Chapter 87

We're here.

Li Yan is really with her.

He and Lu Xiaoran are "us". When did this word start? It makes people panic again.

My heart, which was still hanging there to be washed by the mist, gradually fell. I sucked my nose and forced myself to move forward. The light on my hand hit Li Yan and Lu Xiaoran, which showed that they were only one meter away.

And I at this moment, also reflected between me and Li Yan, even if not spread on the surface, but in the dark surging dark deep gully.

I tried my best to tell myself to calm down. I finally achieved my trust at this moment. I pretended to be relaxed: "Li Yan, how did you come here?"

If you can answer anything, Lu Xiaoran said to me: "if you sit there, we'll go here and have a quiet time. By the way, we'll recall those leisurely days when we were in college."

Rising from the smooth stone, Lu Xiaoran staggered. Her posture was quite different from her relaxed tone. She seemed to be lost: "Chen Shi, since you are here. I won't borrow your Li Yan. I'll give it back to you. "

As if there were thousands of metaphors hidden and nothing wrong, Lu Xiaoran picked up the shoulders that had fallen on her shoulders. When she passed me, she threw a faint smile at me and left.

Li Yan, however, seems to have been taken out of his soul by something. He has gone away completely until Lu Xiaoran. He still doesn't say a word. He is fixed in the moonlight. His shadow is stretched to infinity by the light on my hand. I am so close to him that I still can't see his blurred outline by the night.

Bearing the cold wind running through my heart, I called him again: "Li Yan."

Li Yan's steps towards me were hesitant. He didn't give me the same resolute and enthusiastic reassurance as before. He was half a meter away from me. His tone seemed to be complicated and salty: "just when I went back, I just met Lu Xiaoran here."

He is explaining to me why he and Lu Xiaoran are here.

But he hasn't told me whether he has just recalled those good times with Lu Xiaoran.

He didn't tell me whether he had an unforgettable love affair under such a beautiful moonlight. He kissed Lu Xiaoran, who was very close to him, and whether Lu Xiaoran's sliding shoulders were his masterpiece.

At this time, I should ask God to give me thunder, and kill such a woman's disgraced softie.

I'm hesitating, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of change, I'm afraid of loss.

I'm afraid that as long as I set off a little ripple, it will open the door to burst the dike for the already irrepressible waves. Some people who have been gradually away will be able to get on this downwind boat and be far away from me.

So, I like an ostrich like company with grievance and how.

Neither salty nor insipid, I pressed my throat and made a sound, responding with a word: "Oh."

After a moment's silence, Li Yan raised his eyes. There was a thick confusion in his eyes that made me strange. He stared at me for no less than five minutes. He looked straight at me, and my heart was so hairy that I couldn't hold it. Then he said calmly, "go back."

It makes me feel like I'm the one who did the wrong thing at the scene.

Unable to make waves again, I'm going to step forward and stand side by side with Li Yan, so we went back to the team with our hearts in mind.

Those rough and lively donkey friends are still persuading people to drink. Li Yan seems to be in urgent need of alcohol. After drinking the wine he has, he extends his magic claw to mine. One by one, he drinks crazily. No one can persuade him. I'm right next to him and I see him slowly lost by alcohol. In the end, he's drunk. He's still thin monkey and Houge gang He was very busy and helped him to the tent.

As the night deepened and the wine came to the last drop, the food gradually cooled down, and the crowd dispersed and went back to their tents. At last, I was left sitting in the vast open space. I listened to Li Yan's snoring because of alcohol. I thought about the fairyland around Aotai that day, and he proposed to me with the grass ring I had woven.

How beautiful the scene of that day was, how choked I was with the ring I was wearing at this moment.

I never knew my imagination could be so good.

Even if I haven't witnessed the vigorous past of Li Yan and Lu Xiaoran, I can play an idol drama like love for them in my mind. They hug, kiss, mingle with each other and tell each other forever.

In the middle of the night, until the fog fell on the lonely land like a curtain and dyed my fast-drying clothes wet, I finally got into the tent and stayed with Li Yan.

He was more sleepy and turned over. The back of his head was facing me. His thick hair was as green as a virgin forest. I raised my hand and hesitated several times, but it didn't fall.

I don't know when I fell asleep. In short, when I woke up, Li Yan was already awake.

He seems to have completely forgotten his alienation and indifference to me before he fell drunk. He wants to hang me and his load on him again. I insist on taking it back. Li Yan didn't pull a saw with me. He succeeded me. We kept a close distance, and Li Yan seemed to be more distant from me.After walking for a short time, there was a retreat point. Lu Xiaoran was very ceremonious. She said, "everyone, I'm not strong enough. I won't be the black sheep with you. I'll withdraw here. There's a way in the world. I'll see you when I have a chance."

She also westernized with dream elder sister and Hou elder brother thin monkey a group of people took turns to embrace a circle, quite some farewell meaning.

Of course, Zhang Shichi followed her down.

Maybe it's because I'm oversensitive, or maybe it's true. When Lu Xiaoran turns around and walks away, Li Yan's expression is a little strange.

The next trip was not good enough. Everyone was busy walking. There was a little extra training behind these strange force cows. As a person who even survived the wolf tower, I didn't have any pressure, so I left immediately.

We had a dinner in Shatoujiao. Li Yan paid for the guests to eat and drink. Everyone's face was covered with red light of excitement. I'm the only one here. I'm scum. I'm not in a good mood to eat and drink. Sooner or later ray will chop me. It's also very good to chop me to death, which is a matter of wishful thinking and affecting my mood.

After the activity was completely over, we came back home. Li Yan said abruptly that he had temporary work to deal with. He told me to take a bath and sleep first, so he went to the study.

I don't know whether he has something real or fake, but I'm absolutely sure Li Yan is avoiding me.

So what.

I comfort myself that I am still tired after a long journey. Love is such a delicate little bitch. Can't it stop?

Relying on these seemingly reasonable things, which are really poisonous chicken soup, I took a hot bath. I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling with big eyes and small eyes. I was able to sleep.

When I woke up from my dream, I saw the emptiness around me, and my heart was empty. I grabbed my mobile phone and saw that it was already three o'clock in the morning.

With the light on, I'll go downstairs.

Li Yan sleeps on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket.

In the soft light, his eyebrow knot pressed on my heart like Mount Tai, which made my soul deeply poisoned by the poisonous chicken soup wake up. I wanted to smooth it and wake up Li Yan. I wanted to ask him what I had done wrong. He wanted to ignore me like this. I also wanted to ask him if I was right and his heart was lost in the bumps .

I didn't in the end.

Don't make fun of me.

Don't point at me to smile, this is a silly woman, net know wishful thinking, net know this and that is not simple.

Even if everyone has loved, but everyone's form of love is not the same, everyone's depth is not the same, everyone's heart twists and turns, there are thousands of different ways, for this little change, it's not black or white to peel out a clear person, it's a saint.

I'm not.

Back in the bedroom, I first covered Li Yan with a thick blanket. I added a coat to myself and sat next to him. The strong night could see through my sadness. But it was a mute who could only keep silence. It allowed me to save my cheap self-respect and count the sadness and joy brought by this love in this long night.

I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, Li Yan was not around. The blanket I gave him covered me. He left a note for me.

Especially concise, he said: "I'm on a business trip for ten days. Breakfast is on the table

I hold the note and rub it so that it wrinkles and crumbs. But the Mount Tai in my heart refuses to be invited out.

Reason trapped me, so that I didn't call Li Yan, so that I didn't shoot at him. What's more, I didn't hold my shoulders in pain and tears. I stood up and went to the yard to water the dried cauliflower and melon fruits. My fingers poked in the soil and brought out a lot of small black mud. I shook it for a long time before I could shake them clean, and those dejected were also very sad I've shaken a lot.

This wonderful habit was formed by my bumpy entrepreneurship in recent years. I lived through many difficult days relying on it. But I thought that after Li Yan and I were together, I could get rid of this bad habit. Who knows that people are not as good as nature. Heaven can't count those circuitous paths of human heart.

The days after that were not salty.

Of course, Li Yan also called me, but through the phone wave, he talked less and less, and I felt embarrassed when I said a few more words, so every call we made would not exceed three minutes.

I secretly pinched the time and calculated when Li Yan would come back.

I think that even if he has some ideas, ten days is enough for him to make a decision.

If he comes back, I try my best to be gentle. He is still so indifferent to me. Even if I can't get out of the way all at once, I should learn to take out my feet which are deep in the soil slowly.

During this period, Li Chun harassed me once. He went to Huanguang's office and didn't find me. He called me and scolded me bloody. When I hung up, he ran to Wanjia to make a circle.

When he came over, he changed his soul and carried a lot of buns. He left without saying anything.This day with a faint smell of stagnant water has not changed greatly because of the ripples aroused by Li Chun. As usual, I go back and forth between work, like a salted fish that has been hanging for a long time.

This day is just before Li Yan came back from his business trip. On the weekend, I was coming home in a late light rain, and Dajin's phone call came. He was still in the style of exaggeration, saying: "sister-in-law, help me."

I forced myself to respond: "what's the matter? Is that meal going to start? "

Big gold immediately not very funny dry smile voice: "is such a thing, Ni Nan came back, she looked at the mood is still good, I gave her a mouth, she heard you invited her to dinner, she is very happy, she also chose a restaurant. We are in Futian, sister-in-law. I'll send you the address? "

I looked at the dark sky, eyelid son lazy a lift: "send it."

It's estimated that the editor had been waiting there for a long time. After hanging up the phone, Dajin sent a long list of addresses. I had a look. It's quite close to Yitian garden where he Yu lives.

When I think of he Yujin, I think of his leaving hospital early and going back to his hometown to find Dai Xiaohong. I'm busy and not in a good mood these days. I didn't ask him how the whole thing went. This time, I prayed in my heart that he Yujin would let go of his straight way and get back together with Dai Xiaohong as soon as possible.

All the way, my thoughts were floating everywhere, and I felt that it didn't take me long to arrive at their hotel.

This hotel is hidden in the downtown area. It adopts a mixed operation mode. On one side of the hotel is a place to eat, and on the other side is a kind of Qingba. There is a good-looking young man singing on it. In short, the atmosphere is good.

It's really the eggs that go through Huang Ninan's hands. She has to chop a few knives to see if there is blood to put. The price of the dishes here is not only able to match such an emotional environment, but some of them are even above it.

after all, Daikin said that the meal was still what he wanted, so I secretly tuck in my heart. Huang Ninan didn't make complaints about his way of doing things.

In order to give Dajin some face, I try to smile.

I don't know if I've ever been dumped by Li Yan on the spot, or if I've seen Li Yan not present, and she has no performance object. Huang Ninan is quite normal this time. She doesn't talk like a Xianglin's sister-in-law. Speaking of the previous incidents, after she laughs with me, she shows all kinds of love on Dajin. I'm so tired of sitting opposite and watching that I almost don't have to eat I'm full, too.

Generally speaking, the atmosphere of the meal was pretty good. After eating, Huang Ninan said that she wanted to hang out in Qingba for a while. Dajin strongly invited me to stay for a while. I thought that he wanted this face from me as a big man, and I would follow him.

Then I followed Huang Ninan to the card seat. When I was about to sit down, I suddenly saw the man with half face lying on the table. He Yujin!

Through the dim light, I saw his face red, clearly choked by alcohol.

Following my gaze, Dajin also looked at it. He felt his head and thought about it, saying, "sister-in-law, it seems to be the general manager of Huanguang, isn't it? It feels a bit like that. Does he seem to be drunk? "

I instinctively stood up: "I'll go and have a look."

He stroked Huang Ninan's hair with his hand, and Dajin followed: "I'll join you to see if there's anything I can do for you."

Not far away, not two steps away, we came to he Yujin's side. Da Jin looked at me, and he took the lead in reaching out and patting him on the shoulder: "Mr. He? Why do you wake up? "

Slowly raised his head, he Yu first looked at Da Jin, his eyes were distracted by alcohol showed a faint confusion, he shook his head: "there are two dozen drinks left, drink more."

My heart a clattering, there is always a sense of uncertainty around my heart, I quickly forward some: "Lao he, you don't drink."

Following my voice, he Yu turned his face to see me. His eyes were fixed on my face. His eyebrows were frowning and his eyes were red. His next words were like lightning. It was a blow to me.

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