98 I don'st want to live

She walked and walked in the dark abyss. She felt safe in the darkness, a place where no one can see her and hurt her again. She was so used to the darkness, she never thought of going back to light.

She had no one to go and tell her feelings or share her happiness or pain. But in that darkness she heard someone saying,

'Please wake up.'

'Come back to us.'

'I want to hear your voice.'

Although she never wanted to go back to light and experience the pain but those words bloomed a tiniest hope in her heart, making her try to walk towards the light, to walks towards her new world.

Yu Han slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were stinging due to the sudden exposure to light. Slowly adjusting her eyesight Yu Han looked around.

Once she was completely conscious, she felt something forcefully enter her head. Tons of memories rushed to her brain at once. Yu Han held her head unable to bear the pain. Few minutes passed and Yu Han paused when the pain reduced, but she was no longer concerned about the pain.

Yu Han started sweating furiously, her eyes widened and mouth went dry.

'What's happening to me?'

'Who am I seeing? Why am I seeing someone in my memory?'

Yu Han hands started to shiver, she immediately turned towards the mirror next to her bed. Horror consumed Yu Han seeing the reflection on the mirror. At first she thought she has got plastic surgery but her memories told her the other way.

'I...I am reincarnated?!'

'Did I get a new life?!' Yu Han clutched her hair in agony.

'I don't want this... I don't want to experience the same....I...I have no one.... please I don't want to live..' Yu Han cried curling herself into a ball.

'Please... don't do this to me...I can't... can't bare the pain again...please..' Yu Han cried silently praying for God.

Releasing her hair, Yu Han looked around to find a knife or something sharp. She didn't wanted to live.

At the same time a nurse in white uniform entered her room. Seeing Yu Han wide awake, the nurse smiled and pressed a button near Yu Han's bed calling for a doctor. The nurse held Yu Han's hand to check her vitals.

Yu Han sat confused looking at the nurse.

Not a minute later a middle aged doctor walked into Yu Han's room with a happy smile.

He examined Yu Han for any abnormalities but he didn't find any. But what made him frown was Yu Han didn't respond to any of his questions and only stared aimlessly somewhere with tears filled in her eyes.

After examining her he called Yu Han's family which is the Mantis now, and informed them.

The Mantis family immeadiately rushed to the hospital to see their daughter awake for the first time in four months. It was like she was reborn after being in coma for so long.

Upon reaching the hospital they immediately went to her room.

"Anna!" Irene exclaimed happily with tears streaming down her face. Irene sat on the edge of the bed with tears continuously flowing from her eyes, her face was red due to all the crying.

She almost had lost the hope to see her daughter again.

Yu Han swallowed the lump in her throat.

"My daughter! I missed you. Thank you so much for coming back to me." Irene kissed on Yu Han's forehead with so much affection.

Behind her stood Leon and Vivian with tears filled eyes but it was happy tears.

Yu Han was able to understand their language completely. Yu Han felt her throat burn, her eyes turned moist and hot tears streamed down her face. She had no idea when she felt loved but looking at Irene's just one simple affection she wanted to feel the love. But she didn't know how to reciprocate that.

She was just a soul with no emotions.

With yearning for love also came fear. She was afraid this is just momentary and in the end she would have to go back her dark abyss.

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Yu Han pushed away Irene and curled herself into a ball afraid to get any kind of affection then get betrayed and back stabbed.

Irene, Vivian and Leon was shocked with her behavior. They're too jolted to even say anything.

"You're awake!" Another voice rang in the room. Irene, Vivian and Leon turned to the voice.

Yu Han felt the voice familiar, she has heard this voice many times when she was in the dark abyss. Slowly she looked up to look at the owner of the voice.

His tall, lean mascular figure was really a sight to see. His black hair was styled back neatly matching his almost black eyes. He looked likeChinese but his german accent was pretty good.

Yu Han felt she has seen him somewhere but at that moment she couldn't remember him exactly.

Ji Hauyan walked towards Yu Han with a smile.

Yu Han wasn't interested in anything, all she wanted was to get freedom, freedom from the light and everyone. With so much pressure applied on her brain and heart right after she woke up, Yu Han felt a splitting headache.

Clutching her head Yu Han curled up into a ball.

All the four people in the room where perplexed with her behavior.

Doctor Leon walked into the room and examined Yu Han treating her headache.

Writing down some prescription he asked the nurse to immediately treat Yu Han and walked out of the room. Vivian followed doctor Leon outside.

"Doctor, what happened to my sister? why is she behaving like that?" Vivian asked concerned about her little sister.

"It's one of the side effects of staying in coma for too long. Give her some time to adjust, it's too much for her to handle everything at once." The doctor explained, even he was slightly concerned about Yu Han's behavior.

Getting assurance from the doctor, Vivian walked back to the room with hope.

Irene was trying to talk to Yu Han trying to make her understand who they are.

At the same time the door clicked open. All the four pairs of eyes turned towards the door and was surprised to see Anna and Ji Yang.

Ji Hauyan was shocked to see Anna and Ji Yang, he never expected them to know the Mantis family.

The one who was more surprised and shocked more than anyone was Yu Han to see her old body standing in front of her.