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There was absolute silence in the room, only her cries can be heard. Her nose was already red due to her cries and it made her look like a hooligan. But this does not limit how she felt.
'Why does, whenever I'm ready to take a chance and step a little bit, I end up coming back two steps back?!' This happens with everything she experienced. Now, she is just too sad to even continue.
"How will I even trust Alex!? W..Why.. Alex why.. you always do that to me!! I sim..p..ply love you so much but you always hide things from me." Anna took the nearby vase and threw it on the wall. It broke into pieces, just the way Anna's heart was broken today when she saw Emma calling Alex darling and claiming him to be her fiance. Today, she knew how Alex must have felt whenever Chris made him jealous.
But she never lied to him. Never gave him false hopes. Then? Can't he just tell her everything in one go so that it does not hurt over and over again? She is tired of even going and call Alex at this moment.
"He must be busy with his fiance." She just kept on sitting on the floor with her head a little, staring at the ceiling which looked more closer to her rather than anyone else in this world. Love is always like this but why is God too unfair to her? Why does he take away everything from her whenever she is close to something?!
Her back started to hurt due to sitting with the support of the hard wall, which was also cold but she least cared. It doesn't affect her thinking ability.
The only problem she has is, she always overthinks. Everything! No one is there to help her go away and right now too, she is overthinking about Alex and Emma.
'Am I so unlucky that everyone just goes away from me? First brother and now god is trying to snatch Alex from me?' Anna can't help but curse ownself in her mind and heart
But what brought her out of daze was a phone call. She tiredly dragged her heavy body to the bed where her phone was lying and her eyes did blink for a good few minutes after she saw the number flashing on her phone.
INCOMING CALL FROM ALEX!
But her brain was reluctant to pick it up. In the contrast, her heart constantly rebelled her brain to pick up the phone and clear all the misunderstandings. Vent out everything she is experiencing and clear out, what and where do they both stand in each other's life? 'My love for you Alex is too much. But this time, I won't come back to you easily.' She swiped right and cut it.
'I won't! No matter what! I won't.' Boosting herself to stay strong from everything but it looked like it was not working anymore because his calls kept on coming and finally, her brain lost in the internal battle going on between her heart and brain. She wiped left and picked it up, but without even speaking a word.
"ANNA? Why were you not picking up my calls?" But he did not receive any reply from another side, except silence.
"Are you even listening?"
"Please answer me. Don't make me afraid like this." But she did not answer him anymore. All she did was to hear his voice and what he had to say to her. Although her tears did not stop coming out, she somehow managed to control her crying voice by keeping her one hand on her mouth. 'Don't show him what you are feeling right now, no An. No!'
"If you don't want to talk with me. It's okay but please I request you. Don't push me to a dead end. Just give me one chance and I will surely tell everything about what happened today. Please, Anna, don't send me away from you. I can't afford this again. I beg you."
His words did not improve her situation. Instead, she more and more tears came, making her face fully red with her messy hair and nose red as a tomato. 'I want to give you a chance Alex. But….' What makes her afraid is that what if, she again takes a step and ends up being pulled back two steps?
She is just on the verge of giving up on everything in her life. But now, she can't take it anymore. She needs to know each and everything before concluding, a decision about her life!
"Wh..what do you want to tell me?"
Alex sighed in relief after hearing her voice. He can understand that she must have cried. In front of him, Emma and Chris, she tried to be strong and did not breakdown there but inside her room, alone, she must be suffering more than him!
"Just meet me somewhere. I'm giving you one address and Jack will come and pick you up. Give that address to him and he will bring you to me."
"Why should I trust you again?"
Alex shut his mouth. Her tone was rude, but this was a valid question. He hurt her, not once but many times. He betrayed her not once but twice. Does she have any reason to believe him anymore?
"I know you don't have any reason to believe me anymore. You are right in your place but all I can do is ask you to come and meet me once before misunderstanding me. I never wanted to lie but this slipped out of my mind. I can't even ask you to come for love, because I know love can't be taken as the only excuse to clear up everything
Don't say anything now. I'm just sending you one address. Jack will wait for you outside. If you want to give me one more chance, then come otherwise I... I can only let go of you. The last and foremost thing is, I love you Anna and I will wait for you."