Chapter 8

Cam began crying uncontrollably as he latched onto me. I had to play off the shiver that went down my spine as I knew Jayden was watching and heard me. "Cam, I want this to be all about you. Tell me what you want and I will make it happen."

Cam rushed to undo my pants and pull down my undėrwėȧr. "Put your hands behind you and don't touch," he said with a smirk. I put my hands behind my back and watched as he went to his knees and began stroking me. He quickly put me inside his mouth and started ŀɨċkɨnġ and suċkɨnġ. He did so more aggressively than usual. The entire time he locked eyes with me and mȯȧnėd. He suddenly stopped and looked at me, "Move back until your back is on the headboard. And no touching."

I gave him a smirk, "yes sir," I stated which made him giggle slightly. I did as asked and was surprised how quickly he followed me onto the bed. I was even further surprised by how quickly he began aggressively stroking, ŀɨċkɨnġ, and suċkɨnġ my member. I ġrȯȧnėd, "you're killing me Cam. Can I touch you yet?"

He looked into my eyes before shaking his head. I was surprised when Cam began loosening himself while still using his other hand and his mouth to pŀėȧsurė me. He began shivering and finally released me. Cam sat up and kissed me before moving slightly away from my lips.

"Fuck me," he begged as tears began down his face. I quickly moved my hands to his hɨps as he position himself. I slammed his body down on top of me and he let out a scream of pŀėȧsurė. "More!" he begged as he looked into my eyes and wrapped his arms around my neck. I began ramming him onto me as hard as I could. He began grinding as I kept moving him up and down. "Harder," he pleaded and I began ramming him into me as I moved up and down off the bed. "Yes!" he screamed as he began crying again. He began kissing me while still mȯȧning and moving his hɨps.

I felt Jayden's pheromones rapidly spike and made me shiver.

"Fuck Cam," I grunted as I tried to have him stop moving. He gasped as he felt me increase within him.

"Are you going to ċum?"

"Get off," I warned but was shocked when he grabbed my hands and put them back on his hɨps as he moved himself up and down as hard as he could.

"I love you Wes," he cried as he kept my hands on his hɨps. "Make me yours!"

"Shit," I grunted as I finally released inside him. Cam screamed yes as he shuddered and continued grinding his hɨps.

I felt nauseous, but was relieved when Jayden's pheromones lessened. Even Cam was shocked when I pulled him to his feet and stuck his member in my mouth. He mȯȧnėd as I pulled his back and forth while ŀɨċkɨnġ and suċkɨnġ him.

"Wes! Oh God! I'm gonna ċum!" Cam cried as he shook.

I pulled him closer as he released into my mouth. I suddenly felt my entire body wretched and shake. I shoved Cam backwards onto the bed. I leaned over the side of the bed and threw up violently as I shivered. I began wretching again and everyone froze. The first to reach me was Asher.

He quickly helped me sit up as my eyes began running while I threw up three times in a row.

I grabbed his arm, "No," whispered as I looked to him in pure horror. "Please no."

"Follow my lead," He whispered before looking up to Cam and the director who tried to help me. "This is exactly why I told you to call out! You're to sick!" I fought myself from wretching again as I shook. He looked to the director, "he's been getting sick all morning. I told him not to come in, but he didn't listen!"

"He's sick?" Cam asked as he looked to me while crying, "It wasn't from swallowing it?"

"No, I am surprised he made it as far as he did! That's why I came today. I was worried about him."

I trembled and ġrȯȧnėd as I heard Jayden come over to us. He chuckled, causing all of us to look to him. "That's what happens when you pretend to be an Alpha."

"Pretend Alpha? What are you talking about?" Cam hissed, "don't mock Wes!"

I looked to him as his wicked smile returned, "it took me minutes to realize what he was." He looked around the room as he chuckled, "you didn't figure it out your king's secret?"

"Wes is an Alpha! What b.s. are you saying?" Cam demanded as he got closer to Jayden.

"Wes is an Omega."

Everyone froze and looked to me. I looked to Asher with fear. All of my high school nightmares came flooding back. I am an Omega and now everyone knows. Asher shot to his feet and rushed over to Jayden with his fist up.

"You!"

"Asher! Stop!" I yelled as everyone looked to me with shock. Asher paused as I stood up. I laughed slightly as tears ran down my cheeks. "So what?" I asked as I stared Jayden directly, "so what if I'm an Omega? How is that your buisness?"

Asher turned towards me, "Wes, calm down."

I shook my head, "good thing I quit." I whispered before shoving past Cam, the director, and Asher. I moved close to Jayden, "who the fuċk do you think you are?" I hissed as he looked to me with surprise, "just because you are an Alpha, you think you can look down on me?" A wicked smile came to my face as I continued crying, "don't you fuċk with me. You're a worthless bully just like any other dominant Alpha. An egotistical prick that isn't good for anything but making kids!"

Asher grabbed my arm, "Wes!" He yelled and I finally looked to him. "It's enough. He isn't worth your anger."

I wiped the tears off my face as I stared down Jayden again, "come near me again and I will beat you to death." I then looked to Cam with sadness, "I told you the truth, but now you know. I am worthless to you and can't be your mate. I'm sorry."

Asher took my hand and led me out of the room. As we got out of the door, I collapsed onto the floor and began bawling. Asher pulled me to my feet with sadness and sternness on his face.

"We gotta get you out of here. You pissed off that that dominant Alpha and I'm scared hes gonna come after you."

I quietly allowed Asher to take my hand in his and lead me out of the studio. I took a couple deep breaths before turning to him with a sad smile, "go ahead and head back to work. I'm going to go home and sleep."

He sighed, "I know you won't take no for an answer. I will come check on you later tonight."

I nodded before squeezing his hand slightly and then letting go. I went to my car and fought back the urge to cry or scream. I started up the car and knew exactly where I wanted to go. I drove straight to the liquor store down the street from my apartment. I grabbed anything I could find that I knew would get me wasted. When I went to the counter, the cashier gave me an odd look but rung up the items. I quickly paid for them and went on my way, putting the alcohol in my passenger seat the for driving to my apartment building. I went up to my apartment with the bags, locked the door including the bolt lock, and then went to the couch.

I open the top to the large bottle of vodka before pulling out my pack and lighter. I took a large swig of the vodka bottle before taking a drag of my cigarette.

I lost track of time as I continued taking drags and switching to taking large swigs of the vodka bottle. At some point, after becoming tipsy, I turned on Alexa and started my playlist of the hardcore rock I listen to in high school.

I continued smoking and drinking until I was out of smokes and the bottle is empty. I sluggishly got off the couch and went to my bedroom to grab another pack. Before I sat down I opened up another large bottle of vodka. Although I slowed down somewhat, I continued smoking and drinking while humming along to the music. I did not focus on anything but my music, the bottle, and the smokes until someone unlock the door.

A large noise was made when the person move the door far enough for the chain to stop them. I closed my eyes and ignored the sound. "Will, unlock the deadbolt."

I sighed before opening my eyes and slowly making my way to the door while smoking the cigarrette in my hands. I pushed the door shut, undid the bolt, and then slowly walked back to the couch. I leaned my head back on the couch and continued smoking.

After a few moments, the door was opened again but I did not open my eyes to see who was there. "What the hell Will?"

I opened one eye to see Asher standing near me and staring. His eyes darted between the full ashtray, the empty vodka bottle on the ground, the bottle in my hand, and my face. "Welcome home, sweetie," I mocked.

He stared at me in shock as I moved the cigarette from my mouth and took a swig of the bottle. I then held out the bottle towards him, "want some?" His face turns anger as he quickly pulled his phone out of his pocket. "More for me then," I mumbled before leaning my head back and closing my eyes again as I continued smoking.

I heard him talking to someone as I continued humming to the music. I only open my eyes in order to aim the bottle into my mouth before closing them again and smoking my cigarets. As Asher hung up the phone, I heard him moving and rustling something. I opened one eye again to see him picking up the bags holding the rest of the alcohol. He brought them into the kitchen before coming back to me and fighting the vodka bottle out of my hand.

I smirked as I closed my eyes again, "you're no fun," I mocked before continuing to hum to my music. I ignored his presence, even though I felt him watching me. I focused on my cigarette and the music.. I did not open my eyes when I heard the door open to my apartment.