Not wanting to dwell on her painful unrequited love for him, she took hold of his hard length again and began to slowly stroke him. He closed his eyes and groaned, allowing her to pleasure him in her own pace.
'I love you,' she told him in her mind.
She wanted to declare her love for him again and again even though it hurt. However, she stopped herself from doing so because of her promise not to make him uncomfortable with her constant declaration of love. And most importantly, doing so would only make her feel more pathetic.
"I want you, Nikolai," she told him instead.
His response was to pull her closer again for a deep open-mouthed kiss. They kissed just like that for some time as her hands continued stroking him, causing his manhood to grow harder and bigger.
Her instincts took over as she kissed him with all the passion that she could muster. When she sucked his tongue, his actions became impatient. His hands started fumbling to remove all of the layers covering her body. First, her scarf. Next, her coat and blazer. Then the rest of her clothes.
When only her underwear remained, she pushed his hands aside and removed her own bra. She shivered a little when her bare skin was exposed to the air. However, heat spread throughout her body again after seeing him lick his lips in appreciation of her nudity.
He reclined his seat all the way back and pulled her to straddle his lap. Although the car was customized for his larger than average frame, it was still a tight fit for the two of them.
She felt the steering wheel digging on her back. It didn't hurt but wasn't comfortable either.
"Are you okay?"
Goodness! Were they really going to have sex in the car parked in a public place?
But she soon forgot about her worries as his moist kisses trailed down her neck to her chest. She gasped when his mouth caught a nipple and he began sucking on it. Her hips began grinding on his lap without her control.
"Yes," he hissed.
His hands kneaded her butt before ripping her panties without any warning.
"No—" Her protest was swallowed by a hard kiss.
All thoughts flew away from her mind when two of his fingers sank inside her wet heat. She trembled and closed her eyes, enjoying the feel of his fingers slowly moving in and out of her.
"Fuck. You're soaking so much. You want me so badly, huh?"
Her response was a moan.
He grabbed her hand and wrapped it around his manhood. "Look at how hard I am. I want you badly, too."
She bit her lower lip and looked at him straight in the eyes. It was dark but she could see him clearly. In fact, he was the only one that she could see right now. Everything else disappeared from her perspective—the car, the parking lot, all of it. It was only his existence that was the most important to her at the moment.
Giving his hard length a light squeeze, she positioned it on her opening. They were both panting as she rubbed him on herself.
His devilish eyes became more beast-like, yet he didn't take the lead from her, allowing her to do whatever she wanted. She continued to tease the two of them. In the end, it was her who lost patience.
After ensuring that they were in the right positions, she slammed herself down, burying his hard length deep inside her. They both gasped at the same time.
"Fuck, Jinjing."
"Nikolai. Oh, Nikolai."
All she could do was to babble his name over and over again as she completely let go of all her inhibitions. He held her hips but it was her who was controlling their wild pace. She bounced on his lap with reckless abandon as if racing against time.
Lu Zihao was making animalistic sounds. His expression looked like he was barely holding on to his self-control. Despite this, he gritted his teeth and restrained himself from his instinct to take over.
"This is for you, Jinjing. Do what you want."
She was too far gone to hear what he said but her body was already doing what she wanted—and that was to make love with the man she loved. Although for him, it was only having sex, but for her, she was making love with him.
Pleasure filled her as her hips sped up even more. His hands cooperated, helping her with the urgent pace. The musky scent and wet, slapping sounds of their coupling filled the car's interior, magnifying their desire for each other severalfold.
Long Jinjing slammed down one last time and screamed as her mind went blank, feeling as if a volcano erupted within her. His hot essence poured deep inside her, mixing with her soaking heat.
It felt glorious!
She vaguely felt Lu Zihao pulling her in a tight embrace as her body couldn't stop trembling. He was murmuring something to her but she couldn't understand what he was saying. She was still reeling from her intense orgasm.
It was only when she finally recovered some of her wits that she noticed the tears flowing down her face. She was sobbing hard.
Her body felt light and satisfied, yet her heart felt heavy and frustrated.