Chapter 245

Maybe it's because Li Yan runs too fast. He drives the air to flow and forms a gust of wind, which makes me feel a little cool covered with autumn quilt. I need to pick up my clothes and wrap myself tightly to fight against the past.

After that, I followed Li Yan downstairs. When he was looking for his car keys and wallet, I kept telling him to drive carefully. However, Li Yan was caught in a kind of anxiety that I couldn't touch for a while. He only gave me a cursory response to my concern with two words of "mm-hmm".

He's gone.

Leaning against the French window, by moonlight, I watched Li Yan's figure shrink gradually. I didn't look back at the wall clock until he disappeared in my field of vision.

It's already half past ten.

After taking a bath, I couldn't get into sleep. I didn't stay in my bedroom. Instead, I went down to the first floor. I went to see Nian en's sleeping face for a while, and stood in front of the French window like a watchman's stone for a while. I worked in this way for many times, but Li Yan didn't get home until three in the morning.

He didn't come back alone.

He also supported Zhao Miaofeng, who was drunk.

Before that, Li Yan and I did negotiate to invite Zhao Miaofeng to our home for a meal, so that she could have a look at her grandson. However, during this period of time, it has not been mentioned in the daily life. Li Yan didn't mention it, and I won't take the initiative.

In the middle of the night, Li Yan didn't tell me in advance, so he helped Zhao Miaofeng to his home. Although I was slightly offended, I thought that if she was not good to me, she was also Li Yan's mother. I didn't have to be so mean. So I hastened to open the door wider and welcomed them in.

After a few years' absence, Zhao Miaofeng has lost more than a lap. She is wearing a Black Slim skirt and a thin but also slim woollen coat, which makes her look like a bamboo pole of vicissitudes.

Even though Li Yan and I have been together until now, Zhao Miaofeng and I have been in sporadic contact with each other for several times. She has been suppressing me with a high attitude. But when I saw that she had taken off her noble spirit, I was still a little sorry.

For Li Yan's sake, I took a blanket for him and motioned him to help Zhao Miaofeng cover it. I turned to find sobering tea and made a cup for it.

Busy to take over, Li Yan carefully looked at me, said: "Chen Shi, thank you. My mother is so drunk that I can't leave her in a hotel

seeing through Li Yan's Dilemma and hesitation, I took it up in time and said, "I'm not so unreasonable. You can give her this tea first."

His forehead was sweating. Li Yan looked back at me deeply. He held a teacup to Zhao Miaofeng's mouth. He called out gently: "Mom, drink some water."

Following Li Yan's call, Zhao Miao Feng opened her eyes slowly. She took a sip of tea to her mouth. Before she swallowed it, she coughed.

Finally, under the back slap of Li Yan, Zhao Miaofeng stopped coughing. Her eyes opened wider. She looked at Li Yan for a long time. She reached out and touched Li Yan's cheek. She was deeply immersed in a kind of drunken melancholy: "Xiao Yan is so handsome. I gave him such an excellent son in this life. I have no credit, but I also have hard work How could he just sweep me out of the house. I hate it. I hate it. Xiao Yan, tell me what's wrong with my mother and what's wrong with me. That's why Li Zengqian's constant efforts to abandon me in recent years Li Yan grabbed Zhao Miaofeng's hand and said, "Mom, you've drunk too much. You should drink the tea and have a good sleep

without giving Li Yan enough time to finish his speech, Zhao Miaofeng patted Li Yan's face again: "Xiaoyan, mom is happy to see Xiaojia today. At the beginning, Xiaojia was much more sensible than you. Maybe she had the same surname as me, and she was close to me. As soon as she had something new, she came to me and hugged my leg. I am also because of Xiaojia. I want to have another daughter. I have been moving and moving. Li Zengqian has been hiding and hiding. In fact, he had been hiding his mind for more than ten years and wanted to draw a clear line with me. I saw Xiaojia tonight, and those memories have revived. I want to hate Li Zengqian again. I took my marriage with him as a business, and he finally ruined my business. Xiaoyan, didn't you say that you love your mother? Would you please help me? Would you help me to have a bad breath with Li Zengqian. Why is he the one who is ungrateful? I am the only one who has suffered losses ... "

even though Zhao Miaofeng's voice is vague due to the entanglement of alcohol, as a spectator with a distance of less than one meter, I clearly heard her mention Zhao Jia several times, and I pieced together a vein from her slightly disordered incoherence.

Li Yan will go out in a hurry, probably because he found that Zhao Miaofeng met Zhao Jia in private. He was worried about his mother, so he ran away without explanation.

When I thought about the things that made me worry about him for several hours, it was like this. I didn't have time to let go, but I fell into another net.

Because I once tasted the taste of depression, I especially know what kind of ideology the disease has. The state of Zhao Miaofeng's nagging at this moment, her holding an empty shelf and refusing to pull away, is clearly that she still can't climb from the dark to the sunshine, she still indulges in her channel, unable to extricate herself, in her spirit In the world, she is so paranoid that she is the only one left. She even makes Li Yan fight against her father for her sake.With his brow locked, Li Yan held the teacup to Zhao Miaofeng's mouth. His voice was tired from his bones. He said, "Mom, would you like to have a cup of tea and have a sleep first! I beg you

She was still seriously held by alcohol. Zhao Miaofeng buried her face and took another drink. Then she closed her eyes and shook them. Finally, her body tilted to the back of the sofa.

Li Yan put down his teacup, he put Zhao Miaofeng's arm around her and sent her to a side room at the end of the second floor. He took a hot towel to wipe her face, and then he went down to the first floor.

After scrubbing all the used towels completely, Li Yanmo hung them on the balcony in silence. Then he evaded my sight and said, "Chen Shi, I'm sorry. I I know my mother didn't give you a good word, and I dare not ask you to respect her as I do, but she was too drunk tonight ... "

I suddenly feel that Li Yan at this moment, the Li Yan in front of me, is so pitiful with me.

Even though my family environment is quite different from his, the essence of it is a strange fit. He and I are just lonely people who are excluded from the world by our close relatives. We are all lonely people who are asked for more by our close relatives, and we are tired even if we can't walk well in the cold and clear road at night.

Rush up, I weigh up a foot to embrace him: "don't say sorry to me again, OK?". I understand

Such a tall man, even though my arms are not close to each other, Li Yan is surrounded by me. He suddenly seems to be getting smaller. He is silent for a long time. He buries his face, and he is even more tired: "tonight, Zhao Jia sent me a text message. She sent me a picture of my mother drinking with her in the Qingba bar in Shatoujiao, and she is the only one I didn't send any words, which made me flustered. I'm just afraid of what Zhao Jia said to get my mother to go to the top again. Now what I'm afraid of has come true. She began to fall into the vicious circle where the whole world failed her. Five years later, she is always like this again and again. She always crush these hopes when I want to see them. In fact, I really want to let go, especially when I think about when I was with you, I expressed to her more than once that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. She always threw cold water on me and said that love is useless. It's serious to find a virtuous wife who can help me to grasp Baolun. She doesn't care if my future marriage can be happy, she said I'm not afraid that I'll follow her old way of marriage. I've been living in pain and suffering. She just wants me to be an excellent son that she can handle. She has always been so selfish. She just wants to see how good I am and never cares whether I am happy or not. But Chen Shi, I can't ignore her. Even if she is not so devoted to her marriage with my father, even if she plays separately during the marriage with my father, she has a lot of blue confidants. It is only when they give up their hopes for marriage that she and my father come to such a situation. But I can't and dare not stimulate her to face the fact. Every time I want to leave her alone, I will remember that I fell down the stairs when I was six years old. She ran out crying all the way with blood on her face. She even forgot to wear her shoes. Even if she gave me those warm memories, only stay in my childhood, I still can't ruthlessly start, let her go. Chen Shi, I can't ignore her. Sorry, Chen Shi, I really can't leave her in the hotel tonight. I can only bring her back. But I promise you, as soon as she wakes up tomorrow, I will send her back to Dongguan immediately, and I will arrange her well

in the face of Li Yan's emotional catharsis that he seems to have collapsed and can't stop, I understand that he has been depressed for a long time. I just patted him on the shoulder and said, "OK, OK, I understand."

"I'm tired."

Over my shoulder, Li Yan's voice was lighter: "if there is an afterlife, I hope I was born in an ordinary family, with brothers and sisters, parents' love, poverty and warmth. I also hope I'm just an ordinary man. I don't want to meet other women when I grow up. I want to meet you smoothly. I sincerely pursue you. You are trapped in my deep feeling and can't extricate yourself. You promise me that we'll get married and have a child and a half. We don't earn much, just enough. Every night when the child falls asleep, we start to take it We sometimes quarrel because of poverty, but no matter how poor we are, we still love ordinary and deep. On the day when we are white haired, our children will be married and busy living their new life. We will go to see the old men and women who are ten years younger than us dance square dance together with crutches. That's the best way. "

Li Yan's affectation made his eyes hot. I patted him on the back again: "OK, it's very late. Shall we go to bed first?"

After half a minute, Li Yan finally stood up and rubbed his eyes. He said, "I don't know what time my mother will wake up tomorrow. I haven't told her about nian'en, and nian'en doesn't know her existence, so that she won't scare nian'en tomorrow. I'll take a reclining chair and rest in nian'en's room for a while. Anyway, it will be light soon."I heard straight frown: "no, you run to the middle of the night to come back, you do not have a good rest more boring.". Nian en's bed is not small. I'll make do next to him. You go to sleep in the room. "

Maybe it's not early. Li Yan didn't do more sawing with me. He turned around and said, "I'll go upstairs and give you a quilt."

After a while, Li Yan came down with two quilts in his arms. He took one to Nian en's bed and put the other on the sofa. He shook it away and said, "I still don't have much confidence in my mother. I'm lying here."

If I kept on talking, it would be daybreak. When I saw Li Yan sleeping on the sofa better than on the couch, I went with him.

In recent years, I became used to being independent. Nian en didn't seem to be used to sleeping next to him. I just couldn't help getting close to him and he twisted around. I was afraid that I would wake him up. I quickly moved away. After that, I stared at Nian en's sleeping face with insufficient light. I looked at his dark eyebrows and long eyes Covered eyelashes, my heart was surging bursts of affectation touch.

But still like to rely on me, I wake up in the morning, Nian en has arched into my arms, his two hands holding my arm, he is still sleeping very deep.

Especially enjoy such a rare intimate time, I wanted to accompany Nian enmi for a while, but Zhao Miaofeng's voice sounded outside.

With some fuss, Zhao Miaofeng yelled in the hall: "Xiao Yan, what's the matter with you? How did you sleep on the sofa? You've never suffered from this since you were a child. Why did you sleep on the sofa? Get up quickly, you get up quickly, you'll get lumbago later! "

Startled, Nian en's hand on my arm trembled, and he suddenly opened his eyes.

Especially uncomfortable, he rubbed his eyes like that. As soon as Nian en saw me, he first showed a smile that could melt me into sand. He was puzzled and asked: "Mom, who's coming outside?"

As soon as I thought of meeting Zhao Miaofeng, I didn't know what it would be like. But I pretended to be relaxed and said, "it's grandma. My father's mother's name is grandma. Nian en studied it, right? "

Suddenly, Nian en got up with round eyes. His pure eyes were full of expectations: "is grandma a good tempered grandma? Will she like playing with Nian en like grandma?"

The blockage in my heart was even more serious. I reluctantly laughed: "Nian en is so good. Many people will like to play with Nian en."

He climbed out of bed. After Nian en put on his slippers, he took a small coat and put it on. He took my hand and motioned me to take him out.

During the seven or eight meter journey, I walked very slowly. Nian en was a very considerate child. He didn't ask any questions, but just followed me.

As soon as we turned to the connection between the corridor and the hall, Zhao Miao Feng's eyes swept over. Her eyes first fell on me for a while, and then she stared at Nian en with double sharpness.

Her eyes were really fierce, which made Nian en, who was not too timid, get some retreat from her gaze. He was in a panic and arched at me.

I quickly bent down to pick up the frightened child. I avoided Zhao Miaofeng's direct vision and glared at Li Yan, who had not responded much.

Li Yan, who had been woken up by me, jumped up from the sofa like a skyrocket. He rushed over and took nian'en. He said to Zhao Miaofeng, "Mom, Chen Shi and I have already obtained the certificate. This is our child, nian'en."

With her pupils swelling and shrinking, Zhao Miaofeng's eyes became more and more frightening. The corners of her mouth twitched and trembled, and she seemed to gnash her teeth: "Xiaoyan, you let me down! I've spent a lot of time training you since I was a kid! I've used so much effort to cultivate you. I hope you can one day compare with Li Chun who rubs food and drink at home and maybe rubs off your share of property. But how can you be so bewildered! You dare to have a baby with a woman who doesn't deserve you! You do this, the blood is polluted! You will cause the old man's dissatisfaction sooner or later! If he inherits his property to Li Chun, your life will be ruined and ruined! "

Lineage Does Zhao Miaofeng think that her son is of noble blood, and that it's someone else's turn to give birth to him, and that it's a rat who makes a hole in the ground?

Well, the little touch I made to this woman last night was that I had a hole in my head. Even if she had a miserable ending, it was her own creation.

Thinking about it, I'm just wearing a translucent Nightgown, which is not covered with a smock. It's hard for me to go out with Nian en. I don't want Nian en to stay at home and see the woman's face. I pose to take Nian en back. I whispered to Li Yan: "I'll take Nian en to the top of the building to bask in the sun In a cold way, Zhao Miaofeng stepped forward two steps to block my way, and she cut me off. She said: "ha ha, if you have the ability to seduce my son, don't run! Don't think you have the ability to have a baby for my son. As long as he nods, let alone Shenzhen, there are many excellent girls who rush to give birth to him ．”Eyes deep convergence, Li Yan return to me, he calm a face to drink a voice: "Mom, you enough! If you go on like this, I won't care about you any more! "

Li Yan's voice is not big, but it seems to exude a Soul-catching power. Zhao Miao Feng stagnates, and the range of her mood changes is amazing. She blinks her eyes, and her eyes become red. She covers half her face with her palm. She has a tone that will not cry: "Xiao Yan, you have never spoken to me so loudly before. You've been so tough on me more than once for this woman. Is she secretly abetting you to do this? Right? No matter how you used to be, you never thought that you would not care about me any more. Now you are spoiled by her, aren't you? "

There was no time to give Li Yan feedback at all. Zhao Miaofeng swept over me with his venomous eyes and scolded: "you are a vicious woman with a vicious heart. You want to have a quarrel with our mother and son secretly! What's the matter with me? Xiaoyan hasn't come to see me once in the last ten days and a half months. It turns out that you've hooked him! "

The more I heard her spit fragrance, the more anxious I was. I was afraid that the bullshit she spit would have a bad effect on nian'en. I saw that Zhao Miaofeng didn't mean to give way, so I had to consider taking nian'en out. However, nian'en was struggling so hard that he constantly asked me to let him down.

This little bunny is no longer the one who used to be only 20 jin. Now he is as powerful as a calf. I can't resist his jumping on my arm like this. I have to bend down and dunk him on the floor.

With his arms bent, Nian en quickly forked on both sides of his waist. He suddenly glared at Zhao Miaofeng: "old witch! Why do you call my mother a bad person! You're the bad guy! As soon as you come, you will attack my father and my mother. You will also stare at me. An unkind old woman like you must be an old witch! An old witch is the worst. I don't want you to be my grandmother. I want my father to buy a kind grandmother in the supermarket. I don't want you to be my grandmother! "

"It's amazing! This is the child taught by the woman you are looking for! What are you teaching! I don't know how to respect the old, I don't know how to be filial! "

He was so angry that his face turned pale. Zhao Miaofeng first scolded Li Yan. She turned back to Nian en and said, "you child, I don't care about you because you are bleeding from Xiao Yan."

The fighting power is so strong that Nian en's momentum is even stronger: "I don't respect the old, you don't love the young! You can't do well as an adult, and you want children to respect you. You're so funny! "

Finally, she met a special opponent who could grasp the key points. Zhao Miaofeng's weak chicken collapsed. She glared at Nian en Suo angrily and said, "who are they. It doesn't make sense. I don't want to waste words with you

Looking at me, Li Yan rolled Nian en into his arms. He kept patting Nian en's slender shoulder with his hand. He said softly, "Nian en, OK. You go to wash and change clothes first, you still have to go to kindergarten. "

Although some reluctantly, but Nian en hesitated for a while, or cleverly went to the sink there to clean up themselves.

The atmosphere at the scene was still very tight. Li Yan grabbed my hand and closed it. He loosened it. He went up to Zhao Miao and said, "Mom, I'll take you back first."

Especially angry to avoid Li Yan's approach, Zhao Miao Feng cold gouged out Li Yan, her chest waves: "you don't want to care about me, then you don't care about me! I don't need you to worry about me either

almost at the end of Zhao Miaofeng's words, the doorbell rang.

Zhao Miao Feng gave Li Yan another look. She looked at the gate and said, "someone has come to meet me. I'm going. Unless you break up with this woman one day, don't call me that mother again! I don't have a hopeless son like you

With that, Zhao Miao Feng smashed Li Yan open with her shoulder. She quickly stepped up and opened the door.

The man standing outside is Zhao Jia.

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