Chapter 121

My base is Shenzhen North Station.

I just left for four years, but there was only a gray blank when I set foot again.

With the vast flow of people going out, I was shocked by the crowding of people in the square as soon as I came out. I walked around for a long time to find the subway line I wanted to sit on. I crowded up with the crowd.

When the subway goes to Buji station, the train is empty. I lean against the window and look out. Before, the old buildings with tall grass on the top of buildings in Caopu have been demolished. Some places that have not yet been rebuilt according to the plan are bare and empty. I haven't seen enough of the dust, and my eyes are filled with the bustle.

Shenzhen is still that Shenzhen, most of the faces are in a hurry, most of the faces are tired, only a few young people get together, and burst into laughter from time to time.

I saw a lot of little lovers hugging each other as if no one else. They were hanging on each other's bodies and kissing each other warmly. They were close to each other's ears and talking about each other. I just looked at them in silence and looked indifferent.

When I got off the station of Henggang building subway station, I took a few yuan to go according to the address given by he Yujin and just met the off-duty point.

The afterglow of the evening poured on the faces of the little boys and girls who came out early to make a living. They came to me in groups, passed by me and left me.

Well, that young me, she used to be the same. She came and walked farther and farther through me. Finally, she became a distant past that I could never go back to.

Now I have a fresh body, but I have been immersed in the business industry for many years. I have learned to dress myself up with Chinese clothes, and at the same time, I have covered my soul full of holes under the fresh body. My skillful make-up gives me a lot of points. When I go this way, sometimes some guys who have not yet grown up whistle for me.

In the past, when I met people like this, I would have to face down and stare at them, but now I am absent-minded, throwing a kiss at those whistles, and then laughing absent-minded.

I scared those funny guys so much that they almost wanted to dig a hole to get in.

I really laughed.

It shouldn't be too busy. The whole office hall of Huanguang is empty. There is only a half open finance room. There is a beautiful woman who is trying to turn off the computer. I asked her and followed her direction.

Standing in front of the door, I exhale deeply, then raise my hand to pick.

He Yujin's voice was blocked by the door, some light: "please come in."

I pushed the door in.

He Yu is watering the plates of flowers on his desk. He holds some wet flowers tightly. His expression is tense for a while, and then he recovers as usual. He says in a hurry: "Chen Shi, sit down, sit down, I'll make you something to drink. Tea or coffee, I also have milk tea

After the train all the way brainwashing digestion, I was able to safely, I faint smile: "Lao he, you don't blindly busy. I brought samples and drawings. If you are not in a hurry to get off work, why don't we have a look first? "

He Yu ran up and down to make me a cup of coffee. He took seven or eight packages of sugar and put them aside. He motioned: "Chen Shi, have a drink. You can put as much sugar as you want

After taking a big sip, I still laughed: "no, I think Zhai coffee is more interesting now. It's more exciting to drink."

After that, I put down the cup gently and pushed the model to he Yujin: "Lao he, look, this is it. If you want to do this thing well, you really have to have a high-quality manual line like your ring light. "

When he picked it up, he Yu had a careful appreciation in his hand. He had been watching it for about ten minutes. He said: "it's difficult to draw the diagonal line. Well, I have to go to work tomorrow. I'll communicate with the master on the production line and see how he can give me feedback. Then I can give you an answer. "

Knowing that this is a normal process, and he Yu is following the process seriously, I feel less pressure. I nodded: "thank you, thank you so much, Lao he."

He Yu raised his hand and made a sign to stop me. Now he Yu's voice faded: "Chen Shi, don't be so polite. If you are too polite, I will not feel at home

He Yu put the model back into the bag and said, "Chen Shi, let's have a meal together."

I nodded: "that must, but this meal must be my treat, why don't you rob me."

He Yu is noncommittal. He has a reserved smile.

The place to eat is a mutton hot pot shop on the other side of paibang. The steaming hot pot is served with beer. After a few rounds, he Yujin's talk box opens: "Chen Shi, what's the matter with you in recent years? Why haven't you contacted our friends in Shenzhen? You're hiding and making a fortune. I'm afraid we know?"

After a big sip of beer, I laughed: "Lao he, you have learned to joke. It's very good."

He Yu is still on that topic: "you haven't answered me yet."The wine still in my throat didn't have time to flow down to my stomach became bitter. It made my throat ache. I still had a heartless smile: "no, I want to get rich. If I don't get rich, I'm almost feverish. I'm afraid that you old friends will laugh at me."

Thoughtfully, he Yu raised his glass and said, "drink."

After that, he Yu didn't ask those questions any more. Instead, we talked about the development situation of Shenzhen. In short, the higher our topic, the higher our pressure.

It's just that none of us mentioned the last contact three and a half years ago. He Yu didn't mention the fact that he paid me 20000 more to bury the atmosphere.

He Yu wanted to open a hotel for me, but I didn't want to. He insisted on following me. At last, he opened a big bed room for me in shengdebao, and he paid more than 2000 yuan at a time for a week.

Drinking alcohol in my brain wantonly, I feel dizzy at any time to stagger to the ground, I also have no excess reason to tangle this matter, I took the room card to stagger back to the room, fell down and fell asleep.

However, even if there was alcohol paralysis, I still had nightmares in the middle of the night. There was a steady stream of tears in my ears, which made me confused. I kept running and escaping in my dream, but I could not help being torn into chaos by this nightmare.

When I woke up, it was already bright.

After washing and gargling, I picked myself up as a person. I went to Huanguang again.

He Yu gave me some convenience today. He sent the samples to the workshop early in the morning. The master there studied them all morning and said that they could do it, but because the process involved is too complicated, the processing fee has to be recalculated.

Because I have to wait for the cost to come out before I can sign the processing contract, there will be nothing for me in the afternoon, and I'm not good because of the influence of Huanguang on he Yujin's work, so I came out.

Now that I'm back, I can't say I won't go to Ruan siting.

Ruan siting's mobile phone number, I dialed her in the past, she knew it was me began to scold, scolding scolding her, so careless people began to cry, I finally gave her brainwash, let her quiet down, I asked her address.

It turned out that the year before last, the company before Ruan siting failed to survive the economic winter. Ruan siting changed to a different type of company in Taoyuan building on the other side of Sungang warehouse and continued to work in the field of foreign policy.

Don't want to go all the way, Ruan siting also returned the house in Longgang central city, she and another good colleague rented a bachelor apartment or something near the company.

Because she lives nearby, Ruan siting has nothing to do with working overtime in the company. The boss doesn't care about her. Now she's still working overtime in the company.

I didn't take the 357 which can recall my faint memories. I took the 366 bus to the Sungang warehouse station. I still inevitably looked up to see the silence of Huatong building not far away. There was a name hovering in my mind, which made me dark.

Most people with passion and hope for life can find their place more and more through the blessing of time.

In the new company, Ruan siting finally got the independent office she had dreamed of before. She no longer had the same color as before. She wore a light apricot suit and was full of OL temperament.

Close the door, Ruan siting hugged my neck for the first time, but her hand mercilessly hit me on the shoulder. Her ability of swearing has not changed. She has been scolding me for how I planned to lose contact with her in recent years. I quietly listened to her vent, and then I asked her to eat and drink spicy food.

From Taoyuan mansion, Ruan siting held my hand tightly. In her words, she was afraid that I might fly again. I could feel that the four years' barrier had not cast dust on my friendship with her. I felt a little relieved for this.

The place to eat is a western restaurant on the opposite side of Hongling Road. Ruan siting chose it. She said that she often goes there with her colleagues. It's affordable and delicious. She must take me to try one.

Of course, I was accommodating her.

After taking a seat by the window, Ruan siting came up with the menu: "Mr. Buddha, would you like to have steak or chicken chops? How about if we both order the same thing and share it then? "

I swept away a pale eyebrow, said: "OK, I don't choose, you can order what you like, I rub a few mouthfuls..."

As soon as my voice fell, a crisp voice came from elsewhere: "Chen Shi? Is that you? "

Following the sound, I looked over and saw Lu Xiaoran.

She was sitting at another table not far away.

After four years' absence, time seems to be particularly merciful to Lu Xiaoran. In addition to her relatively restrained dress style, her face, which once puzzled me and made me feel more pressure, is still smooth and amazing.

I was looking slowly, Lu Xiaoran had already stood up, the short distance of two or three meters was enough for her swaying posture, she quickly stood in front of me, she was still as warm as before: "Chen Shi, it's really you. I just whispered there for a long time. I can't believe it. I didn't expect it was you. it's been a long time. Ah, I'm so excited. I didn't expect to meet you. I have to buy a lottery today. I'm so lucky. "Some confused, Ruan siting looked at me, her eyes clearly written "who is this goods, what does she want" such questions.

In response to Ruan siting's gloomy eyes, I raised my eyes and looked directly at the landing Xiaoran: "Miss Lu, I don't think we are familiar enough to make you so eager to see me. I'm having dinner with my friends. I don't want to be disturbed. Please help yourself to Miss Lu. "

Relying on those profound Taoism, Lu Xiaoran's thick skin is not hanging. She is still as steady as a mountain: "Chen Shi, we don't have to go to the tit for tat step, really. I think more than one friend, more than one way, I appreciate you from the heart, but also from the heart want to be close to you, want to be friends with you. But since you insist that I'm not qualified to be your friend, it's OK. Let's choose freedom. "

Listen to it. Although Lu Xiaoran's words are too common to be heard, the hat she put on my head is really heavy.

Dare to love her, Lu Xiaoran is an outstanding snow lotus in Tianshan Mountain, while I'm a stingy spirit with a lot of personal scandals.

Do not want to give her performance space, I faint: "thank you Miss Lu understand, I wish Miss Lu a happy meal."

Ruan siting is also all the way to climb up, she can't see so much. She roughly inferred from my attitude towards Lu Xiaoran that Lu Xiaoran was the kind who had nothing to look for and smoke, so she put in a word: "Miss Lu, right? I thought that you and Chen Shi of my family are not suitable to be friends. After all, Chen Shi of my family is upright, unlike some people who speak in secret. Miss Lu, it's better for you to go and play with someone who is the same as you. Mung beans only match Mao Bean, tortoise really can only match the bastard

Ruan siting so clearly pointed out that Lu Xiaoran had nothing to do with other people. She straightened up: "this is reasonable. I've been taught. Thank you, Chen Shi. You and your friend have taught me a good lesson. I have benefited a lot. "

This head talks with us, Lu Xiaoran's vision drifts to the distance continuously, she suddenly closes her eyebrows, she beckons: "Li Yan, I'm here."

It's like thunder in my ear. It's like the mountain has fallen and the sea has poured. My heart is in a mess. I've squeezed my fist unconsciously.

About two years ago, I took the initiative to contact Li Yan once.

It was a stormy night. I stood beside the window sill of the hospital in a dazed state. The rain was swept in by the wind and hit me with bursts of stinging and cold ice. I trembled and dialed down his telephone number which seemed to be engraved in my mind. I listened to the ringing again and again and felt confused. Finally, he picked it up when the ring was almost finished.

It's just that he only gave me a chance to say half a word, and then he died.

Since then, he has turned off the power.

After a day and a night, the greatest gentle collapse in my life, I have tasted the cruel taste of Impermanence in life. I have experienced a particularly difficult farewell and withdrawal, and I have also stepped into the endless cycle of self destruction and self redemption since that night.

However, even if I am reborn again, even if I have warned me many times enough that I should move forward and let go of the past to get a new life, I will always think of that night.

I recall my hesitation, my loneliness and helplessness, my panic, and the despair like mountain collapse, as well as Li Yan's cruelty.

Those emotions have almost built up all the haze of my life in the past two years. It has often become a firework that ignites my depression. It burns from time to time, and I am at a loss to put it out. My heart is burned to the end in this confrontation and seesaw again and again, leaving only a pile of silent ashes.

Even after a long time, memories still made me feel like suffocation. My group looked back and said to Ruan siting as if nothing had happened: "do you want us to order a glass of wine or something, and drink to relieve our hunger."

My voice just fell, that ruthless man has stepped on Lu Xiaoran's side, he is still the kind of person who paid attention to the surrounding environment before, he soon saw me.

Li Yan looked at Lu Xiaoran: "otherwise, let's eat somewhere else. I don't want to wait in the same space with some idle people."

After a while, Ruan siting suddenly stood up with a sudden rush. She leaned toward Li Yan in two steps. She raised her hand to his face and slapped two ears!

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