When Shi Jinyan heard this, his hand holding the steering wheel suddenly clenched, and his numb heart began to hurt again.
Let aunt be a mother?
He thought so before. Even though he knew his thoughts were selfish, he still couldn't let go of her.
But now
He suddenly lowered his eyes and spoke slowly after half a ring, "I don't know."
He doesn't know what to do. What can he do now? What should I do?
He bit his lips, looked ahead, and then took Xinxin back to where his parents lived.
Xinxin is a sensitive child. Knowing that his father is unhappy, he doesn't say a word. After washing, he just lies in bed.
Perhaps because he shed a lot of blood today, he was fragile, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep almost the moment he lay down.
Shi Jinyan sat at the head of his bed and stared at him quietly.
Xinxin was small and thin. He was lying on the bed. The cups were not closed much. Shi Jinyan looked at it and pursed his lips.
Then he suddenly stretched out his hand and gently touched his face.
In his life, he is doomed to be unable to give Xinxin a perfect home.
He is ashamed of Xinxin.
He put a kiss on his forehead, then stood up, walked out gently and closed the door.
He came to the living room and then sat on the sofa. He wanted to make himself try not to think about these things, but the appearance of Si Jingyu crying tonight was deeply imprinted in his mind.
He felt more stuffy in his chest and suddenly wanted to smoke.
He touched his pocket and found that there was nothing in it. He went to his bedroom. Then the moment he opened the drawer, he saw a box in it.
His sight, after seeing the small box, gave a slight pause, and the man froze.
Then he picked up the small box and gently opened it. Inside, a four leaf clover platinum Bracelet lay quietly. The bracelet was thin, small, but delicate and lovely.
He was stunned and picked up the necklace. His mind suddenly returned to his freshman year.
At that time, he had just come to Beijing from the countryside. Instead of being narrowed by the extravagant and polarization between the rich and the poor in Beijing, he was narrowed by her.
At the first sight of her, he couldn't help his heart beating faster.
She is elegant and generous. She is a freshman with him. The reason why she knows her is that among the freshmen of this year, they are the two excellent students who are recommended to the student union.
He still remembers that afternoon, he went to the student union to report. He stood there with his schoolbag on his back. When he was registering his situation, he heard footsteps outside. Then the door opened and she came in.
He looked up and was amazed by her.
She was wearing a red skirt. Her white skin looked noble and elegant against the skirt.
That kind of nobility is something that people like him can't look up to at all.
But she didn't have any airs because of her rich family. Instead, she apologized to the people in the student union with a guilty face, "sorry, sorry, I'm late!"
Even after such a long time, he still clearly remembered the apology revealed in Si Jingyu's eyes at that time.
He has always been indifferent to fame and wealth, and never belittled himself, but at the first sight of her, he felt that the brilliance of the other party made him unable to open his eyes.