Chapter 207

The throat knot moved and Li Yan frowned. He and I looked at each other for a long time. His voice was a little blocked: "Chen Shi, don't think so much. Your brother is a good man. He will be blessed. He will be safe."

Raised his hand, I pick in his lapel, I unbutton some of the hands trembled: "Li Yan, you stay here tonight to sleep..."

The wrinkles between his eyebrows were like a tsunami rushing in. Li Yan's eyes fixed on me, and he said, "Chen Shi, don't be so stupid, OK. Yes, I admit that even at this moment, you are still my most ardent desire, I am still eager to hold you in my arms, I am still eager to kiss you, or even enter you unscrupulously, but it doesn't mean that I need you to promise me in return. Even if you have nothing to do with me, even if I don't follow you this time, if I hear from other places that your brother is sick, even if you refuse my help, I can't stand by. Even if we have nothing to do with each other, you are still an inseparable part of my body in my cognition. I'm not going to let a part of my body suffer and be indifferent. I know that in your heart, your brother is your only relative. You owe him a lot. You often feel that you don't repay him. You are bound by this debt and can't get rid of it all your life. If your brother is sick and you can't do anything, you may be more difficult to get out of that predicament in the future. I hope you are good. I want to see you live freely. All I do is out of my own free will. I don't need you to bear heavy psychological pressure. I don't need you to be grateful to me. "

Hesitating, Li Yan stretched out his hand. He hung in mid air and stopped for a while. Finally, he landed on my shoulder and pressed it gently: "don't think about so many things you don't have. Have a good sleep. I promise you, I'll do my best to get your brother back to health. "

My eyes were getting hot, and my hands were squeezed in my eyes, but I still couldn't stop the surge. My legs were not strong, and my whole body sank down. I slipped and squatted on the ground. I held my head in my hands and buried it between my legs: "Li Yan, I know you're not so shallow, I know you don't want to be like this. But I don't know what else I can do

Then he squatted down, and Li Yan's arm gently patted me on the back for a while. After a bit of tentative stalemate, he put me in his arms with a little effort. He put my face on his chest, and his hand clasped my back and stroked me: "I don't need you to do anything. I just want to see you OK, OK

My throat is occupied by constant acid and bitterness. Even though my mouth is wide open, I can't say a word any more. I fall into the space surrounded by Li Yan group. I can't control myself to completely vent my panic these days.

Li Yan just rubbed the back of my head back and forth with his hand, which made me sleepless for many days and was attacked by sleepiness.

He took me to the bed in a daze. Li Yan pulled the quilt to cover me. He pulled a chair and sat on one side: "you sleep, I'll be right next to you. Get a good sleep and things will get better

Sleepiness alternated, I could not resist, my eyes closed, completely into the dark.

In the hazy, I felt something pressed my hand, I twisted to avoid, I had not turned over to be dragged to fear, I woke up.

It's daybreak.

Awakened by the movement I accidentally made, Li yanmeng raised his head. He stayed for a few seconds, then he suddenly released my hand. He was a little embarrassed: "sorry..."

Subtle explosion in the atmosphere, I quickly pulled his rolled up skirt, desperately want to break the atmosphere: "you just sit on the chair and sleep all night? How uncomfortable that is. "

Standing up, Li Yan arranged his clothes a little. He said, "it's not in the way."

Looking at his watch, Li Yan said, "Chen Shi, go wash your clothes first, and collect your luggage later. We need to hurry back to Shenzhen."

While having breakfast at the market, Li Yan found a long-distance driver by the way. He gave the key to the car to the young man and gave him the contact number of Wu Hai'an. He and I took two or three motorcycles and went back to the village.

In the end, it's still exciting to give money. Before Li Yan's car arrived, Chen Yihe's family packed their bags and waited there.

As if already very familiar, Li Yan chats with them to pull the family routine, he is surrounded in the middle, some stand out from the crowd feeling, also does not disobey the sense of out of place.

Looking at him from under the banyan tree, the more I look at him, the more distracted I am.

On the way back to Shenzhen, Li Yan continued to chat with that group of people. I sat in the front seat and heard heartfelt laughter coming from behind. The chaos in my heart gradually returned to unity.

The most thankful thing is that after matching and physical examination, Chen Yihe's fourth brother has the best physical foundation. He has the highest degree of fit with Chen Yihe, and the fourth brother is also the one who has the closest memory of Chen Yihe in that group. The day before he went to the operating table, he told me how Chen Yihe liked to play with him most before he went to my aunt's house.More thankfully, Chen Yihe's operation was very successful.

The doctor said that because his condition was handled in time, he would pay attention to recuperation and recover slowly.

As for the vacillation we have experienced in order to win this battle, Dai Xiaohong and Li Yan and I agreed that we should not disclose too much to him.

After Chen Yihe's stable, Li Yan calls on me and gets together with his relatives from Chen Yihe's hometown. At the dinner, Li Yan begins to "brainwash" a group of strong men. He starts the routine of "giving people fish is better than giving them fish". After the meal, those strong men say that they have long wanted to do some small business to improve their life. They toast with Li Yan one after another, They patted Li Yan on the shoulder and praised him as the most enterprising man they had ever seen.

There is no suspense. After the meal, Li Yan got drunk.

His face was red with alcohol, he staggered step by step, I could only support him.

Originally, after I got out of the hotel, I wanted to stop a taxi, but under the influence of alcohol, Li Yan seemed to be 19 years old. He couldn't do it this way or that. He was so noisy that he wouldn't take a taxi even if he was killed. He wanted to go by himself. He also threatened that he would go back to the deep cloud from Futian.

There's no way. I can only follow him. I have to watch him deviate from the track from time to time so that I can help him and break him back.

After passing a traffic light, Li Yan's words gradually increased. He said, "Chen Shi, let me sing you a song. What songs do you like to listen to? Order one. "

I'm a little stunned.

Then I tried my best to rummage through my memory bank. I couldn't find the memory of when I heard Li Yan sing.

I couldn't resist his gaffe when he was dominated by alcohol. I didn't have much inspiration. I said, "no, just sing the march of the volunteers, which was sung when the national flag was raised. Get up! People who don't want to be slaves! Just this one, sing it. "

After stopping, Li yanmeng turned to his side. He looked at me for a while. His hand stretched out to touch my head: "the track you ordered is too clear. Sure enough, my girl is unique. "

After laughing twice, Li Yan's paralyzed soul seems to have recovered from the blow of the wind. Embarrassment slowly rises on his cheek. The hand that he is about to touch my head is fixed. It's awkwardly hanging there. Li Yan's embarrassment, accompanied by the confusion of alcohol, gradually spreads a sense of sadness. He is a little disconsolate: "I remember my fault again. You're not my girl anymore. I can't keep up with you, you go too far, I still stay in place, you and I have been pulled out of the huge gap by time. I've lost you. I've only lost you once, but this loss happens day by day, repeated. The more it does, the more it washes out the clarity of my memory. I will be more and more confused with the reality, and more and more easily buried in the illusion that you still belong to me. "

I suddenly have a strong impulse, I want to jump up and hold him, but when my arm is about to spread out, my feet seem to be stuck by something, so I can't move, I can only glue in place, I bury my face to hide my eyes red: "you drink too much, I hit, send you back."

"Don't fight. I want to walk back. It's better for us to walk slower and slower. Otherwise, after tonight, I don't know if I can find an excuse to shake in front of you

Raising his hand, Li Yan pointed: "it's better to buy two more bottles of wine. I'll drink some more. I'll feel dizzy. Only in this way can I feel at ease and say anything stupid. It's good to have a mouth addiction. "

Uncomfortable, like butter roasted by high heat, they flow in my heart constantly. Where they climb, they leave me a piece of hot hot, but after that, it is endless cool. My mouth also seems to be entangled. I am silent for several times, and then I can slowly convey the nonsense without nutrition: "Li Yan, don't do this."

Slightly pick eyebrows, Li Yan grin, he means difficult to distinguish smile: "I still sing you a song, Eason Chan's" don't talk. "

Before I could respond again, Li Yan cleared his throat. He suddenly said, "should there be a tacit understanding when you love someone? I thought you know when I look at you. I hide the secret, in every morning, warm into coffee, quiet to you. I am willing to draw a silent stage play with a black pencil. No matter how bright the light is, I will hold you. I am willing to sing a hoarse song in the corner. No matter how loud it is, it's for you. Please listen carefully and don't talk... "

At the last word, Li Yan lengthened his intonation for a while before he stopped. He stopped for a moment: "it's really hard to sing."

My hands were folded in half, and my fist stretched out again. I relied on such repeated actions to save my own embarrassment, and I only choked out half a sentence: "Li Yan, i..."

Li Yan succeeded in breaking through my dilemma: "go home, don't chat, go home, drink too much, people are tired."

No longer determined to go back, Li Yan changed his attention. He stood on the side of the road shaking. He raised his hand from time to time to attract the taxi.

I was afraid that once he slipped and fell into the driveway, I had to follow him. My body stood in front of him, and I said, "I'll stop it."After ten seconds of silence behind me, Li Yan suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged my waist. His arm was as solid as a tightrope. He arched his body and put his face on my shoulder. His cheek rubbed my cheek back and forth. His voice was full of gloom: "Chen Shi, will you accompany me tonight?"

My body was as stiff as a stone. I held back my voice and said, "OK."

The alcohol attack in his body became more and more intense. After he got on the taxi, Li Yan's eyes could not hold together for a while. His body sank towards me. Finally, he put his back on my thigh and his eyes would be closed. He still wanted to hold my hand. He was mumbling. I didn't understand what he was mumbling. But from this in my heart derived from the cool, lingering.

Driving to the depths of the clouds, I pulled Li Yan out of the car with the help of the driver. I held his arm and moved hard step by step. Finally, I grabbed the door of his finger to swipe the card and threw him on the sofa.

I grabbed a thin blanket to cover him. I turned around and wanted to pour a glass of water for Li Yan. However, before I could take a step, Li Yan grabbed me.

Difficult to move the body hanging out, Li Yan plus gravity way: "Chen Shi you don't go."

I just scraped my other hand on the back of my hand that he held tightly like a corn cob: "I won't go, I'll get you something to drink."

More than ten seconds later, Li Yan suddenly received the message I conveyed. In his deep eyes, he rarely showed Innocence: "go and get me some wine?"

Frown, I patience: "drink too much on An'an Fen to be a drunk, don't ask so much."

Blurred vision focus on my face, Li Yan cold not Ding: "you look really good."

Some anxious difficult to ease up, I looked away: "you good rest, I go to get you some water to drink."

Thinking that a little tea would be more conducive to waking up in the bar, I overturned the idea of going to the fridge to get him something. I went into the kitchen.

After four years, this large and open kitchen is still the same as before. It used to have something in it, but it still has something in it now. My mind was floating for a while, and I found tea and tea cups almost without any difficulty.

After I washed the tea with boiling water, I poured water to make tea. I watched the tea rolling and stretching in the water, but hugging again because of precipitation. In my frustrated eyes, they looked like lovers who had been reunited for a long time. My heart suddenly felt very sad.

Waiting for the tea to cool down, I pulled out from the daze, and then I went out with it.

However, Li Yan is not on the sofa.

Seeing that there was no one in the bathroom downstairs, I had to shout to him: "Li Yan? Li Yan

Half a ring, his voice came from the upstairs bedroom: "I'm here."

Eyes fall on the temperature of tea, I hesitated to climb the stairs, I step by step slowly.

Just stepped on the door, my eyes touched the front, I was stunned.

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