Chapter 200 - I will die, without you!

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"Although I gave you my heart you broke it into pieces, Alex. Its pieces are scattered now, which can't come together anymore. I.. I.. am just a lost soul. So, please do not try to come near me.. I.." Anna does not know how to tell her feelings to him anymore. They have lost so many things together that it feels strange now, to even talk to him about it

What happened between them, was a mistake maybe. On the other hand, Alex had his pained expression. From the day he exposed himself, they did not have a proper talk.

Today also, she insulted him in front of so many people!

"Anna, I can't go back in time. If I had such power, then I might go back and then mend all things perfectly." Alex will have this guilt forever now. If only he had taken a chance to tell her half the truth, she might understand his situation.

Anna looked at him with her moist eyes. Just a few words hurtful words and it already brought tears into her eyes. Her eyes started being moist as she hardly controlled them.

"You know what Alex? Even after this betrayal, I don't know why but I still love you." Anna can't help but confess to him. She loves him too much, although this is just a teenage love. But sometimes this love is stronger than any other love.

She was sure that her love for him is so strong, that even after he broke her trust, it does not move even an inch. Instead, it kept on growing and Anna tried to control it, but it seems her heart is against his mind.

When Alex heard her saying this, he can no longer control his emotions and pulled her into his embrace and hugged her tightly. Anna was reluctant to hug him back but when he patted her head, she lost it.

Clutching his shirt so tight, if she was afraid he will go away from her the second she leaves him. 

"I... I missed you so much, Alex!! Not even a second would have passed when your thoughts did not cross my mind." Anna replied with a hoarse voice. Her talks were already on verge of crying as she can feel some drops of tears coming out of her eyes on their own.

"Anna, you can't even imagine my loneliness without you. This might look like a joke to you but the truth is, I can never stop loving you. Never!" His grip tightened on her shoulders as he rests his head in her neck.

Inhaling her fragrance, he just wanted to go back into their high school days when they used to spend time together. From studying together in the library for the competition to the day he proposed, each and every day was built up with so many emotions and bright memories.

"I...I wish we were normal Alex. I just wish.." Anna's wish was never going to be fulfilled as in what they were in the truth they are standing in. The reality is damn harsh to handle. 

They were meeting in the behind of Chris, a love story of a brother in law and sister in law. This might be a taboo for many but, love happens when it has to happen. Relationsh.i.p.s are just like a thin thread, which can be broken just like that.

No one committed any crime, they were of the same age and understand each other much better. Was this too much? They made each other comfortable then why is this love wrong? The strong d.e.s.i.r.e towards each other is wrong?

The jealousy which arises in Alex whenever he sees Chris near his Anna makes him kick his a.s.s and kill him that instant. This makes him remind where he stands now, Chris bears the future fiance title whereas he is just her brother-inlaw.

Anna pulled back from his embrace and looked at his beautiful face which she was missing so much from the past few days.

His thoughts were always filled in her mind and no matter what she does, she will miss him every time in the night.

"Anna, can I kiss you?" Alex directly asked with his shameless nature again. What was there to hide in front of her? He can be himself only when either Scott or Anna is around. Even now, his mood is coming to understand this.

But in response, Anna frowned and shook her head. "NO! You can't kiss me now. Alex, I said I love you but that does not mean I belong to you." 

How can they both run from the real world? 

Wrapping his hands around her shoulders once again, and hugging her from behind, he spoke in a whisper "Then what do you want me to do?" Thus the s.e.xy voice of his will be the death of hers one day!

Anna pushed him back and stared into his eyes for a few good minutes. She was trying to figure out what he was thinking but it looked like he had received the same training as her.

He can't be exposed easily.

"Alex, I don' know what to do anymore. This is just too much complicated, to begin with. You know this too well, how Chris is. He will never let us be together!" Anna stated as her voice started to below again.

Now, they can never come in open. And also, how can Anna forget her motive for coming here? That does not mean that she will forget her revenge just because her lover is now also a Steve!

Alex grabbed her hand and pulled her to the window. He pointed out at the moon which was bright in the sky.

"Trust our destiny and working hard for each other. I'm sure one day, we will be together no matter what. I will be the one who will make you Mrs. Steve in the future, and I promise you for that! If I'm not able to do that, I will kill myself before seeing you getting married to someone else!"