7 A fight with Myself

Brandon is the son of an underworld lord named Ray.Mr Raymond had two faces, one was visible in front of the world and another was hidden in a dark shadow which was impossible for normal people to see.

But it was not unknown to me. My father is a lawyer and I've seen and heard many things which one shouldn't see or hear in an early age....

I sat in front of my mirror brushing my hair before going to bed, thinking what should I do. I couldn't denyKaty's request. But what she asked from me was difficult as well because Brandon was really taking a fancy in me.

I shouldn't entangle myself with something which is out of my hand. Brandon is covered in dark blue emotions, as a psychiatric I could guess that.

As a doctor, I should help Katy and bring her brother back to his normal self but as a normal citizen I should just keep myself far from this underground which is dark enough to kill all the dreams and plannings I've done for myself.

It was for me decide whether be a doctor and help someone or just help myself.I don't know if I should be selfish and do what's right for me or fulfill my duty as a doctor.

Atlast I was done with my hair and my decision. As long as I'm alive, my identity as a doctor will always stay. I've taken an oath to help...to remove the pain from other people's life even though I fail in my own life, I can't fail others.

I know there isn't gonna be a way back after I say yes to Katy but it didn't matter anymore I've already decided. I don't go back on my words like my dad. He is a man of his word.

Mark was already sleeping on his sleeping place which is near my feet on the bed.I tugged myself under the blanket and sighed.

I can't fall weak,I gotta stay strong till I see the end.

I wonder where my mom is gone. I've seen her in my dreams almost everyday. Mom will be a part of me as a broken piece of my life which is impossible for me to forget.