Chapter 268

"Buddha, I'm in a bad mood. I've cried several times, but I'm still very sad. So is Lao he. From yesterday to now, his eyes are all red, and he has never retreated. Life is really too fragile. "

With such a few short words, my heart turned upside down. After a pause, Ruan siting began to speak again. Her voice was choked: "yuan na has passed away. Such a young girl, she's only in her twenties. She's left alone without a family. It's really sad. "

It's like being knocked down by someone with a stuffy stick. My head is buzzing, and my legs are as soft as cotton. I need to hold my desk so that I can't slide down. I'm stunned and stare around. I can't believe it: "how can it be? What's going on? When I saw her a while ago, she was very good! "

"Yes, that's why I say life is really fragile. Before she asked for leave, I drank milk tea with her. She knew that I like pearls, and she specially told me to add more pearls. She smiles at me as if she still remembers it, but in a twinkling it turns into a cold corpse. I've heard from people in the factory that yuan na is still an only child. Her parents can't stand it. If she's a freshman, she'll be gone. "

The voice was sour, and Ruan siting sniffled. She continued: "the house she rented, the water heater leakage or air leakage, she fell down when she was taking a bath. Because she lived alone, she was found the third day after she died. Or because she wechat and the landlord said well let the landlord come to get the rent, the landlord how can not contact her, the police, she was found. When I found it, it was stiff and hopeless. I sent it directly to the funeral home. I didn't know until I got in touch with Lao he. Buddha, I'm so sad. Although she is not a relative, after all, she has known such a cheerful girl for such a long time. If she says no, she will be gone. "

My heart seemed to be suffocated by lack of oxygen. I couldn't support my heavy body just by supporting my desk. I squeezed it from my throat and said, "this may be fate. Don't think too much about it, Ruan siting. You are still nursing. Your bad mood will affect the endocrine and the quality of milk. You should try to adjust your mood, OK

"Well."

With a deep reply, Ruan siting slowly changed the conversation. She said, "Mr. Buddha, yuan na's memorial service will be at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning in the jinyinkeng funeral home in front of danzhutou. Will you come? Her parents can't stand the pain of their daughter's death. The two old people are haggard and can only be arranged by Huanguang. Why do you want to organize all my colleagues to see yuan na off. And Do you have the contact information of Tang Zhi? No matter whether yuan na and he break up or not, after all, they are in love. Can you help me find a way to contact Tang Zhi? "

"I'll go."

First of all, in response to Ruan siting, I frowned, and I took some measures: "Tang Zhi has a serious illness here, and he is still in a coma, so he can't be there."

It is said that Tang Zhi is ill, and Ruan siting is even more sorry.

It is to appease her a few words, I hung up the phone, the news brought to me by Ruan siting stirred waves in my heart, but lasting.

Maybe I've been frightened a lot recently. My neurasthenia has reached the point where it's hard to recover. How can I feel that the news of yuan na's death is closely related to Tang Zhi's attack?

Heart seems to be covered with a layer of hemp ash, I shake my clothes to blow off the sweat layer upon layer on my back, I went to find Gao Gao again.

It's true that she is not someone who can be cruel. Even from Gao Gao's point of view, she and Yuan Na are enemies in principle. When Gao Gao hears yuan na's sad news, she is also shrouded in depression and melancholy. She and I have an appointment to see her off tomorrow.

And my mood is not much better. After I came out of the high office, my head seemed to be locked with paste. I really couldn't find any new ideas to draw pictures, so I had to sort out those materials one by one.

Near seven o'clock, Li Yan came to pick me up. He said it was too late to buy food, so he took me to a private restaurant near litchi park for dinner.

Sitting down, Li Yan had already put my depression in his eyes. When he handed me the meal card, he immediately said, "what's the matter, Chen Shi? You seem to be in a bad mood? Thinking about the little bunny? "

Shaking my head, I cleared my throat: "yuan na of Huanguang, do you have any impression? I heard today that she died unexpectedly. I have an appointment with Gao Gao to see her off tomorrow, but I still feel sorry that such a young girl can't say how to leave. "

There were not many ups and downs on his face. Li Yan just frowned slightly: "I know you. After all, since you're going to meet Chen Shi, I'll spare a few hours tomorrow to drive you there, and I'll also go and see you off. "

His brow gradually frowned deeper, and Li Yan said in a soft voice: "life, old age, illness and death are human nature. Life and death have a destiny. Chen Shi, please open your eyes and don't drill into the horns."

Reluctantly nodded, I desperately support, not to let the mood collapse, said: "words are so said, but really can not accept the moment, very sorry.""Understand."

Holding my hand in the air, Li yantuan said: "don't think too much."

Although my friendship with yuan na makes me not feel bad about her accidental death, it really affects my appetite. The dishes here come up one by one, and they are all full of color, fragrance and flavor. Under the urging and supervision of Li Yan, I seldom stretch out my chopsticks. I take a few more mouthfuls of rice in my mouth, even if it's over.

He didn't force me to continue to eat more. When Li Yan came back from the purchase, he picked up my bag and released another hand to hold me. He said, "Chen Shi, let's walk around the litchi park? Press the road or something, OK? "

Anyway, now that the child is away, it's meaningless to go home and face the empty house. I nodded: "OK."

This private restaurant is about one kilometer away from Litchi park. On the way, there are a lot of small shops that always eat and drink. I said no, but Li Yan went to buy two cups of milk tea and some desserts with him. After walking for a few minutes, he asked me if I wanted to eat. But he kept on saying hello, so he had to drink some tea and eat some desserts.

Ah, needless to say, I gradually felt full when he stuffed things into my mouth like feeding pigs all the way.

Look, it's almost enough to feed me. Li Yan cleared the small half cup of milk tea I had left behind. He then gave another unopened cup to a cleaner's aunt in the park. As soon as he was empty handed, he would come over to hold me from time to time. His broad palm was clasped in the back of my head, and he pressed my face on his chest several times.

In the slightly quiet night, I heard his heart beating gently and evenly.

We walked around the not so big litchi park for seven or eight times, and it was ten o'clock when we got home.

After taking a bath, I turned out a pure black skirt from the bottom of the pressure box. I twisted the fabric which was washed by time and left a faint trace. It was as uncomfortable as the tide. I quickly put it aside. Finally, I relied on the video of Nian en sent to me by Li Jianguo through wechat to find my short-term peace of mind.

Li Yan, after taking a bath, went to the edge of the bed. He touched my head and told me that sometimes he had to work with me. He wanted to work overtime in the study and let me sleep first.

Lying alone on the wide double bed, the emptiness and solitude eroded me for several times. I tossed and turned and lost sleep. At last, I hesitated to go downstairs to give Li Yan a cup of milk and send it to the study. I saw Li Yan printing out documents with the printer on. I quickly backed out and closed the door for him again.

Then I finally fell asleep.

But I didn't sleep well this night.

In just a few hours, I have experienced many messy dreams. Those bizarre images took me running all night. I was confused. I probably knew that Li Yan didn't get back to bed until two o'clock in the morning. He turned his back to me. Since then, he was lonely.

Even if I sleep later than I do, when I open my eyes in the morning, Li Yan's sleeping position is empty. Only the shallow impression reminds me that he used to sleep with me last night.

Having cooked millet porridge, Li Yan went to the market again to buy fresh dumplings. He took a pan and poured a little oil. He fried it slowly over a thin fire. The whole kitchen and dining room were filled with the smell of life.

However, as a pig teammate, I still didn't find a good appetite. I just drank half a bowl of rice porridge and ate two fried dumplings, and I couldn't eat any more.

Today, Li Yan is still unable to get rid of his self-esteem and good habits. All kinds of high-end food materials are always piled up in the refrigerator at home. He pays great attention to buying them together with a small bottle of milk. However, what is different from the past is that he will not waste food as easily as before.

With a roll of brand-new plastic wrap, Li Yan sealed up all the leftover dumplings and put them in the refrigerator. He pointed at me who had changed clothes. His faint smile hung on his lips: "keep me for supper at night."

More or less disappointed with his guilt, I shriveled: "blame me for not eating in the morning, you put it first, save it for me as dinner."

Noncommittal mouth up hook, Li Yan said: "you go to change clothes, I'll be ready."

Li Yan and I went out in black. The sun in the late autumn had already given out all kinds of dazzling light. Li Yan came to hold my hand, so that I would not be dazzled by the light reflected by the thick black.

At yuan na's farewell party, most of the people who came here were Huanguang's colleagues. Those old aunts in the workshop didn't know how to cover up and restrain their emotions. The sadness on their faces brought my mood into the frozen zone.

What surprised me most was that Lu Weijun also came.

Wearing a black sweater, Lu Weijun looks solemn and stealthy in the crowd of old aunts with a light face. He has several times inadvertently floated the remaining light here, and he is in a hurry to take back his sight.

In such a heavy occasion, I was puzzled about Lu Weijun's arrival, and I couldn't make any effort to find out the root. Finally, I turned away from him and indulged in sadness with everyone.Yuan na's parents are completely immersed in the pain of their daughter's death. They have been too weak to hold on for several times, so the farewell party is basically arranged by he Ruan and his wife. He Yujin has ordered a hotel to set up a drink according to the customs followed by most people in Shenzhen.

Looking at yuan na's appearance, I felt choked on my chest. I was suffocated several times, so when I got to the hotel, I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face.

When I came back, I didn't see Li Yan. I asked Gao Gao. She pointed to the direction of the bathroom and said that Li Yan should have gone to the bathroom.

Without Li Yan, the freshness brought by the cold water didn't last for a while. I was very short of breath again soon. I had no choice but to say to Gao Gao, "Gao Gao, the banquet here hasn't started yet. I'll go to the outside platform to get some air. Do you want to go?"

"I'm not going."

She refused firmly, but Gao Gao cast a light look at the platform. In a few seconds, she quickly pulled back my coat and said, "it's not boring to turn on the air conditioner here. Chen Shi, it's a psychological mischief. If you go outside, you won't be able to do anything. You'll have to get your hair in a mess because of the wind. Don't go. Stay here and sit with me. This is the whole table, I'll get to know you better

In the face of the old aunts who are so big that they have gradually shown a faint smile, my heart is really depressed to the point that it is particularly difficult to solve. I still stand up: "no, I really want to breathe. If you are afraid of the wind, you can sit and watch your mobile phone. I'll go out for a few minutes and come back."

Slowly loosen my clothes, high voice line depressed: "well, then you go."

Around the noisy banquet hall, when I was about to fork out from the kitchen entrance to the platform, I happened to meet a couple of couriers coming out with vegetables. I turned sideways in order to avoid them, and my sight just fell back to the one we were sitting on. I saw Gao Gao standing on the table with one hand, and her other hand holding her mobile phone. She was very anxious Cut.

Her state is the same as what she usually shows in her work, so I didn't think about it any more and quickened the pace.

Almost to the platform floor, I suddenly heard a dull thump, I subconsciously pause step, then I was fascinated by the ghost, mind as to speed up the pace, but also face forward.

I just passed the door when I suddenly saw Li Yan and Lu Weijun coming from more than ten meters.

Walking in front of Lu Weijun, he shuttled past me. He raised his eyes and glanced at me. Then he buried his face deeply. He went out in a hurry.

Very confused, I faced the backlight and Li Yan looked at each other, said: "you and Lu Weijun together here for what?"

"No. I suddenly became addicted to smoking, and the smoking room was too far away, so I came here directly. "

Step closer to me, Li Yan got close to me: "I also came here to meet Lu Weijun. I didn't communicate with him."

Looking at the cigarette that Li Yan held between his fingers, which seemed to have not smoked a few mouthfuls, I was full of doubts: "haven't you smoked a lot recently, where did you get the addiction?"

"After smoking for so many years, it's hard to quit all at once."

As if to prove what he said was true, Li Yan put his cigarette to his lips, took a deep sip, and then all of them spat out a series of cigarette rings. He said, "Chen Shi, I promise I will stop smoking after I finish smoking this one today."

My eyes fell on the cigarette he was holding. I saw the pattern on it, which was similar to what I saw in his office when I went to Lu Weijun last time. But after all, it was many days away, and I'm not sure what Li Yan was holding at the moment was the same brand that Lu Weijun was smoking. I had to pretend to be indifferent: "no Li Yan, I remember that cigarette you smoked before is not this brand, right? I remember before you pulled that out, there was a circle of English

"Oh, what you said is that I used to love a British brand, and I often find friends to buy it and send it back. But recently, I'm not reducing my smoking properly. If the amount is too small, I won't trouble my friends any more. "

Li Yan quickly went to the garbage can and put it out in the ashtray of the top cover. He came back to me and rubbed his hands. Then he grabbed my hand: "Chen Shi, if you're not happy with me, I won't smoke. My daughter-in-law begged to let go."

OK, he threw the cigarette and then softened me. I was immediately hit by such a shell. I couldn't find the north for a moment, and I couldn't bring back my thoughts. I had to nod and say, "smoking is harmful to health, and I'm also for you."

"It's windy here. Chen Shi, are you cold?"

After touching my hand, Li Yan didn't wait for me to answer. He immediately released me. He took off his coat and put it on me. He said, "how did you come here?"

See Li Yan take off his coat, he is wearing a thin shirt, I quickly subconsciously back, I said: "no, I came to breathe, didn't expect the wind so big, let's go in."

Back at the banquet hall of the hotel with Li Yan, the dishes came up one after another. The old aunts saw that the dishes were good, and they were excited. I sat down next to Li Yan, and my head was even more dizzy and swollen.I could hardly eat anything. I moved my chopsticks casually and put them down. I had no appetite any more.

As for Li Yan, he was also very weak, and his chair was not very hot, so his mobile phone rang. He told me, and he went to a slightly quiet place to answer the phone.

Gao Gao, it seems that she is constantly entangled by her distressed work. After she puts down her chopsticks, she keeps answering work e-mails with her mobile phone.

Bored, I look around, I suddenly see that Ruan siting has been almost busy, she stood alone at the reception desk, with a touch of loneliness, I stood up to her with my bag.

No, as soon as Ruan siting saw me, she dragged me to the corner with fewer people. She said in a low voice, "old Buddha, you've come just in time. I'll tell you something. About yuan na and Tang Zhi. "

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