"Then... Is his life in danger now?"
The doctor frowned awkwardly and said in a deep voice, "There is no such danger for the time being, but it is hard to say for a long time. The safest way is to operate as soon as possible."
Ye zhiqiao's heart was in a mess. All kinds of emotions mixed together and almost made her break down. She nodded at the doctor. No matter how much she asked, she would not get a clear answer.
"Which ward is he in now? Can I go and see him?" She was worried. She had asked this question just now, but she asked it again.
The doctor looked at the injury on her foot and repeated patiently, "He's in the icu and can't visit for the time being. Besides, your foot injury is not suitable for walking. Let's wait."
Ye zhiqiao's eyes were filled with tears, and she pulled the corner of the doctor's clothes and pleaded, "Can I take a look out of the window in the icu? Let me take a look at him, doctor!"
The doctor saw that she was resolute and had no choice but to let the nurse push a wheelchair. Ye zhiqiao sat on it and was pushed to the door of the icu by the nurse.
A thick layer of glass, clear but cold, stood between ye zhiqiao and gu mohan.
Ye zhiqiao put her hand on the glass and rubbed gu mohan's cheek from a long distance. The person lying inside did not react at all and still fell asleep, not even turning his eyes.
"I'm sorry..."
After that, ye zhiqiao almost burst into tears.
She didn't know why she wanted to apologize, but she felt guilty. Her heart felt like it had made a hole, and the cold wind blew in, as if it was trying to squeeze something out of it. Ye zhiqiao had experienced this feeling before. When her mother left, she felt it for the first time. It was called loss.
This was the second time. Gu mohan had saved her for the second time. The first time was on a cold night when they had a big fight. Both of them were very angry and refused to let anyone go. She ran out of gu mohan's house and rushed out of a car halfway. The lights in the dark were so glaring that she forgot to hide. Gu mohan rushed over to protect her.
This time it was daytime, and she was still gripped by fear, closing her eyes and waiting to die. It was gu mohan who rushed out and pushed her away.
When she was too scared to move, how could gu mohan have the courage to risk his life to save her?
In a few hours, she had just rejected his confession in front of so many people. How could someone who loved his face rush out without holding a grudge?
Ye zhiqiao's hands were trembling and her heart was trembling. She did not dare to think. What would she do if gu mohan was really in trouble?
How she wished that the person lying inside was herself instead of gu mohan, who was so healthy and strong. The scenes that she had been with before always jumped into her mind involuntarily, and then gradually coincided with the figure in the glass window.
Ye zhiqiao was sent back to the ward by the nurse and fell asleep with worry. When she woke up, her head was so heavy that she couldn't even sit up.
At this time, the door was opened, and jian mengqi appeared at the door with big bags and small bags.
Her eyes were a little blurry when she woke up. Ye zhiqiao squinted and looked at it carefully for a long time. When she saw that it was indeed jian mengqi, she asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"
Jian mengqi threw the things in her hands on the sofa, panted and sat down beside ye zhiqiao's bed. She looked at her face again and again, and felt that although her face was very bad, it did not look unusual. Then she relaxed and replied, "I went to buy some daily necessities for you. It looks like we still have to stay in the hospital for a while. These things have to be prepared in advance."
Ye zhiqiao looked puzzled, "How do you know..."
Knowing what she was going to ask, jian mengqi waved her hand and interrupted her. She said directly, "I received a call from the hospital the first time you were sent. It should be the closest contact on your phone. I'm the first one."
Then she gave ye zhiqiao a blank look and said, "If I hadn't rushed over here in such a hurry, handled the hospitalization procedures and paid the medical expenses, do you think you could live here comfortably?"
In fact, she just wanted to play a joke with ye zhiqiao to ease her mood, but after saying that, she felt that the "Comfort" she had just used was really not good. Just when she wanted to change her mouth, she saw that ye zhiqiao seemed to suddenly think of something, and the whole person was excited.
"Gu mohan... Gu mohan..."
Ye zhiqiao recited the name, then got up and got out of bed.
The nurse had already told jian mengqi about this situation, so jian mengqi would first look at ye zhiqiao's mood after coming in. She thought she was fine, but who knew that she had just woken up and didn't react. Now when she heard about gu mohan, she immediately returned to a state of extreme anxiety.
Ye zhiqiao was still dizzy, and it took a lot of effort to sit up. Seeing that she was about to lift the quilt, jian mengqi quickly stopped her.
"I went to see him just now. It was the same as before. There was no movement. It's useless for you to go."
"It's no use. I have to go too. I can stay with him. He's so lonely lying there by himself. I feel sorry for him..."
Ye zhiqiao started to cry as she spoke, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault. I'm always annoying... Annoying, making so many people hate me... But every time... It's always gu mohan who gets hurt... He always comes out to protect me, and I... Then treat him... I'm such a jerk..."
Ye zhiqiao had no strength to cry and shout, so she simply sat down on the bed with her shoulders down, buried her head in jian mengqi's shoulder socket, and sobbed incessantly.
Jian mengqi sighed, reached out her hand and gently ran it down her back. She said softly, "I know you blame yourself and you love him, but this is not the time for you to break down. Think about it. If you break down, who will take care of him and little treasure?"
"I'm sorry for him..." Ye zhiqiao repeated.
"Yes, you feel sorry for him." Jian mengqi agreed with her and then asked, "Are you touched? Do you feel sorry for him?"
Ye zhiqiao nodded and said, "Of course... I... I wish I could lie there. Why did he rush over?! This... Idiot!"
Jian mengqi looked helplessly at ye zhiqiao, who was crying in the dark, and asked softly, "You are touched, heartbroken, self-blame, and wish you could hurt him... Have you ever thought about why you feel this way?"
Hearing jian mengqi's question, ye zhiqiao did not react for a moment. She was stunned for a moment. She even cried a lot less and asked sobbing, "What do you mean? I... Don't understand."
Jian mengqi turned her eyes to think about it and asked, "If, I mean, if you replace the person lying there with yi chen, would you... Have the same feeling?"