264 No Going Back

Jin Liwei carried Iris in his arms like a princess…no, like his queen. He carried her like she was his most precious treasure. The distance from the solarium wing to their bedroom was far, but he insisted on carrying her all the way.

It didn't help that she was kissing and caressing him all over. He felt like he was burning in a delicious fire the entire time he was walking while carrying her. He needed her water to douse his fire…but not yet.

Finally, they reached the bedroom. The lights were turned off but the moonlight cast a soft, dreamy glow inside. Long shadows danced as dark clouds moved to obstruct and reveal the moon in mysterious undulations.

He set her down on her feet. For a few moments, they just stared at each other.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered.

She looked flushed, her eyes heavy with desire. Her hair framed her small, alluring face like midnight silk. Her long white dress fluttered with each tiny movement. Under the moonlight, she became even more beautiful.

He couldn't believe that such an amazing woman was his.

It was Iris who moved first. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him down as she stood on her tippy-toes to kiss him.

The kiss was slow and sensual. They savoured each other as if they had all the time in the world. However, the flames of desire inside their bodies only burned hotter the longer they kissed. Their breathing quickened. Their kiss became hungrier.

"Darling…" Her arms tightened around his neck and she pressed her body more urgently against him. Her eyes silently asked him…demanded him.

Desire raged in full-force when he saw her expression. He knew what she wanted. He wanted it too, of course. So much. But…

"Baby, we're not married yet." Oh, the self-control he needed to say these words.

She pursed her lips at him, displeased. "We're engaged," she countered.

Inside his mind, a fierce battle was being fought between Liwei the Angel and Liwei the Devil.

Angel Liwei: "Wait until you're married. It will make the moment more special."

Devil Liwei: "She wants it, you want it. Why wait? You're already engaged. Go for it!"

Angel Liwei: "Waiting for the right moment—your wedding night—will increase the anticipation you have for each other. In turn, it will make it more pleasurable for both of you when you finally do it."

Devil Liwei: "Are you stupid? The right moment is right now! If you continue to wait any longer, instead of increasing anticipation, you'll both die of frustration instead!"

Jin Liwei continued to debate inside his mind. Should they wait? Or should they do it now?

In the end, it was Iris who decided for both of them. She lost patience waiting for his response. While he stood there in a daze like a stupid idiot, her hands went to work unbuttoning his shirt.

He finally regained his senses. He caught her hands. "Baby, wait."

"Shut up."

His mouth clammed shut, a bit surprised by her aggressiveness. He allowed her to take his shirt off. She tossed it away. Then she looked up at him with a serious expression.

"Liwei, I want you. Do you want me?"

"Yes, of course. I not only want you, I also love you. So much."

She hooked her fingers on the waistband of his trousers, pulling him closer to her. "I said it earlier today. You've really changed. If this was before, you'd have already pushed me down the bed and had your way with me. You were so shameless, even though you claim that you've never touched other women before."

"You're the only one," he said, frowning at the mention of other women. "You're the first and only woman to awaken my desire, that I always found myself on the verge of losing control around you back then…and you're also the only woman that I'll love so much like this."

He stroked her cheek. "Long Xiulan, I want to marry you. I want to make love with you. I want you to become the mother of my children. I want us to build a family together."

"Jin Liwei, we'll do all those things together. But first, I need you tonight."

His breath sped up. He looked at her deep in the eyes. "Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"If we do this, there's no going back."

"Darling, when you first barged into my life, there was already no going back."

These words of hers unleashed the raging desire he was controlling so hard. His hands slid down her back to her butt, squeezing her plump behind before lifting her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist. They kissed each other hungrily…desperately.

He carried her to the bed and lowered her on it. He looked down at her, admiring her sensual appearance contrasted by her demure white dress. The sight made his already hard little brother down below become even harder.

Leaning forward over her, he supported his weight with one hand on the bed while his other hand trailed a scorching caress up her leg. His hand went up…up…up under her dress, trailing further until it reached her hip.

"Liwei…"

"Patience, my love."

A whine escaped from her lips but she stayed still and tried to be patient.

He gave her a soft kiss before proceeding to remove her dress. He gently gathered it and pulled it up over her head, tossing it to the floor.

Her hands reached his pants. She unzipped him. But before she could free his erection, he caught her hands and kissed each of them. Then he lowered his head and kissed her on the mouth.

Their tongues dueled against each other which only made their desire more desperate.

He unclasped her bra and it followed her dress on the floor. He continued to kiss her mouth while his hands became busy kneading her soft breasts, making her moan.

Then he released her mouth and trailed wet kisses down her neck, chest, licking a path towards one of her breasts. His mouth closed in on a nipple and sucked hard.

She gasped and held his head in place. Her back arched, pushing her breasts even more towards him.

Of course, he made sure not to neglect her other nipple, sucking it as hard as he sucked the first one. While his mouth was preoccupied with her breasts, his hand crawled down to her hips. He tugged her panties off. It soon followed her dress and bra on the floor.

Finally, she was completely naked. He looked down at her, admiring her. The moonlight streaming from the windows made her look all the more tantalizing in his eyes.

The wild beast inside him roared to life, hungry for her. He opened her legs wide, exposing everything of her for him to see.

She turned her head to the side, feeling a bit shy. However, she didn't close her legs. She was also hungry for him.

"So cute," he whispered, smiling at her shyness.

His hands reached down at the apex of her thighs, inhaling sharply when he felt her wetness. He rubbed her soft and wet folds, making her twitch and moan. He watched her expression as he pleasured her with his hands. But he wanted more. He wanted to taste her.

She whined when he removed his hand. Chuckling, he sucked his fingers dripping with her juices before lowering his head between her thighs. Her scent made him leak a little inside his pants.

He licked her wet slit and felt her shiver. Then he began to lap and suck her. His arms circled around her thighs to keep her jerking hips in place. He ate her until she thrashed on the bed sheets and cried out again and again.

"Liwei! Oh Liwei! Ah!" She stiffened and then trembled violently as she reached her orgasm.

He continued to eat her without mercy, intensifying her climax. He didn't care that she was pulling his hair, almost yanking them out from his scalp. When she was done, she lay weakly on the bed.

"We're not done yet, baby."

"Mmn…"

He climbed off the bed and headed to the connecting walk-in wardrobe. Moments later, he returned with a box of condoms. He discovered a few boxes at the bottom of his suitcase while they were still in Munich. It seemed that his butler remembered to pack them without being instructed. He should give the good man a raise when they returned.

After placing the box on the bedside table, he removed his pants. His erection sprang free. He stroked himself first, catching Iris licking her lips while watching him pleasure himself. His lips curved into a smug smile. He took one foil of condom from the box and climbed on the bed.

"Are you sure about this?" He had to ask again when he reached her.

"Yes. I'm sure. Darling, don't worry."

Her answer was all he needed to hear. He placed himself between her legs. Then he tore the foil open and covered himself with the condom.

Lowering his hips, he positioned his erection at her wet entrance.