Chapter 162

He Yu didn't immediately respond to me. He frowned and turned to pick up a cigarette. He was in a hurry to take it apart for a long time. He finally pulled out one. He was not very skilled at holding it in his mouth and lighting it. He coughed seven or eight times before he could completely adapt to the smoke. After a long time, he finally spoke slowly in the smoke: "Chen Shi, I'm sorry."

"What I need to hear is that I'm sorry?"

In spite of the pain, I pulled the earring violently, rubbed it in my hand for a while, and then threw it heavily on the floor. I let it run around with a clang sound and said, "I regret that day. I promised to have a try with you. In fact, he Yujin is not suitable for us at all. True, you seem to be very kind to me, but when I want to give a response, you always step back, you always step back to let me calm, let me down, let me boring. So you think it's too boring and boring to be with me, so you have to deal with me on the one hand, cheat me behind my back, and mess with my best sisters, don't you? "

He smoked very hard, the cigarette soon turned into ashes and fell on the floor, covered with a layer of fuzziness. He Yujin took another cigarette. By this time, practice makes perfect. He lit it quickly and managed it perfectly. His voice was hoarse: "well, I regret that I was possessed by a ghost for a while, so I had to ask you for an answer. It's all my fault. It's because I overestimate myself. It's because I overestimate that I can do it. Even though I know you won't like me, I can still walk in the light of the bitter shadow all the way. Chen Shi, I'm not excusing myself. I've just been repressed for too long. I know that you are working hard to get close to me, even your approach to me is obsessive-compulsive, but I don't want these. When I fall in love with you secretly, you can give me a brilliant look back casually, which is enough to support me for the whole spring. You just give me one more glance, and I will be able to imagine and even think of a good name for our future children. When you call my name, you just call it gently, and I will fall asleep in my dream. However, I am just an ordinary person, I'm really an ordinary man. There are many bad roots in my body that I can't get rid of

With a deep sigh, he Yujin's voice is more like being kneaded into a handful of Loess: "when you promise to be with me, I will start to be greedy, I will no longer be satisfied with those carefully beautiful, you can't light up my dream by laughing at me again, I need your close, your hug, your kiss, and your full love. However, these are all wishful thinking. I can't get it. You Chen Shi, you can love Li Yan in the past, you can love him in the present, you can even love him in the future, your heart is full of a person who is not me, you can't even give me a small corner. So all my forbearance, all your deliberate and free, they are like many sharp knives, they prick my heart from time to time, also pull my nerve line. Even if you walk beside me, even if I can touch the back of your hand when we walk side by side, but I am always separated from you by endless mountains, which spread continuously. Apart from the inferiority feeling in my heart, they also come from your lack of love for me. "

"You don't love me. You don't even like me. Even if you have a little favor for me, it's from the perspective of friendship. "

Under the smoke, he Yujin's eyes were scarlet. He suddenly clenched his teeth: "I regard you as a goddess and a fairy. Without your permission, I dare not even touch your fingers. I'm afraid that my filth will pollute your pure beauty. But the more I cherish you, the more I can't escape the curse of my demons. I'll think about it easily Li Yan used to get you without any difficulty, which makes my heart more and more unbalanced. "

He Yujin's voice is not particularly loud, but maybe the room is too empty. His voice reverberates into my ears through three circles around the beam, which can still shock my soul. Suddenly, I lost my voice in his numerous complaints. My hands are hanging down against my skirt, and my fists are full of cold sweat.

His eyes drifted away from my face for a few seconds, then quickly ran away and scattered around. He Yu pinched out the little cigarette left with his fingers. He slipped it to the ground and stepped on it again: "I know I can't compare with Li Yan. He was born with a golden key from childhood to adulthood. He has a good family background, abundant resources at hand, and the natural spirit generated from his respect. Now, I, he Yu, am just a person who climbs up with a sharp head by lying down in sweat diligently. Even though I seem to have mixed up some names now, I still can't wash away the pyrotechnic atmosphere of ordinary people for decades, I can't give you the feeling of dream, I can't give you the love experience of idol drama, so it's normal for me to lose to him. It's just that I still can't accept it. I've been totally defeated by a thousand mistakes. The humbleness I feel from you also makes me wonder about myself. The more I care about you, the more humble it is like poison. "

He Yu just put a whole package on his hand and kept rubbing it. He laughed at himself: "I know Ruan siting likes me. Before you left Shenzhen, she made some vague advances to me, and I chose to ignore them at that time. The night you left Shenzhen, I practiced for you with her. You went to bed first after drinking too much. Ruan siting followed me to my room. She wanted to kiss me while she was drunk, so I pushed her away. In the next four years, I kept a distance from her. I tried to restrain myself. I didn't want to have any ambiguity with your friends. I was afraid that I would cut off all the possibilities with you. But when you promised to be with me, when you were wandering around in front of my girlfriend, I suddenly fell in love with Ruan siting. "Raising his eyes, he Yu looked at me: "finally, Li Yan appeared in front of us again to make trouble. You let me see the turbulent waves in your heart. I can no longer escape the call of the demons. I took the initiative to make an appointment with Ruan siting to talk. I feel that she and I are the same pitiful people. We are all the people we can't love. And I gradually feel guilty for Ruan siting. I feel that I can't give back her affections, so I just.. The first time she and I went off the rails was because we drank too much. The video you just saw was that she and I were awake. That night, I asked you to have dinner, and then I stood you up. I went to see Ruan siting, and I went to say goodbye to her. But I he Yu is a scum now, I love you, I don't dare to touch you, I don't love Ruan siting, I can't resist the temptation of adult games, I can't resist the stimulation brought by her taboos. I agreed with her that it was our last indulgence, after that, we agreed that we would not mention this deviance in our stomach, and we would pick it up in the future . But as expected, that's right. The paper can't stop the fire. What's more, I have been bitten by people all the time. My words and deeds are almost studied under the magnifying glass. How can I hide from the world when I am doing something bad? "

As he released the powdered tobacco between his fingers, he Yu breathed a long sigh: "in fact, I'm even relieved. Finally, I don't need to bear the torment of my heart, I don't need to bear the torture of my soul, and I don't even need to bind a person who doesn't love you in the name of love. It's just that you and I have a long history of instinctive friendship. After looking at each other for half a lifetime, it's my greed that bears a bitter fruit. I'm willing to eat it. You're fed by me. All kinds of maintenance between you and me are gone. "

He Yu took off his clothes and threw them on the floor one by one. He bent down to give me a 180 degree bow. He said, "Chen Shi, I'm sorry. Goodbye."

Tears suddenly fell like beads. They rolled into my mouth incessantly, creating a mixture of flavors. I bit my lips for a while, and my voice was depressed: "he Yujin, I want to live with you for a lifetime. I'm also trying to fall in love with you. I'm really trying. "

"I know. You have always been a kind girl. From the moment you came into Bohe and I noticed you, I knew you were

Straightening up, he Yujin and I looked at each other: "it's just that I'm not worth it. I'm sorry that I've made you lose two very good friends in your life. "

Tears completely burst the dike, and I was like a repeater: "yes, you are an asshole, you made me lose two friends."

With his hands on his chest, he Yu said slowly: "I'll go to clean up the mess outside first. Chen Shi, I will try my best to avoid appearing in your circle in the future, and I will try my best to avoid it. "

He Yu turned around neatly. He went out and brought me the door.

As if all the strength that supported me had been taken away, I fell down and sat on the floor. I continued to stretch out my hand to pick the scattered headdress, and my heart was broken in all the pulling.

I was so involved that I didn't realize Ruan siting came in, until she called me: "old Buddha."

My body trembled unconsciously. I raised my chin and looked up at Ruan siting. My questioning momentum had been exhausted on he Yujin, and I couldn't spit out even a word in my mouth for the time being.

Her face was full of remorse. Ruan siting hesitated to lean towards me. She finally stopped half a meter away from me. She looked at me with tears in her eyes: "old Buddha, I didn't mean to. I was bewitched. I was bewitched at that time...".. I I... "

After biting my lips for several times, I finally could hold out a few words: "you like he Yujin. Why don't you open your mouth to me? As long as you open your mouth, I can't try to communicate with he Yujin even if I'm killed."

"He doesn't like me."

's tears and his face were white, and Ruan Ting lowered her eyebrows: "Chen ten, you are beautiful. If you wear a quilt and go out, you will never understand my humble mood." The men you talk about all start from a high point. The first one is Li Yan. That's Gao Fu Shuai. For me, I dare not challenge as difficult as Li Yan. Even if I climb up a man who can have a small house in Huizhou, I will be beautiful to death. He Yujin, he still has several houses in Shenzhen. To me, first of all, he is attracted by the conditions, but with the contact with him, his fighting nature really attracts me. A few years ago, when we came back from our trip to Hainan, he Yu sent me today, so I exchanged contact information with him, but I always contacted him carefully to explore, and I never dare to move forward. Later, I realized that he was interested in you. I was confused and hesitant, and I was at a loss. When you break up with Li Yan, he Yujin is very attentive to you. I am worried that he will tell you, and I hope you can be with him. After all, I think he is very reliable and he likes you. Later, when you left Shenzhen and you lost contact with He Yu today, he contacted me several times to inquire about you. My heart temporarily died out and I didn't expect him any more. "

The voice was getting smaller and smaller, and Ruan siting coughed a few times. She continued: "just a while ago, you suddenly talked with he Yujin. How can I say that I am in a good mood, happy and lost? At the same time, I have to warn myself to put away any fantasy about he Yujin. I sincerely wish you happiness. But slowly, he Yujin took the initiative to contact me. At first, I tried to resist, but later I couldn't. One night he came to me for dinner. He complained to me that he didn't know how to get along with you. I gave him some advice. At that time, I really wanted to be good for you, but after eating and drinking too much, I was very weak when I drank. He Yujin said that he would open a hotel room for me to sleep. After the room was opened, we went up and talked about it again. Finally, we hugged each other. After I finished it, I was very sorry and afraid. I was afraid that you would ignore me completely when you knew it. He Yujin was more afraid than I was. We agreed to keep our mouths shut about it. But I'm a bitch. I got it once and wanted more. "Some can not listen to, I will not be easy to pick off the head flower fell on the ground: "you go out, don't say any more."

Like the silence of a sculpture for a while, Ruan siting suddenly seemed to be stabbed by something. She wailed and burst into tears. In her cries, there were strong remorse and grievances. The more she cried, the louder she was. Her sobs were like a tsunami sweeping across my nerves. Suddenly, I couldn't smooth a heavy word Say it.

"Don't cry."

After a pause, I continued, "let me be alone for a while."

The makeup has been completely destroyed by tears, and the floating powder makes Ruan siting look beyond recognition. She smears the powder into her eyes with her hand horizontally, and the powder rubs around her eyes, which makes her look pale and embarrassed. She purses her lips and makes a silence. She finally stands up: "tomorrow I will go back to my company and resign, I will go back to my hometown, and I won't make it for you and he Yu It's a grind. "

The tingling words in my throat were still pouring out like water. I raised my eyes to hold Ruan siting: "do you think there is a future between He Yu and me? Who wants you to resign? Who wants you to go back to your hometown? Shenzhen is so big, you can't get in my way. "

However, Ruan siting dropped her eyes, and her eyes filled with tears: "I'm sorry, old Buddha."

Falling this sentence, Ruan siting turned and walked away. She was originally a person with wider shoulders, but at this moment, she unconsciously shrunk her shoulders, which made her look thin and weak.

The mood is complicated, and all kinds of dragon fish are mixed. I rub my forehead with my hand, and close my lips without making any sound.

Those guests, except a few I know well, are all he Yujin's friends, colleagues or partners. They are all adults. Although most of them have a piece of gossip to explore other people's privacy, at least their face won't be too obvious. So not long after he Yujin went out, the noise in the banquet hall was gradually suppressed, and finally there was no life.

However, the silence did not last long. I heard Dai Xiaohong's scream, and then her voice was rapid: "Yihe, don't do it!"

Then, what was swept down in bursts of crackling sound, those fragmented continuous, drill into my ears, bursts of tingling.

I know Chen yiheli very well. He can make do with other things from childhood to adulthood, but when it comes to me, he will do his best and won't let me suffer any injustice.

I don't care whether he Yu will be beaten into a pig. The only thing I care about is that I don't want Chen Yihe to get into trouble again because of me.

Don't think about it. I forced myself to stand up and open the door. I stumbled to the hall with my heavy skirt. He Yu was already pressed on the ground by Chen Yihe. Chen Yihe's fist kept falling on he Yujin's arm and face. He Yujin was like a wooden sculpture. He didn't even move, let alone escape.

Lunge up, I slip at the foot of a kneel on Chen Yihe's body, I had no time to stand up, I took into Chen Yihe's arm: "don't fight."

Afraid to hurt me, Chen Yihe slowed down, but he still raised his hand. His face was haggard: "don't stop me, little stone, I'll teach this respectable scum man a lesson!"

I'm still holding Chen Yihe's arm: "don't fight, don't use violence any more. Chen Yihe, you are not single now. You have a family. What troubles will you encounter? What can you do for your sister-in-law. Really don't do it again, just listen to me. "

The strength on his arm gradually dissipated. As Chen Yihe came down from he Yujin, he helped me up. He was full of sadness: "it's also strange that I look at people and go away, trying my best to match you with him."

I pursed my lips and shook my head: "no, not you."

I pushed Chen Yihe to Dai Xiaohong and said, "sister-in-law, please take my brother back first. I'll go to Bao'an to see you in two days when I get over. "

Or women know more about women, Dai Xiaohong just by my eyes, she understood, she dragged Chen Yihe, left.

So not long ago, only he Yujin and I were left in the magnificent and touching meeting.

With some force, I took off the slender ring. I bent down to put it beside him. Then I directly took off the chain of the dress. My body twisted left and right, and the beautiful dress slowly fell to the floor.

So wearing a bottoming suit, I was indifferent: "Liangqing."

Without waiting for he Yu to make a sound, I turned back to the dressing room and found my clothes when I came. I put them on in silence. I got some water on my soft hair. I smoothed them down to make them look less frightening. With a deep breath, I walked out of the hotel which gave me a prosperous and empty dream.

Night has come one after another, the street lights in Shenzhen have reflected full of bright, I walk on the road facing the wind, my heart is like being split into a bottomless hole, those dark devouring tearing, I walk more and more wrapped up in clothes.

Just then, a familiar male voice suddenly rang out in his ear. He said, "get in the car!"www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!