Chapter 106 - Want to test my feelings?

The water is filling up the tub. He pulls her up, making her sit in front of him. She doesn't meet his eyes. So, the real reason must have been this. "You think that I won't find you s.e.xy after seeing it?"

He sees her biting her lower lip, looking sideways. Kiyohira realizes that she can't believe him no matter what.

If he had followed his guts and confronted Chisa back then, this could have been prevented. This woman, who would take her clothes off and try to seduce him without a second thought, wouldn't be like this. He's at fault for not being able of saving her and their child on that day.

Kiyohira cannot let her become imprisoned inside this cage. He has to make her realize. He lifts her chin and says, "Want to test my feelings?"

Something changes in her eyes. She doesn't want to test his feelings. What if he fails the test? 

She tenses her shoulders when the second button is undone. Seeing her reluctance, he tells her with a grave expression, "If my feelings change after this, I will accompany you to the government office. I give you my word."

He has seen some of her scars in the dressing room. Two years ago, she nearly died at the hospital. She was given the best treatment, but scars couldn't be removed 100%. Going as far as asking him to do it while she's still wearing the shirt, he gets how much she is bothered by it. 

Rie squeezes her eyes shirt and tenses her shoulders. She flinches when his fingers touched her scars one by one. He doesn't say a word. She doesn't open her eyes either. He looks at each scar carefully. 

Why does she thinks that they make her ugly? Aren't they the proof of what she survived? That night, when he found her, he thought that he lost her. They didn't know whether she would live or die. A scar might remind of the tragedy, but it is also a symbol that she survived something that horrendous. 

Before, it was all about the intense physical attraction that they felt for each other. Even after years, it is only growing, ready to incinerate him alive if he doesn't take her now.

Her lips tremble when he takes off the last piece of clothing. She wants to open her eyes and see. But, she's terrified at this moment of seeing something that she doesn't want to see. 

He gazes at her for a long moment, taking all of her in his eyes. When she still doesn't open her eyes to see how he feels, his lips curl up into a smile. The woman is a tsundere. She says that she doesn't love him and yet, she cares a lot whether he likes her or not. How long will she take to understand her own heart? 

letting out a low chuckle, he kisses her enticing collarbone first. He will show her how much he wants her. She will never doubt his d.e.s.i.r.e for her. Leaving trails of hickeys on her skin, his lips brush the curve of her shoulder before running down to her elbow. His other hand languidly kneads her left b.r.e.a.s.t, feeling it turning hard and erect under his teasings. He takes her right hand and sucks the tips of her fingers, moving his tongue in a way he would love to play with her tongue inside her mouth. Rie shudders as the heated currents pulsate through her veins. Filling the gaps of her fingers with his hand, he takes her ignored n.i.p.p.l.e in his mouth while massaging her left one hard. He circles her n.i.p.p.l.e with his tongue, fl.i.c.k.i.n.g it furiously, using his teeth to tantalize it before s.u.c.k.i.n.g it hard as if he could never have enough of her. She opens her mouth to pant for air. This man can turn her into ashes. 

When he lets go, it is swollen and red. He moves his mouth over the other and grabs her folds between her legs. Rie opens her eyes finally. "F.u.c.k me, Kiyohira. I can't wait anymore."

"Is that all you are going to say?" He asks her with a hoarse voice. His fingers are moving in and out of her v.a.g.i.n.a expeditiously. She purses her lips. What does he want her to say? Seeing her like this, He inserts another finger. She gasps and looks at him with widened eyes. 

Kiyohira is slightly miffed. "Do you still think that my feelings aren't real?"

She meets his eyes. They say that eyes cannot lie. Kiyohira's feelings have the intensity to drown her in the sea of fire. She can't deny the truth in front of her. Her voice is small. "Not fake..."

He wants to make her talk more, but his member has been aching to get inside her for days. They will do the talking later. It's time for their bodies to talk. He shifts closer to her, pressing his hard c.h.e.s.t to hers. He kisses her lips before widening her legs and plunging his erection into her. She lets out a high pitched m.o.a.n when it fills her emptiness. Already blinded by d.e.s.i.r.e, he pounds deep into her, her loud m.o.a.ns fueling him more. Feeling like she's going to die because of the p.l.e.a.s.u.r.e building up inside her, Rie pulls his face closer to hers. She wants more of him, all of him. She doesn't know what those words mean. Her brain isn't working coherently. He digs face on the curve at the bottom of her neck, not stopping thrusting deeper into her for a moment. When she reaches her climax, she crumbles like a castle of cards. Kiyohira's warm seeds fill her insides. They look at each other weakly. Neither of them is done with each other.