Chapter 190

"I what I, you want to say me what I, you have to move out how many rhetoric to defend yourself! Li Yan, are you only three years old! Do you have so much free time! How much leisure do you have to wear an animal suit and pretend to be another person to approach me! Are you in a TV play or a movie?! You think it's fun, don't you? You used to approach me with purpose. You haven't played enough, have you?! You don't think this game will end before you play me to death, do you? "

Anger and shame anger rolled Xi heart, I will hold the hood hard to throw on the ground, I glared at him: "you this person, is really hopeless, your mouth is not a word is true, you can really make up, you weave yourself into a 19-year-old boy, you can also point face! Now I can tell you clearly, you Li Yan, don't try your best, you don't think as long as you work hard enough, my Chen Shi will be gradually melted by you, I will be soft hearted to you again, I will let you step into my world again, that's impossible! Never again! Even if you, Li Yan, die in front of me one day, I will not shed a tear for you, I will just turn a blind eye to what to do, because you, Li Yan, are a stranger to me! You are a stranger I wish I had never met. Have you made your position clear? "

I yelled, but I still couldn't get rid of it. I raised my foot to the muddy bear hood and kicked it five times. I drew back my foot and said, "you are insane!"

Without waiting for him to say anything, I glared at him. I turned and walked back to the original position to pick up my bag. I took another road and tried to go.

This time it was Li Yan's turn to turn over a few bushes and stand in front of me. His forehead was sweating. His voice was trembling because of his anxiety: "Chen Shi, listen to me...". I don't mean anything else. I don't want to please you. I just want to bring you less happiness in a way that doesn't affect your mood. "

"Don't do anything more! As long as you are involved in the relationship, whether it is happy or happy, I do not need! I trouble you to listen to people with ears! I think I made it very clear! "

Choked with anger, I managed to hold my breath: "I'll trouble you not to come to me about the progress of Zhang Shichi and Lu Xiaoran's case in the future. If you really want to give it to me, you can tell Wu Haian and I'll ask her again! I don't want to have any more contact with you. Do you understand me

"Don't be angry, Chen Shi. I.. Don't run around. It's remote here. It's hard to know what will happen if you run around... "

In a cautious tone, Li Yan managed to spit out a complete sentence: "don't run around, I'll watch you from afar. When you get to the car safely, I'll absolutely disappear in front of you."

When I think of the desserts Li Yan has given me, the breakfast he has given me, and the flowers he has given me, I feel so depressed that I can't help it. I give him a cold look and throw out two words: "get out of the way!"

His wrinkling brow was full of desire and silence, but Li Yan didn't spit out a word from the beginning to the end. And his feet seemed to have fallen into the soil, rooting and sprouting, and he moved away reluctantly after a while.

Hard wipe his shoulder, I trot all the way straight to find my car, I drill up to hit the fire at the same time, roll up all the windows, I quickly back, but can't those soft road lights decided to pour down on the car mirror, his clear face reflected in those cold and clear glass plate, full of embarrassment and humble.

So, I want to hate my own hopelessness again, I want to carry that kind of two-phase tug of war, rush out of the cold night of the miserable.

When I got home, I was dominated by depression. I turned over all the wine in the fridge. I drank bottle after bottle. I totally forgot whether I would disturb the people. I opened the glass door and went to the balcony. I yelled to the building where Li Yan lived: "you are a jerk! You're a damn asshole

In this old community, the distance between the two buildings is so narrow that I can still see Li Yan's curtain move in the drunken haze. He is clearly hiding behind the curtain, but he is like a steamed bun that is disgusted by feeding dogs. From the beginning to the end, he didn't raise his head or make a sound.

Frustrated, I turned back to the hall, and I continued to drink. I didn't know how much I had drunk before and after. At last, I couldn't resist the attack of drinking. I fell on the sofa, wrapped in a blanket, and fell asleep.

I began to dream about my new year again.

Since he left me, even if he had my bones and flowed in my blood, I seldom dreamed of him, and I seldom had the chance to meet him again at night.

Tonight, or those water lamps that Li Yan put on me, it really worked. The figure I couldn't help but yearn for, he finally fell into a dream.

I dreamt that he was sitting on the steps of the dilapidated building I used to rent. He was sitting quietly eating a lollipop. I called him and he looked back at me. But when I wanted to rush and hug him, he was suddenly like the fog in the valley. The more I reached out to hold him, the more fuzzy he was.Finally, I have to be honest with the cruel fact that I have to step back. I can only look at him from a distance. I call him from time to time, so that I can see his angel smile with my own eyes.

I am too addicted to this cruel dream, which makes me more and more reluctant to wake up. I think as long as I never wake up, I can continue this warm game with my nianen in my dream to eternity. But in the end, the child who gave me a new life and took away my new life, stood up as I kept waving his hand. He was like a very precocious big child, and his voice was clear "Mom, go back, go back, as long as you don't forget me, we will meet again."

A spirit, I suddenly opened my eyes, full of sunlight hit one after another, I reached out and rubbed my eyes, the more wet, to later I can not stop the impulse, my legs up, face buried, wailing.

When I cried until my throat was dry and sore, I managed to stop sobbing. I staggered to my feet and ran into the bedroom. I rummaged through the boxes and turned out the only picture I dared to leave. I stuck it on my chest and pretended that I was still hugging.

After the rest of the holiday, I was confused day and night, some days I would eat five or six meals, some days I would not eat a meal or even drop water, I tossed myself back and forth, until the sixth day of the year, I saw through the mirror disheveled, like the one trapped in depression, I was flustered.

I feel that I have to make arrangements as soon as possible. I'm going to take another long trip. I'm going to strip off the weariness of the world that grows on me unconsciously in the lonely journey of Yu Yu who lives in the open air. I have to strip off a layer of skin again so that I can store up my strength to continue to crawl.

On the day when I started work, I got up half an hour earlier. I spent 20 minutes to draw my face. I finally turned myself back into a man and a dog by putting on layers of powder. Then I set out for Tianjian.

The most unexpected thing for me is that Li Chun, who is a very poor man, can come early in the morning. He wears a stiff suit and combs his hair neatly. He holds a large red envelope and distributes it to his colleagues who come back to work. While he sends it, he solemnly says, "I wish you a happy new year and good health."

Since I learned that Li Chun's birthday blessing to Wu Haian every year, I can't bear to look directly at the word. In order to avoid seizing the way, I turned sideways and tried to cross his back.

However, Li Chun then turned his face. He gave me a sidelong look: "as long as you have a lot of money, you still don't like my hundred yuan red envelope, do you?"

Then I was scolded by Li Chun and I felt depressed. That incident was digested by me in the collapse of the Spring Festival and I was thrown into the tunnel of time. I was able to say as if nothing had happened: "happy new year, Mr. Li. I'm not an employee of Tianjian. I'm sorry to take the red envelope."

"If I can get into my door, I won't be stinging on the red envelope."

From the thick red envelope, Li Chun turned out the bottom one and handed it to me: "it's an idea. Take it for me."

Hesitated for a while, I still reached out and grabbed it, saying, "thank you."

With a smile of disapproval, Li Chun turned around and said, "go, make a pot of tea and wait. After I send out the red envelope, I'll go and have a new year with you and let you enjoy my happiness."

There is no mood to stalemate with Li Chun, I understate: "good."

Back in the office, I put the red envelope given by Li Chun into the drawer, I boiled the water, I scribbled the tea once, then stuffed it into the teapot and added hot water.

Sure enough, Li Chun scoffed at my particular way of making tea. He cocked his legs while drinking and frowned: "you've brewed horse urine for 7749 years. It's as bad as riding a horse."

Quietly, I finished a whole cup of tea, I came to the point, said: "you have something to communicate with me face to face, say it."

Li Chun was still drinking tea. He slowly put down his legs. He turned to me and half looked at me. He began to point to the poke way of chatting: "I'll just say that. Some women smashed money on my face and knelt down in front of me to ask me to give her some bitter medicine. I may not be happy. I'm willing to give you something that you can say so much. That's not because I think she and I are partners. Cough. Cough, cough. Some of my words are a little ugly, but if I want to say them well, some people can't remember them, can't they? After all, I'm not good for some people. If she can't tell the good from the bad and doesn't have the ability to distinguish right from wrong, then I can't help it. Who let me overestimate the IQ of a fool, right? "

When I heard that he was so strange, I was full of bitterness in my heart. I frowned: "you think you have a serious problem of pointing fingers at thorns and cursing locusts. You are still happy with it, aren't you? If you can't tell me something that Gao gaodai can't communicate and that email can't say clearly, just tell me. If you don't, I wish you a happy new year again. I have a lot of work to do. "

There was a chat on Li Chun's face, which was fleeting. The slight embarrassment of Li Chun's mouth was lingering. He held his watch in his hand and pinched it for a while. He said, "well, I admit that I was not in a good mood years ago. My tone of voice was heavier, and I said something too much, but what he said was the water spilled. If you ask me to take it back, I don't have that ability. Let me just say that. I am such a person. If you continue to want to earn money with me, let's stop fighting about it. Otherwise, you can't stand me because of our big eyes. I'm not happy with you. It's too bad for your work. People of that age should distinguish what is light and what is heavy. Don't just rely on your feeling of being worthless and what you love. Isn't that a mess? "Sipping my lips, I held Li Chun for a moment: "are you apologizing to me?"

"I'm working for the sake of my job, and I don't want to worry about you childish."

Without blinking an eye and blushing a face, Li Chun said, "honest advice is good for deeds, and bitter medicine is good for illness. If you don't like my way of doing good for you, I don't want to use it. I scold you, you think I have no loss? Before I scold you, I have to do my homework first. I have to organize my vocabulary first. It hurts my brain. When I scold you, my throat hurts. Have you seen me complain to anyone? "

As for Li Chun's ability to confuse right and wrong, I have been convinced for thousands of times, and I'm not bad at this time. However, for someone like Li Chun who has lost his face and stuck to it with glue, he can apologize to me, which makes me very surprised.

However, I turned to think that he would only give up his face and create a step that everyone could step down safely if I had the ability to help him grab Wanjia customers.

And I, even if I no longer need to count on Li Chun to help me kill Zhang Shichi and so on, I also want to rely on Tianjian to earn money. Of course, I want to do it almost. I frown and say, "OK, everything is work."

After a pause, I quickly pulled the topic back to the direction I wanted, and I changed the subject: "I want to know the general scope. Do you have any plans to attract new customers in this quarter in the future? If I still want to focus on the comparison of the three companies, I want to take an eight day long holiday after the process of the comparison is smoothed out. "

"Before I became a leader, I learned how to enjoy happiness first? If you want to take a vacation before you can get money, you have to stay in a company with such a good atmosphere as Tianjian to avoid being hated to death. "

He said: "if there is no accident, the three families will be smoother than next month. At the beginning of next month, we can make some space to continue to pry the foot of Wanjia's wall. If you want to take a vacation, it's not impossible. In April, it's not a tomb sweeping day. I'm more humane. I usually give employees three more days off than the statutory holidays, which is convenient for everyone to go back to pay homage to their ancestors. If you want to take a holiday, you can take it with the Tomb Sweeping Day. If you have two more days, one day before that, it's not good for your work. Normally, don't think about it with yourself. Now in Tianjian, you are the designer of independent development. You have to walk away for a few days, and you let a group of people follow you. Although you are not my subordinates and don't belong to me, this is an extraordinary period. You have to do everything in line with each other's interests. Do you understand? "

I thought about it and said, "OK."

Stand up, Li Chun took a cigarette in his mouth, he shook his shoulder, he suddenly changed the topic: "at night to eat a meal, whatever you want to eat, you can tell Gao Gao, no limit, you want to eat as good as you want."

Some confused, I raised my eyes: "how?"

Lit a cigarette, Li Chun rare warm tone: "celebrate."

I was even more confused: "celebrate what? What's to celebrate? "

"Well, don't pretend. You know what you've done in private."

Li Chun's eyes were fixed on my face, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly: "I really lost my eyes before. I misunderstood you. I thought you had some feelings for Li Yan's grandson. I didn't expect that you could be so unfeeling that you can teach me."

Misty, I was about to kneel down for him, I twitched to no good: "forgive me for being stupid, I still don't understand what you're talking about, be simple."

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