110 A lifetime is too long

he is a bit tired. the woman is adamant. they had sex all day. still, she wouldn't stay with him.

"i don't understand why you can't remain with me." kiyohira isn't going to let her go. "i will give you anything that you want. stay with me for the rest of your life."

"a lifetime is too long." incensed, she glares at him. "you still lie and try to control me. what was that about re games? i don't want it. who wants a gaming company that makes trashy games? why would you name it after me? and, do you know anything about me? if you love someone, you want to know them. what do you know about me so far? i haven't forgotten that you lied to me to marry me."

"i know every nook and croony of you. i know the sounds that you make when i am inside you. i am sure that nobody has seen you like that." he tilts his head and smiles. she's flustered and babbling her thoughts. his efforts have not been in vain. "honey, you like having sex with me, don't you?"

"just knowing that is enough for you? if i love someone, i would find out everything. you don't even know what kind of games i prefer to play." she scowls at him darkly. "doesn't that mean that you just want to have sex and not knowing everything else is okay?"

that's true. her complaints are justified. he doesn't know her likes and dislikes. "i am sorry... i will -"

"i am not done." rie pulls is even more irritated. his stupid brain makes her head hurt. "asking me to go and chase my dreams? you blockhead! did you and ren forget that my identity was revealed at the world hack series? do you know how many people dislike me? why do you think that i never showed off my skills with my real identity? thanks to your stupid actions, the whole country knew my face."

his past actions are coming to bite him. he closes his mouth. he has done too many mistakes. if he hasn't acted rash that day, she wouldn't have gone through that. he has always wondered why she always hid her skills from the world. nobody could answer those questions other than her.

"then, it's better if you don't try to know me in other ways." she covers herself with the blanket. why should she be mad at him for things he didn't do? love is not a priority for her. she doesn't give a fuck. the only thing that matters to her right now is to take down chisa. marriage and having a child will only complicate her life. find authorized novels in webnovel，faster updates, better experience，please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.

the hacker and chisa's supporters. there's so much to do. since that hacker already knows who she is, it won't be simple anymore. being anonymous means that nobody knows what they can take from you. when your identity is revealed, there are too many things to lose.

kiyohira will never understand her why.

she doesn't want to sink into pain again. she pushes away all thoughts and closes her eyes. taking down chisa is most important.