Chun came back to ask for something, he was overjoyed. He didn't think about whether Li Chun had the ability or not, so he assigned the Tianjian to Li Chun. With Tianjian as the cornerstone, Li Chun's behavior has become more and more high-profile, and he is even more fierce against me. The contradiction between me and him has become more and more irreconcilable by his repeated provocations. "

"The reason why we broke up completely is because of Tang MI. Or I can say that it was Li Chun who completely broke up with me because of Tang MI. "

Referring to Tang MI, Li Yan's body was a little stiff, and his voice gradually showed a light sand meaning: "Tang MI is a friend who has been around Li Chun for a long time. Tang MI was brought by her nanny aunt. She is the niece of nanny aunt. I vaguely heard that Tang Mi's parents both committed suicide because of business failure. She lived with her aunt for several years. Tang Mi's temperament is cold, and I don't know what's going on. She has a good chat with Li Chun. Later, aunt nanny changed her job, and Tang Mi left. Li Chun still keeps in touch with her. Li Chun goes to do sales promotion, and Tang Mi brings him dinner. They are either puppy love or not in love, or they have a very strong relationship. Among the few times Li Chun went home, he brought Tang Mi to dinner twice. Later, when Li Chun was in prison, Tang Mi came to see me once. She begged me to help her meet Li Chun. Li Chun refused any visit, and I couldn't help it. After that, Tang Mi didn't come to see me again. I hear from her again. It's her death. "

"The person who brought me this news is Li Chun."

The tone of confusion and bitterness was like mist again. Li Yan said softly, "it was about a month since Li Chun was released from prison. That day, I was looking up the materials for my paper in the library. Li Chun rushed in like a leopard and rushed on me. His eyes were red and he yelled at me. He waved his fist at me. He scolded me for killing Tang MI, and he also scolded me for killing Tang MI Tang Mi left uneasily, with a lot of regret, not good reincarnation, I am at a loss. It has been two years since Tang Mi came to me. Tang Mi didn't come back after that time. Later, Li Chun came out, and she would not come to me. I don't know where I can harm Tang MI. But I'm particularly shocked by Tang Mi's death. "

"At that time, I felt strange and afraid of death. The news Li Chun brought once made me fall into a dead knot in my mind. I couldn't react to it, so I was silently held down by Li Chun..."Suddenly stopped, Li Yan coughed a few times, his tone added a bit of objectivity and caution, said: "at that time, Lu Xiaoran was also present, she saw that I was beaten by Li Chun, she called Li Chun not to beat, Li Chun kicked her down, her back of the head touched the edge of the table, the blood flow was very fast, I broke Li Chun and took Lu Xiaoran to the hospital, so Li Chun didn't just fight me He didn't have to do anything to make trouble for me. His behavior became more and more intense after I graduated from university and founded Wanjia. But he seldom mentioned Tang Mi again. He said that I killed Tang Mi before, but it was like a thorn in my heart. I couldn't help asking about Tang MI. She had a serious illness. She died in the hospital because of kidney failure. I can't figure out how Li Chun counted Tang Mi's death on me. "

Confused, shallow circle in the eye, Li Yan bitter and smile: "but it doesn't matter. Li Chun is about to grow older, he will gradually have contrast and resentment, he may think that I get more than him, he thinks that I should rely on what. He may need an excuse to completely break with me, or he may need some basis to complete his own actions. He has gone away. I think I have a clear conscience for him. He will make mistakes again in the future, and he will be responsible for his behavior to the end. He didn't do you any real harm this time. If he does, I'm sure I don't even want to send him back to prison. "

After stopping for half a minute, Li Yan felt a little disappointed: "before, when Li Chun sent me fried meatballs by bike, I never thought that my relationship with him would be so bad that it could not be retrieved."

Even if Li Yan doesn't speak every word clearly, I can hear his regret and helplessness for Li Chun's change. I think even if Li Chun treats him like this, Li Yan still can't completely turn against Li Chun. He still has a soft heart for Li Chun.

I'm not clumsy. I'm just afraid I'll miss the point, so I hugged Li Yan's arm: "you said you were tired. Do you want me to make you a cup of lemon honey water?"

Pressing the temple with his hand, Li Yan leaned on me completely: "no, I'll have a rest."

He soon fell asleep.

His breathing was even and smooth.

Being overwhelmed by the weight of his body, I patted him to lie on the sofa. I went to cover him with a blanket.

When I look at Li Yan again, I feel that he has become completely different. He has gradually revealed to me his inner hesitation and entanglement. This is another big step for him towards me.

It has to be rewarded.

So while he was sleeping, I slipped out and bought some new vegetables and materials for making old soup. When I came back, I cooked them like a thief.

I really underestimated the tiredness of Li Yan's journey. He woke up at night when he climbed up to the window sill and the moonlight poured cold.

After wolfing down his meal, he said that he would be very busy in the back and didn't have much time to accompany me. He took the initiative to go out to see a movie.

I have forgotten the name and plot of the movie we saw that night. I only remember Li Yan holding my hand tightly in the whole process. His determination made me think that is forever.

At the end of the movie, it was very late. Li Yan and I were walking shoulder to shoulder in the cool of Shenzhen. He pressed my face on his chest and said that he loved me. My ears were reverberated by his heartbeat.

There are so many things to deal with. The next morning, I woke up. Li Yan had already cooked millet porridge and soup. He packed a bowl for he Yujin and gave it to me at the same time. He kissed my forehead in a hurry. He apologized sporadically: "Chen Shi, I'm going to Baolun. I'm in a hurry. You can only take things for he Yujin. I'll be back to Wanjia before 12 o'clock. Then I'll arrange for the driver to pick you up. I'll take time to show you the empty office. If you're satisfied, it's settled. "

I gave him a wave: "you hurry up and get down to business. I can deal with my trifles at any time. Don't try too hard. There's no need to call the driver. I don't drive very well myself. That's nothing. "

After a while of deep thinking, Li Yan nodded indifferently: "that's OK. Pay attention to it yourself. I've also thought about it. In your nature, I don't think you are willing to operate like this. As planned, you will come to me at noon. "

Ah, two minutes later, I was worried about Li Yan.

Waving to him again, I said, "you go."

As soon as Li Yan left, I didn't have to take a few mouthfuls of porridge. I just picked up the bowl and poured my brain into my mouth. I quickly cleaned up and went out.

After parking in the crowded hospital parking lot for a long time, I was relieved and rushed to he Yujin's ward with atherosclerotic soup in my arms. When I was about to open my hand, the door was suddenly opened from inside, and someone rushed out and hit me on the shoulder, almost dislocated me!

Faltering and faltering accompanied by, I steadied my heels and fixed my eyes. The scene in front of me made me gasp, so confused that I couldn't do it.www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!